II – IMPOSSIBLE
(LOVESICK) FOR ME... WOULD YOU?
You said you’d be back.
I doubted it.
I doubted it - not because I don’t believe in you – but because I was afraid I would never see you again. I don’t know if it was better to hope for the worse. You know how life has its weird twists. You never know how tomorrow’s going to be. If you’ll live to see tomorrow.
I also doubted it because it would be too good to be true. You’d be back in the same town as me, and I would restart my daydreaming over you, only this time looking directly at you - actually stealing glances when you’d be distracted.
So, fear was everywhere in me. I was afraid of how I’d feel when I’d find myself completely without you. You couldn’t do this to me – actually, you were going to without even knowing it. You were going to take my heart away with you.
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The ‘letter’ I wrote, it probably never got to you. What am I saying? It was impossible after all. I threw it in the trash bin in my house right after I wrote everything down. Next thing I remember is that you came to my place the same day, hours later, to talk about a few things before you’d leave for real. Your visit lasted around thirty minutes but it was enough for me. At least I had a chance of saying goodbye to you. We shared a hug and it made me feel safe, content and sad at the same time. I wished you a good trip, and the last words you said to me were:
“Don’t miss me too much, Hyo! I’ll be back as soon as you get sick of me!”
And then you laughed and left.
I would never get sick of you.
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Oh, you guys wanted the continuation <3 hehe thank you!
This is really short but I hope you are enjoying it.
Well, there's just one part left, I'll probably post it later today. ^^
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