Always Not Me

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Annyeong~
 
B1A4bunny here :) 
 
I know I have my main works right now that are in ongoing status, but I felt like I had to write this because of what's happened to me recently.
It's been a while since I wrote about Jinyoung hehe
I just want you all to know beforehand that this one might not have a happy ending like my usual others.
This is based off of purely personal experiences with some events tweaked, and I came across B1A4's new comeback teaser pictures, which then fueled my hectic emotions into uh...literature LOL
 
To whomever reading this, I hope you'll never have to feel this kind of pain. It . But if you ever did, all I can say is that it hurts like , and the fact that nobody hears you shouting or crying inside .
But forget about it because it's just what happens, and unlike me, I hope you can be courageous to stand up for yourself and defend your feelings instead of covering it more and more like I do.
 
 
 
                                     Sincerely, B1A4bunny

Foreword

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"So what happened?! A new guy? Spill!!"
My bestfriend Jaehee shoved my shoulders with excitement.
 
"H..he texted me back again yesterday"
I shyly fessed up, unable to meet her gaze.
 
"Oh my God! You really like this guy right? What was his name.. Um.. Jinhyung?"
Jaehee flipped out, seeing my unusual behavior.
 
"Jinyoung. Jung Jinyoung."
I corrected her.
 
"Whatever! He's gotten you all shy and bashful like a GIRL! Ho mah gahd he deserves an award."
Jaehee flapped her arms in exaggerated movements, her eyes dilated as if she was a high squirrel.
 
"Calm down! Nothing's official or anything! I'm not even sure if I like him. He's just a cool person to talk to." 
I giggled, slapping my best friend's head.
 
Jaehee glared at me for a moment, then took a deep breath in and out.
"Yeah. You're right. I'm going to be cool about this. I'm going to be your new love guidance counselor so you better tell me everything!"
She grabbed my shoulders and shook me crazily.
 
"Arasseo! Arasseo!" 
I gave up, chuckling at my friend's happy reaction.
 
I don't blame her.
When was the last time I ever smiled like this? 
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fifi_love #1
Chapter 6: This is sooooo good!!! I am kinda happy that ahnah has finally found a way to put down her feelings for jinyoung n hopefully sunwoo. But I sense a twist coming up soon? haha sorry for the wild guess, but plot twist is your thing and I like them. :D
fifi_love #2
Chapter 2: Ouch.. I am only at chapter 2 and am feeling so much emotion already! As usual, I love your writing style, and the emotions were on spot.
melonmilk #3
Chapter 6: Gah I'm sorry but Jinyoung and Baro are such jerkfaces! ~_~;;; I'm sorry that you had to go through situations like the ones you wrote about in real life (?) but I found this story a nice read ^^ I really hope that Ahnah doesn't end up with Jinyoung because the things he said to her were just not okay(though I think she probably will if she ends up with anyone)
frostysnowprincess #4
Chapter 6: I finally had time to read this! Yay! It's a great update. ^o^/ I think I need to take some of Seokjin's advice as well, haha XD Take your time updating!
BANA911118 #5
Please update!
afiercesong #6
I liked this a lot :D
frostysnowprincess #7
Chapter 4: I love this story just like all of your others!! I've finally caught up on this one haha. This is really interesting, especially because you're speaking from personal experience. :(
On a more general note, I really love your writing style. It's kind of similar to mine in some ways XD I also love how you have long chapters because it's like an extra treat whenever you update.
letsflyhigh #8
Chapter 2: Oh this is good! Author nim update soon <3
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