10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! Its new year already the start of the year at 12am and guess what....Mom was crazy enough to command me and my siblings to clean uo the house before we go to bed.....Can you believe tht?Anyways,mom have given us each a task to do and unfortunately,i had to do the store which is super duper big.Heol,once i open the store room,some of the boxes are about to fall and im lucky enough to stand behind the door.Looking at the mess,i asked my mom across the hallway,"MOM DO I REALLY NEED TO DO THIS?!" "NEEEH!!" i received moms amswer and i sighed.With a heavy heart,i start by cleaning up those piles of boxes that had fallen when i opened the door earlier on.After half an hour,i finished cleaning most of the stuff in the store rooms.I was left with a few boxes and then im done.While looking through the boxes,suddenly one box caught my attention.The box was labelled "RIRI'S" .I was both curious and shocked and firstly because i dont remember having a box of my own amd i wonder whats inside it.Carefully,i untape the box and to my disbelief,i saw alot of my old stuff.School uniforms,toys and albums.I was amused by what my mom have been doing for the past 20 years.She still keeps my things.I looked at the albums when i was still a baby and a toddler.All the memories came back as if it was just yesterday.Then,i went on to look at the next album which is during my elementary school and high school days.I was laughing hard at the pictures that brings alot of memories.Some were me and my friend and some were with teachers.And then i turned to the next page,looking through the picture until i stopped to one photo.Suddenly my smile faded and after a few minutes,tears start to fall.Its not tears of joy....Its tears full of pain and sorrow.I still remember vividly of that incident that have happened 10 years ago.I still remember that face,that attitude,that body and that name..... (((FLASHBACK))) "Ok class please hand in blah blah blah" the teacher is holding us back as usual before our recess time.Ahh yes,i forget to tell all of you that im the maknae in this class.I careless about whoever that tease me because im the youngest.Its really the trend in the school.Anyways,the teacher finally released us 10 minutes after our actual recess time and that .Because the queue will get long and the canteen will be pack.So i had to squeeze through the canteen to meet my friends.When i reached the table,all of my friends were starting to laughed at me and i was curious. "Bwo?is anything wrong?" I asked. "Ani!" Eun ji said to me holding in her laugh.So i ignore them and went to buy my food.After i bought my food,i went to walk towards my table when one guy who was soooo tall was blocking my way."excuse me!" I called out but the guy didnt hear. "EXCUSE ME!" and finally the guy turn around and looked at me.I have to be honest,he is one goodlooking kid i have ever seen in this school.Maybe he is a newbie.Then suddenly,he started to stare at my body.He was.....blushing?I thought he was a ert when suddenly i looked at myself.Heol,embarrassed to the max,i dont know how to adjust myself and my friends were laughing at the very far end.I can only frowned at them.While i was thinking for away to adjust my clothes back,suddenly a pair of hands started to adjust my uniform.I looked up and saw that tall guy in front of me.I looked at his beautiful brown hazel eyes and suddenly i felt that something touched my left .I was conpletely shocked and i couldnt do anything,i wanted to tell someone that he had harrassed me but i couldnt because my mind was already distracted by his face.He was shocked too but before he could apologise,i walked away quickly.I sat down at my table and the girls already started teasing me. "Hey,how does it feel to be touched by YiFan eyy????" Eunji spoke. "Yifan?" "Yeap thts his name but people call him Kris" After today,this Kris guy have been on my mind lately.That eyes.....what did i do wrong until im in this kind of situation?So i decided to give the night a rest. After a few months,that Yifan is nowhere to be seen.Maybe he transfered to other school.So its better for me because there will not be any distraction.It was another year in this school.And its the first week of school so we had to have this "teacher-student" session so i always skip that.when it was the first period,everyone was settled down and i always take the seat that is right behind and near the window because i love to look outside and soon my friends surround the seat around me and we started tk talk about random bull.When the bell rang,the teacher have entered the classroom along with other classmates.I was already busy talking to eunji and naeun.Hayoung already told us to stop because the teacher is looking at us but suddenly "eunji! CHANGE PLACE WITH KRIS" "But saem!" Eunji tried to fight back but she didnt want to be rude towards the teacher.Then everybody starts to giggle because of eunji hahaha pabo.Then when class started,I felt someone was staring at me.I tried to ignore it for the whole lesson but i couldnt.I finally turn my head to a pair of eyes that looks familiar and it was that ert guy......Yifan aka Kris."we meet again" "yea...." i replied and look back at the teacher.Then suddenly this Yifan guy kept on questioning me about my personel things and i was fast in answering all of his question.Be kept on talking to me and everytime,when i was about to talk to him,our face is 0.000000001cm apart.My friends notice this and they say he likes me....BUT!I actually hated him because of that time he harassed me.And then after a few months,The teacher changed his seat and suddenly i dont know why but.....i miss him.I told eunji the truth about how i miss Kris not sitting beside me anymore and eunji whispers to "you are having a crush on him riri" and yes i have to agree.Everyday,my i kept staring at him because his table was sooooo far away from mine.So one day,while i was about to stare at him but he was already staring at me.His eyes....dayuuum they were so gorgeous...the way he looks at me.Then after that day,he doesnt talk to me anymore.We had eye contact but only for a short while.Then during examination,i felt so tired so i slept.After i finish and its about to go home and then Eunji and naeun told me that Kris was looking at me while i was sleeping.But i didnt believe them because like i said,he didnt talk to me except my frieds-_-",the way he look at them...so what i did was i flipped my chair and i hit them with my textbooks."Ouch ouch Yaaaa!its painful!!" I kept on hitting them but kris still ignores me.So maybe i should just forget him,i mean like whh not?He has been ignoring me...heol.But the worst thing is that my friends have told the entire school that i like him.He knows that his friends knows so they but he still talks to other girls.So,i wrote him a letter but i didnt write his name on it.So when he got the letter,he threw it away and landed on my friend table.I wrote "you can give it to anyone you like,its for fun^^"they said "OMG KRIS LIKES RIRI!!!" Then I sulked with them for a week. And then the end. I still like him lol. And in the letter, i wrote "dear kris how are you? I just wanted to say that SARANGHAE!!! Sincerely, anonymous." And then I was drinking and walking with my friends until I saw my crush. I spat out my water in front of the parents lol and then next So we just acted like nothing happen. Then we continued walking and I was drinking again AND THERE HE WAS. And guess what I almost spat my water on one of my friend's back and quickly changed direction. And then I ACCIDENTALLY SPAT ON AN INDIAN GIRL'S SHOES. And She was like "wtf dude". I still had some water in my mouth and my friends brought me to one side and laughed their asses off.And then isnt it obvious? Ofc I spat on all three off them. On their face. Yes.And then I started sulking lol and later that night,they all called me one by one to apologise lol and the next day.I asked one of my acquaintances the same class with Kris to tell him i say hi. And later in the van, she said that he didnt reply and I sulked with her. You may think im stupid bc its not her fault. Its just that im the maknae so ofc I keep acting cute lol then the next day, My friends and I were just hanging out and Kris's and his friends' place. One of my friends called out to Tao and said Riri said hi.And Tao being our slave said that to Kris before I could say anything. When he came back, he said Kris replied and I was like oh well.Then suddenly Eunji shouted to Kris who was like sitting one meter from us and said "KRIS!, RIRI LIKES YOU!!!" And I was like oh ohgod...Then Tao went to Kris and came back to us and said "He said he hates you" and I was like well I was like oh this is the end of my life Kris I love u remember that okayThen Tao came back and said "He said to stop it and not disturb his life" and then I sulked with everyone in my class and beat up whoever that talks to me and waiting for them to call and apologise .Kris....shibbal.