ch.4 My heart beats and it beats for you.

Shattered Spirits

                                                                                                       L's POV   ( flashed back) 

 

        I  just couldn't stop thinking about him, there is something about him that makes me unconsciously attracted .

I don't even know why  I keep staring at him ,  even when he broke eye contact. I just can't tear my gaze from him.

 

some time passed, and when I came to realize the periond  was over and the students flew out of class.

 

I kept thinking about him, while walking along the hallways, however I was getting really anoyed with all the noise, the girls do when I pass by them.

  urghhh  I need to go somewhere  quieter I though ,and the "rooftop " came to my mind.

 

When I got there I didn't see anyone, as I got closer I heard the most beautiful melody I had ever listened to.

without realizing I was geting closer to the voice,that had so much passion in it as if trying to convinced something with it.

 

Then I notice that the beautiful melody belonged to no one other than the boy I had desperatly tried to get off my mind, " SUNGYEOL"  the boy who was chased away from society treated like a pest,ignored and assulted by everyone else.

I was determied to change things, now I know why I was so confused and couldn't get him off my head. i realize that I have actually fell in loved with him.

 

I stayed there just looking at him singed his heart out when I notice that he hadn't felt my presence.

I observed him carefully until the song came to an end ,and I just started clapping like a maniac.

He looked at me surprised at first, then his gaze changed to a scared one, and i didn't liked that, not at all. but I was fast enough to grabbed him by the wrist when he was ready to run away from me .

and my heart told me that if I let him go, I wouldn't get another chance . so I turned him around and when our faces came close to each other. I KISS HIM, I FREAKING KISSED HIM. He looked at me with a disbelieving face, that made him looked ADORABLE!!! IN MY EYES , and the next thing I know it's me calling him with a word that came from my heart, not my brained but my heart.

I called him " BEAUTIFUL" , like what he seemed in my eyes and not what other people say  about him.

After I said that, I saw him teared up and that really broke my heart.

            end of flashback. !!!

                                                           SUNGYEOL'S POV

 

I don't know what to think anymore, why did he kissed me and called me that. what should I do , my head is a mess right now ...

I looked at him for a few seconds and grabbed all my courage to ask him about what just happened.

HMMM HMMM I try to look at his face, but fail miserably so I opted for the floor, yeah it would be for the best i reaped on my head.

I try again and ask him in a voice that came softer than what I was expecting . . . wh wh why did yo you ki kis kissed m me?. just standing infront of him makes me nervous and i can't help but to stammer at my own sentence.

I wasn't expecting his reply so fast, so I couldn't help but BLUSHED at his following sentences.

I'M SORRY  that I kissed you without permission but you you were just so "cute" ,and i couldn't stopped myself, I know that you must be thinking that some sort of   "CRAZY GUY" or a ERTED but i'm really not. URGHHH he suddenly yells AND STOMPS AWAY  it makes me a little afrais so i just stayed quit and observe him.

he stoppes infront of me again but this time he grabbed my face very gently as if afraid to brake it, looks right into my eyes and said...

LOOK what I really mean to say is that " I  I  I  like you", HECK I think I even " LOVE!!! YOU"  since the first time, my gaze fell on you,I couldn't stopped thinking about you. I know trust me i really do, that you might not believe me but seens the first time I saw you walked in to the classroom my heart just started beating so fast that I thought it was going to explode.

He took a deep breath and brought our lips together again , but this time it was more gentle and I couldn't help but to respond to the kiss. I moved my lips slowly trying to copy him , since well it was technically my second kiss and hell I was more confused than anything but my heart was accelerating  more and more as the kiss continued. THUNK THUCK were the only niose that I heard  from my heart ,as I expirience the most beautiful thing that I have ever felt.

I slowly open my eyes as I hadn't notice that I closed them somewhere in between the kiss.

I felt mute for a good few minutes, just staring at nothing as my head try to assimulate his words.

I had so many different things crossing my mind like if his words were really true, was he just trying to fool me so he could hurt me later but I stopped in the middle of my thoughts just to remenber the kiss, how pure and sweet it felt like there was nothing hidden in there.

I heard him called my name, something that hadn't happen in a long long time but his new foung nickname for me was what made me blushed even more.

YEOLLIE  he said softly, I looked at him and he starts again umh I know that everything seem confusing right now, for you even for me.It's actually my first time feeling this way towards someone ,and all i'm asking for is one chance and I promise you with all my heat that I will protect you ,and make you feel like the most important person in the world all I'm asking for it's one chance one chance to prove you that I really do love you and want to make you happy, confess MYUNGSOO as if he already knew what was going on in my head.

 

I took a deep breath close my eyes and opened them slowly, this time I did meet his gaze. all I wanted to know was if he was being sincere or if he was just planning to use me and abandoned me like everyone I trust seems to do.

I spoke again a little nervious  myung myungsoo he quickly looks at me and grabs my hand.

I I I really don't know what to do or think myungsoo, you might as well just be confused about the feeling you have for me, and then you will just realize that you don't love me as much as you think and end up leaving me or you could just get tire of me because I'M A LONER, a nobody whom everyone seems to hate and avoid.

he lookes down at his feet but he seems so sad and dissapointed, like if trying to come up with a solution but just stays quit.

I even want to laugh because my life just seems to be a nightmare that i might not be able to scape, ready to walk aways from here with a even more broken hearted  than ever , I turned around from him, he doesn't make an effort to move at all and it seems as if my predictions were right and he was only confused.

 

I got ready to open the door, when suddenly out of nowhere he backs hug me.

and said the words that I had been wanting to heard all my life.

myungsoo runs to the door and traps sungyeol on a back hug and tells him that he truly do LOVES him and is willing to face all the hardships and consequences, that the  DESTINY might bring along....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A/N: HEY HEY EVERYONE, LOVELY READERS AND SUBSCRIBERS I heve decided to post a new chapter for the story, that would be the beggining of these beautiful "romance" kekeke.

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TEENTOP10031996 #1
Chapter 6: please update
SHINee_Fan #2
Chapter 6: Please update sooooooooon author-nim
infinite_myeongyeol
#3
Chapter 6: i just read this story and i love it! ill wait for the next update!
KoalaSoo02 #4
Chapter 6: Oh how i really loved possessive Myungsoo....(*^﹏^*)
myungyeol is ♥♥♥♥♥
Nakashimi
#5
Chapter 5: ahahajajaja~
Myungsoo you cutie pie
Nakashimi
#6
Chapter 4: KYAAAAAAA!!!!
SO FLUFFY!!!
ASDFGHJKKLASDFGHJKL
ERROR ERROR TO CUTE
/dies/
kimchoding91 #7
Chapter 4: awww..awww..awwww..aaaaaaaa
what should i say???
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update soon update soon..
aaaaa..this is so beautiful..
Nakashimi
#8
Chapter 3: why do short? T^T
poor Yeolie, people just leaving him out :'(
ehehe UPDATE SOON ~ ~ ♥ ♡ ♥
yui_78
#9
Chapter 3: Myungyeol myungyeol forever
Nakashimi
#10
Why so short?
TT^TT
Poor Yeolie,
Ehehehe UPDATE SOON ~ ♥ ♡ ♥