Sneak a Peek

Bound for Life

"Jin, can I speak with you for a minute?" Bang PD-nim motioned for me to follow him out to the hallway. We had been in the recording studio all day working on some songs for the new album, Dark and Wild, and I had finished my set for now. Rap Mon was recording and we were all just watching him. I stood from the couch and followed him out and to his office. "Sit down." He sat behind his desk and just stared at me. I had a feeling I knew what he wanted to talk about. "So about this scandal swarming around V and that girl.." I was right. "I heard from the main office that this baby is actually yours?" I nodded. He didn't answer but merely put his hands on his head and stared at me some more. "Jin, first off, congratulations. Overall, I am happy for you but this situations is so incredibly wrong! The media thinks this baby is V's but it's actually yours. They have pictures of V and this girl and assume they're a couple, how are we suppose to tell them that you're having a baby with V's so called "girlfriend", huh?" I just listened. "Even if we solve that problem, people are going to start talking, this is not how an idol behaves. I know other singers have children out of wedlock but you, Jin you are so young! What kind of example does that send out?" I started shrinking in my seat. "Have you thought about what might happen to this young lady if the media finds out exactly who she is? Do you realize the frenzy that'll be if people find out she lives with you guys? She could get really hurt!" I became suddenly alert.

How did he know?

"Did you guys really think that you could fool me? I'm not an idiot, despite what you all might think sometimes." He smirked. "Aside from that, have you stopped to think how this is going to affect BTS as a whole? Your fans aren't going to like it. I didn't mention it to you guys but with the V scandal, things have already taken a turn downhill in regards to album sales and online with social networks. I don't want it to sound like I'm scolding you, I just want you to be ready for these things and try hard to come up with a solution that YOU are happy with before the company comes up with one that you won't like." He stood and so did I. "Just think about what I said, okay?" I nodded while he held his arms wide open for me and we hugged it out. "Alright, get back to the studio." I walked out and just paced in the hall, thinking about what I should do. 

I don't want BTS or Jamie and the baby to get hurt, what should I do? She wants V though ... I have Mina. Should we act like V is the father and keep the truth hidden behind doors? But I want to be able to take my baby and show her off to the world when she arrives. I want to tell people "This is my daughter, isn't she beautiful?" I don't want anyone else to take my place as her father... But then what do I do!?!!?!?!?!

I pounded my fists against the wall in the frustration.

"Hyung, are you okay?" Someone ran over to me suddenly and grabbed my arm. I looked up and it was V. "Are you okay?" He asked again.

"Fine." I said coldly and walked away.


"Noona, you hit me!" Jimin whined. I had turned towards him and, since my belly had gotten so big recently, I accidently bumped into him.

"So?" I laughed while eating a huge piece of chocolate drizzled cheesecake.

"You're meaner now that you're pregnant, I'm telling." He threatened.

"And say what? That I beat you down with my unborn child?" I laughed. "If anything, they're going to think that YOU hit ME." He stayed silent and thought about it.

"Yeah, you're right." He pouted in defeat. I stuck my tongue out and celebrated my victory.

"YAH!" I shouted when Jimin suddenly grabbed my plate of cheesecake from my hands and ran away with it. "Jimin-ah! What the hell?" I followed him down the hall and stood by his door while he laid in bed eating MY cake. 

"Hey you.." Jin walked out of the bathroom, drying his hair with a towel.

"OPPA!!!" I whined and cried.

"Wae? What's wrong?" He frowned.

"He stole my food!" I pointed towards Jimin and he smirked.

"Aish, this kid!" Jin went into the room and snatched the plate from Jimin but the kid didn't give up without a fight. He tried grabbing Jin from the waist but Jin shoved him away with his arm. I ran to help him and somehow tackled Jimin onto his bed, face down. 

"Take that er!" I yelled evily while I sat on him.

"What the hell? Why are you so heavy?" He tried to move but I weighed him down.

"Uhh, hello?" I patted my belly. "I thought it was obvious." Jin handed me my cake and I ate happily on Jimin's back. 

"Stop bothering her punk, I'm telling you now." Jin threatened so seriously that I almost believed him but then he broke out his pearly white smile and the tension passed.

"You're such a baby.." Jimin groaned when Jin left.

"And you're a , what's your point?" I laughed. 

"Crybaby." He snapped.

"Shut up punk!" I flicked his forehead and ran, well more like trotted, out of the room before he could catch me.

"Aish! I'm going to get you back for this! Just wait!" He yelled from the other side of the hall while I stood by the kitchen. 

"Shut up." Jungkook came out from behind him and smacked him on the head with the most serious of expressions then walked by as if nothing had happened. 

"I get so mistreated around here..." He muttered under his breath and trudged back into his, head hung low. 

"Jiminnie, saranghae!" I chimed.

"Whatever!" He yelled back. I couldn't help but laugh. I enjoyed picking on him, Jimin was like my baby brother in the group.

"That kid is so funny." 

"He's a weirdo, that's what he is." Jungkook joked while he roamed the kitchen looking for food.

"And you're very normal I bet.."

"Of course I am!" We both glanced at each other and laughed. 

"Everyone in BTS is anything but normal."


"Noona, how many months pregnant are you?" J-Hope asked me while he and I set the table for dinner.

"Soon it'll be 5 months." I said excitedly. 

"When are you having your next doctors appointment?" 

"Tomorrow, why?" 

"We don't work tomorrow, can I come with you? I feel like you and I don't get spend much time together." He smiled.

"Of course, I'd love that!" 

"Yay!" 

"Everyone, dinner is ready!" I called out and soon a stampede of footsteps resonated through out the house. Soon all the boys were out of their rooms and at the table. We finally sat down talked while we ate. I looked around at each boy and couldn't help but think:

I love these silly idiots.


"Are you sure you can't come?" Jamie's expression was serious, her lips were pressed in a firm, thin line, while her voice displayed disappointment. I had told her last night that I wouldn't be able to accompany her to the clinic today and she asked one last time before they left just confirm I really wasn't going.

"I'm sorry, I just-" I felt a pang of guilt. "I have a few things I have to take care of.." I held her belly and looked her in the eyes. "I'm sorry." I stared at the floor.

"It's okay." She hugged me half-heartedly and walked out the door. I had missed a few appointments already so one would think, what's one more, right? Today's appointment was actually a big one. We were suppose to find out the of the baby today and I knew how important it was to her that I be there. I wished that I could tell her why it was so important for me to miss out on the doctor, how important my personal appointment was. I walked back to my room and got dressed then headed out to the Han River where I paced back and forth on the bridge.

"Now, I wait."


Meanwhile, in the clinic.

"Miss, the doctor is ready for you." The secretary said to us. I motioned Hosoek and Jungkook, who at last minute decided to tag along, to follow me.

"Hello! How have you been?" She asked and motioned us to sit.

"Very good! I'd like you to meet Hoseok and Jungkook, they are the baby's uncles." Hosoek and Jungkook introduced themselves and so did the doctor.

"It's a pleasure to meet you both. "

"Likewise." Both boys said with a smile.

"So how have you been feeling?" She started with the usual questionnaire and then we moved on to weighing me. "You've finally reached a good weight for your stage in pregnancy, that's really good news!" She motioned me to sit back down. "Now it says here that you signed to have tests done to make sure the baby is developing properly, is that correct?" I nodded. "In that case, we'll need to extract some blood for the tests. If you come with me, we can get it over with quickly." She smiled and led me to an exam room. After prepping me she took a needle and poked me with it. I breathed in and out slowly trying get through it without freaking out. "Alright, we're done."

"That's it?" I stood up.

"Almost but not quite. Since we're already in here, lets go ahead and do your sonogram shall we?" I nodded and exposed my big belly. "Everything looks good."

"Can you tell what it is?" I was dying to know.

"I can. Why don't you wait back in the office with your friends and I'll be in so we can talk more about the baby, okay?" She smiled. I went back to Hoseok and Jungkook.

"How'd it go noona?" Hoseok stood and gave me his seat.

"It didn't hurt, so that's a relief. I'm tired though.." I slouched in my chair and shut my eyes.

"OW!" Someone shouted.

"Omo, mianhe!" We all heard someone else say out in the hallway.

"No, I'm sorry! I should have paid attention to where I was going. Are you okay?"

"Yes, I'm fine. Here you go, this one is yours."

"Thank you and, again, I am so sorry!" The conversation from the hall ended.

"Excuse me." I heard the same voice from outside say. My eyes shot open and a nurse walked in to the room with a folder in her hands. "These are the results to your sonogram. Your doctor will be in soon to read them to you." She placed them on the desk in front of us and was about to leave the room but I stopped her.

"Excuse me!"

"Yes?"

"Is that where it says what I am having?" I pointed.

"Yes ma'm." She nodded and then left the room. I examined the folder as best I could. Instead of having my name on it, the folder had a serial number on the top right corner.

"Hoseok..." I looked at the folder then at him then back at the folder.

"Oh no! I am not doing it!"

"Why not?" I begged.

"Why can't you just wait for the doctor to do it?" 

"Just do it!" I hissed.

"You do it!" His eyebrows squished together.

"I can't read very well in Korean! You'd be able to read it so much faster!" I argued.

"Oh my god.." We were too busy arguing that we didn't notice when Jungkook grabbed the files and read them.

"What does it say?!" I asked with curiosity.

"Oh my god.." Hoseok grabbed the papers from him and read them.

"Well?" I asked impatiently.

"Oh my god."


"Jin?" Someone tapped my shoulder.

"Mina, you're here." I hugged her automatically the way I was so used to doing.

"What's up? You sounded kind of weird on the phone?" We walked over to a bench and I sat her down.

"We need to talk." I thought of all the things I wanted to say to her. It was going to go something like: Mina, for the longest time I have been utterly and crazy in love with you. Even the long years that followed our break up I never thought of anyone else but you. I dated around, yes, but no girl ever compared. Running into you was like some crazy coincidence/moment of faith and for a second I thought that it meant I had to fight for you to get you back but there is something I haven't told you. I'm having a baby and I feel that-.

"Before you say anything, look at this!" She cut off my train of thought and pulled out a small box from her purse. "Remember this?" She opened it and inside was a small heart shaped locket.

"I can't believe you still have this.." I reached for it.

"Of course I still have it. It was a gift from you." She smiled warmly. "Remember when you gave it to me you said I could keep it until-"

"Until I had a daughter to give it to." I finished her sentence.

"Put it on me?" She smiled and lifted her hair while turning so I could put it around her neck. I was about to put it on her when I heard my phone ring.

1 new text message

I opened it and it read:

It's a girl ...

Recieved: 2:03 p.m.

Seen at 2:03 p.m.

"Oh my god.." I felt this incredible joy fill my insides, tears threatening to roll down my cheek. "I'm sorry Mina, I can't give this to you anymore, I have a daughter to give this to now." I got up and ran to the car then rushed home as fast as I could to meet with everyone. I was so happy that it wasn't until hours later when I saw the follow up text to the first.

1 new text message

..It's a boy too.

Recieved: 2:05 p.m.

Seen at 5:32 p.m.


Hello my beautiful, wonderful subscribers! I am back with a new chapter and I hope you all liked it :) I apologize that I haven't been updating but school makes it pretty hard to be frequent so please forgive me. *Bows* Please leave comments, subscribe, upvote, etc. and thank you for reading! ^

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Jooahloves
#1
Chapter 22: Awe~ I remember this~^^
MyMark #2
Chapter 22: Please update soon!!!!!!
itsmedelilah_
#3
I love this story so much pls update soon!!! Jebaaaaal
Jooahloves
#4
Chapter 21: Omg! I haven't read this in such an long time!
superdupper
#5
Chapter 22: Yayyy finally the babies is here. Hehe
kawaii_anime1004 #6
Chapter 22: Daebak hope u update asap!
jamjaem
#7
Chapter 22: OMG daebak! I'm so in luv with Jin <3<3<3
MyMark #8
Chapter 22: I've been waiting so long for an update. Please update!!!
Freespirited_drummer #9
Chapter 21: Hahahahaha i laughed hard when i read the "dorky joyful handsome alien ladies man" baby of Mom J-hope and Mom V! XD
jongtaexiulu #10
Chapter 22: I can't wait to see how the kids are going to be spoiled~ XD