FLASHBACK YESTERDAY

"I hate you Luhan hyung, why did you leave me alone ? what did i do ?" Sehun mumbled crying while looking at the cloud who seems to by making a loud thunder

The cloud seems to know his feeling as the cloud keep getting dark.

As Sehun cry become louder the god seems to hate him by dropping down a rain.

The heavy tears keep mixing with the rain.

"look, even god hate me! why ? why ? i just want you to be with me Luhan Hyung. is that wrong ?" Sehun mumbled and ignore the rain that keep falling into him and me him soak wet.

I know you somewhere out there 
Somewehere far away
I want you back! I want you back
They all think i'm crazy but they don't understand 
You all I have. You all I have

"I remember when we first met Luhan hyung. I keep smiling into myself when you want to be my friend. Even when they tease me about my lisp you keep saying my lisp was adorable. It was the first time my heart beat become faster" Sehun said smiling when he think about the time when they still together

At night when the stars light up my room
I sit by myself thinking about you

"Luhan hyung, do you know ? sometimes i feel like im famous because i become the talk of the town. They said i've gone mad.  They said i'm crazy because i keep talking to myself as if im talking to you. But, they know nothing about me hyung. They know nothing" Sehun mumbled the last words

Sehun keep crying and crying even when thunder strike down.

*Whenever im with you, you make feel like home. Whanever im alone with you, you make me feel whole. However far, i will always love you, hyung. Why did you make me like this ?* Sehun thought crying hard

"If i can't be with you anymore i think i should die right ?" Sehun sound determined to kill himself by jumping into the river 

"I can't be happy without you hyung. i'm sorry. please forgive me. i know you will hate for doing this. im sorry" Sehun said and whisper the last words before getting ready to jump.

When Sehun was about to jump someone shout to prevent him from jump

"STOP! YAH OH SEHUN I SWEAR TO GOD DON'T YOU DARE TO JUMP!!!!!" 

Sehun shock to hear that voice again.

The voice that he miss so much.

The voice that make his heart beating so fast.

With wide eyes Sehun turn around and shock to see his beloved boyfriend running towards him with a glare

"Luhan hyung" Sehun mumbled shock

"Luhan hyu-" Sehun words cutted when Luhan hug him

"don't you dare do like that again!" Luhan warned while soothing Sehun back as him crying non stop

"luhan hyung, where did you go ? i miss you!!! don't you dare leave me a lone again" Sehun said while crying 

"aigoo, Sehun-ah. Hyung have to go somewhere."

"please don't leave me again." Sehun begging him

"please, Sehun-ah stop crying" Luhan gentlely wiped Sehun tear and make Sehun look at him.

"Don't cry okay my dear ?" Luhan s