i standing backstage, mumbling and humming a song.i spotted the crowd. i poke my head!   #aishhhhhhh!    "why?    #no! i should prepeared more for the fans. like a flower or something nice!   "on sbs inkigayo we will prepared it.    "junhyung? u next! get ready.... a voice come from my earphone.      #this is flower!!!!! we do a applause byourself at the backstage a minute before getting into the stage.    as soon i get on the stage, even it dark, i spotted a fans with a banner, name, grey light.. huh?   there a flower in their hands, thank u! CUBE must prepared it for me.    as a saxphone start to singing... i breath myself.     "wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! daebak!daebak!    #fuhhhhhhh~ it already done!    "yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! i saw a beast members coming to hug me!    #how is it?    "as usual! not so bad! kikwang a statemnets that make me wanna slap him.    #aishhhhhh!    "oh flower, u were so sweet, sweet,sweet,sweet. doongwoon give a good sign to me while singing.     "yaaaaa. u should make a solo for me after this! doojoon poiting at me.    "it good, junhyung! hyuseung say while eating my cake!   #thank u!   "yaaaa,stupid! he say it to the cake! not u! ahahhaah. yoseob poiting to the cake!    #yaaaaaaa! stop eating it!    i look around, my waiting room full of flower bonquet. i try search a name i dying to see. erm? not here?   1. she not texting or call me! 2. she not even come