Memories....

Flash backs.....

                            They Keep coming back, I never knew that pain hurt this bad.....

I forgot you,

               But i guess my heart hasn't let you go yet...

                                          Its been years.........

                                               Why do I still love you?

                                                     Why? After all the pain you brought into my life......

                                                           "Why cant my future have you in it?"

"Please look into my eyes and tell me you don't love me...

       and maybe then I'll believe it

             No matter what my heart tells me."

 

 

Its just memories, its just flashbacks but why does my heart speed up when I see her,

When i hear here name,

.

..

...

Do I still love her?

I guess i still do......

Why did I let her go?

WHY!?

I'm sorry, I'm such an idiot!

I love you, but i cant hold you like I use to.......
You need to hate me, You need to forget me

Your future holds more then you think                                       

but know that theres no space in your future for me...

"you desvere someone better"

 

I watch you from a far, I miss your smile

I miss your laugh...

I miss that old you.

                       I know he hurt you but why can't you see That i've always been here for you, 

                                       waiting....

                                              hurting.....

                                                        crying............

                                                               waiting for you to notice that the guy that will treat you right has always been here.

                                I have always been here for you and I will not leave your side. 

I will bring your smile back...

the smile and laughter that brightens every single day of my life

                 I love you and i'll always will

This love is wrong! I cant love her

I'm not suppose to love her

I carry the truth

the truth she needs to know

but if I tell her, she'll get hurt  and I hate seeing tears fall on those perfect cheeks

I love her, but this love is wrong

It's forbidden

 

 

"The past hurts...

the present gives chances...

but what does the future hold?"

 

When past and present collide, will there be a second chance for love

or another opportunity to find the one truely for you.