13.12.13   jun pov *morning!   i open my eyes widely and starring the celling. i heard her voice,i turn my head on my left side, emphty. like before.    i sigh myself when i still in my bed, rubbing soemthing empty beside me, i wish when i open my eyes this morning, she will be lay down beside me, give a warm hug    in the morning as well as morning kiss. the only left beside me, a pillow.    #OH GOD!    i check my fone. no text? no call? she already know today is the day right? jaejoong already text me last night, she with him watching the mv! means she know!    i crwaling myself get up weakly as i remind myself the scdehelu. it this early, but i need prepared myself first. i dragging my feet to my bathroom. i stop myself in    front of bathroo, myabe she already here, in there.i caught smile. i push weakly the door, hoping she will be there,in bathrobe waiting for me, i close my eyes imagine her figure but....   empty. the bathrobe is only hang in there..... i sigh myself again!    she will be here! i know she cant let me down. she know i need her to be with me as my first solo stage debut take place, she already promise it! promise is a promise!    kring! kring! kring!   my phone ringing to pick up! i check the caller id , my manager.    #hyung, why? i was hoping he will say she already waiting for me.    "no. i just make sure u already wake up. morning is sickness for u! hahahhahaha. dont be late! i will wait