"XANDRA! XANDRA!"

Your sister, Alicia, shouted with joy whuke trying to wake you up

"Xandra look! it's snowing!"

"It's WHAT?!'

You questioned your sister not believing that it's snowing 

"IT REALLY IS! C'MON LOOK!"

You and your sister was amaze at he amazing view of falling snow 

"We can't see this ourselves. Let's go call mom and dad!"

You said

"MOM! DAD IT'S SNOWING!" 

You tried to wake your parents up 

"Mom! Dad! It - argh..." 

You felt a sudden pain... in your heart 

"Are you okay? Xandra!"

"Xandra wake up!"

"Eonnie!"

The voices of your family became softer and softer

The world you live in became darker and darker

 

-30 Minutes later-

you opened your eyes 

The world you see... felt extremely fast 

 

"XANDRA?"

"EONNIE! ARE YOU OKAY?!"

Wake up Xandra!"

 

you heard your family calling for you. You wanted to reach out towards your family but couldn't. Your sight... became darker and darker 

 

-1 hour later- 

"Doctor is she okay?" -Mom 

"I'm very sorry to tell you this but your daughter, Alexandra seems to have a problem with her heart. It appears she has cancer." -Doctor 

Your mother dropped when she heard the sudden news. 

"Is there any possiblities she'll survive?" -Dad

"Seeing her like this, there's no 100% she'll survive even after surgery. she has a 5% of surviving and 95% of dying. Her condition is really critical. Now she needs to rest." -Doctor 

 

Your mom and sister started crying... 

"My daughter! After all these years! you were always in a healthy state! What did I do wrong for you to have this?!" 

Your mom... cried and cried at the fact she might be loosing her precious daughter. 

"Eonnie! Eonnie!" 

Your sister cried out for you... 

Your family decided to see you in your room after the opearation. 

 

Your family saw you... lying on the bed...

Your mother couldn't help but cry again. 

[2:00 a.m] 

Your parents were still at the hospital.

Your sister was fast asleep 

 

"Honey. I think it's better if we go now" -Dad

"Okay.." -Mom

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[December 5 2013,

11:00 a.m] 

Your family visited you at the hospital once again. 

When your family was about to ope your room door, 

"Oh! Isn't that Luhan?" - Sis

Luhan, your crush, was in your hospital room. He was holding your hand. 

"You'll survive right? You'll stay by my side forever right?" -Luhan

 

"How did he know about Xandra?" -Mom 

"I told him about Xandra's condition. Well before I was fell asleep on Daddy's lap" -Sis

"Oh" -Mom

While Luhan was holding your hand, while your parents was observing you from outside, you started to wake up. 

"Xandra! Xandra is starting to wake up!" -Sis

Your father quickly opened the door. 

"Xandra! You're alive!" -Dad

Your family was happy at the fact that you were alive. 

"Ah yes." -Xandra

"Xandra are you alright?" -Luhan

"I'm fine" -Xandra

"We were so worried! You suddenly fainted!" -Mom

"Oh.. I'm sorry.." -Xandra

"Do you know about your condition?"- Dad

"Honestly... yes. I felt a sudden pain a long time ago and got a check up. I didn't tell you because I was afraid..." -Xandra

All your father did sigh...

"I'm glad you're alive! Eonnie! Promise me you'll live longer, okay?!" -Sis

"Oh.. Okay.." -Xandra

 You, Luhan and your family continued on to chate. Days and weeks passed. Your family and Luhan kept on bringing smiles on your face. 

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[January 6, Monday

12:00 p.m] 

"Your daughter is making a great progress!" -Doctor

"Really? So does that mean that the rate of her surviving is higher now?" -Dad

"I can't guarantee that. I'm sorry" -Dad

"Doctor? Is it okay if I go on stroll with Luhan?" -Xandra
"Well... I guess it's okay.." -Doctor 

"Thank you Doctor" -Xandra

Luhan carried you and placed you on a wheel chair.

"Please take care of my daughter." -Dad

"Yes sir." -Luhan

Luhan brought you around the hospital

After a while, he brought you to the park 

"Oppa, did you know that I kinda have a crush on you...?"-Xandra

"Well honestly, I feel the same for you" -Luhan

"Really? This is unexpected" -Xandra

"Yup" - Luhan

"Remember when we had a food fight when we were 9?" -Xandra

"Uhmm yeah. We fought over mashed potato" -Luhan 

"AHA Silly us" -Xandra

"You know what's sillier?" -Luhan

"What?" -Xandra

"This" -Luhan 

Luhan kneeled down and kissed you. 

You were surprise. You couldn't even move. Your mind went blank 

"Thank you for  all the fun years. Now please survive so we can have more fun" -Luhan 

Before you could even respond, you felt a sudden pain in your heart. 

"XANDRA? XANDRA?! NURSE!!!!!" -Luhan

The nurses quickly bring you to the emergency riim

You can hear your mother crying

You could hear your dad constantly saying "Be strong Xandra! Be strong!!"

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Hours and hours passed.

Your family was trying to bear the pain and tried not to think negative thoughts.

 

7 hours passed

The doctors came out of the emergency room 

"How is she? Is she okay?" -Mom

"'I'm sorry but she didn't made it. We really tried our best to save her. But.. it was too late. I'm deeply sorry" -Doctor

Your mother burst in to tears as soon as she heard the news. 

Your father, sister and Luhan tried to comfort your mother but instead they too burst in to tears... they just lost someone extremely precious to them. 

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January 11, 2014, Saturday 

-The day of Alexandra's memorial- 

Luhan visited Xandra's family before the memorial starts 

 

"Is it okay if I go into Xandra's room?" -Luhan

"It's okay. You have our permission"- Dad

Luhan went into your room...He looked around and saw a picture of you. 

"How are you up there in Heaven? You're happy right? You're having fun right? Even if you're not here with me, please continue to be happy" -Luhan 

Luhan's tears started to fall...

There was Xandra's diary on Xandra's desk. 

Luhan picked it up and opened it. 

 

"All that is gold doesn't glitter. A light from the shadow should spring. The crownless again shall be king...

 

All I need is one more day to live. To confess... to tell him... to make him happy... how I feel towards him. All I need is 24 hours. That's it"

Reading that... Luhan started to cry... he cried and cried... shouting 

"WHY MUST YOU LEAVE ME?!" 

Luhan couldn't bear the pain no more...

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Seconds, Minutes, Days, Weeks, Years passed since the day Xandra passed away.. 

One day... Luhan visited Xandra's grave... 

"How are you? It's been years now and I've aged.. Both of us aged.. Hehe...You must be really happy up there. I've been dreaming about you these pass days and decided to visit you today. It's alright, right? I'm not making you upset right? If you was alive right now.. We would've gotten married and have kids... but it's okay. I'm still happy :) Don't worry. I'll always love you like I should. Saranghae, Alexandra" 

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-THE END-