Scattered Memories
Description
Scattered Memories
To hold on or to let go. To hold onto something you cherish, but to hold on something that is possibly going to vanish by time. To hold onto the strings of your heart, to hold onto the line that attaches me to you, but only to find out that it's not going to work because time is running and it doesn't stop. It's never going to be like an old clock that stops when it runs out of battery. It's more than that. Just like how the sun rises and sets everyday. Just like how the skies change colors every now and then. It's infinite. Time only stops if you face the sad truth; if you look at yourself in the mirror and you see a reflection of yourself- dark, wasted, and busted. You know time only stops when your breathing stops. Time only stops when you experience death.
To hold and not to let go of a person, but only to find out that there's nothing that could stop this person from leaving, and there's no use of holding onto her, when all she knows is that you're not a lover anymore, but a stranger in disguise. There's no use of holding onto this imaginary line between me and you, when I know it's going to break anyways. You're going to let go anyways, because nothing can stop you from drifting apart.
To let go, it hurts. To let go, it only gives my heart the feeling of agony. Sadness. Loneliness. But to let go, it's a new beginning. It's the start of a newly found hope. To accept but not to give up. To love again, but not to forget everything. To hold on..when you've got nothing. To let go..when you've got everything.
"I walk on this street without you, I get in the car without you,
I run and run away but in the end, I'm a fool blind for you."
- Oh Sehun
Foreword
Wow, it's been a while. It's so cold, why is it so? But good thing B1A4 released their song, it warms my heart every time I listen to it. That feeling I get whenever I listen to songs about break-up. The words in this song... every word makes me want to write about it. That angsty feeling I get, it's overwhelming and sad and I don't how to explain it correctly, but this song is one of my favorites, so I'm writing about it. Awe, I just love you, bilasa. The song is delicate. Perfect. Soothing. Heartwarming. Sad. Everything in a piece of literature. Jinyoung, man you're the best for creating songs like this. I present to you a one-shot for my own interpretation of the song, and the music video as well. If you haven't watched it yet, here's the link:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CoObTyYr814
Hope this will satisfy you in a way! :) Love you, BANAs! And EXO stans as well. This one shot will be divided into two parts, and every part will be explained further through flashbacks. Thank you so much! Do whatever you like...if I deserve it. If not, it's okay. But don't hesitate to write your feedbacks on the comment section below. ~(^~^)~
I used Sehun because I think his character fits in the plot that I made. He's energetic and funny, but he's emotional here. LOLS. So much for the word "fit".
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