“It’s not you, it’s me.”

.. and there’s goes my love life, and to top it off a pseudo-compassionate break up line was used on me. I was dumbfounded and I couldn’t utter a single word, as if the whole world was crashing down around me, so this is how breaking up feels like. No wonder most of the people who undergo this became mad and crazy. I look at her one last time and not even one single tear was shed. Among the many definitions of break up, this is on the top results, to separate into pieces suddenly or violently; and yes, that was it. I feel like I’ve been smashed into millions of pieces.

But then, she said I hope we can be friends and by that i will give it another meaning, I won’t give up on this relationship. Maybe she just needs time or space, I should send her to outer space or something, but, I, Park Chanyeol, is not giving up and look for signs that we’re never ever getting back together and then give up, maybe.

No. 1: You’ve given each other some time to be on your own.

I woke up having a mild headache, probably the effects of break-up. Oh the joys of life. One day you’re laughing as if your veins might pop out and the next day you cry as if a new ocean will be about to form. Needless to say, i woke up feeling kind of positive and hopeful, if break-ups has a side effect, maybe this would be it. The feeling of starting a brand new day with a brand new goal. That being the case, i walk down to the streets going to school with a huge smile plastered on my face, like nothing really happen.

“Why are you so happy?” kyungsoo asked, as usual, with his eyes widen “it irritates me.”

“Ehhh,” i punched him it a more playful way “this is how you greet your friend?” Every morning, i usually join the group of guys i grew up with. Kyungsoo and Baekhyun was the dorks i met on middle school. Basically i did all the bad things with them. Okay, maybe some are also good things, like they help me get my girlfriend, i mean my ex-girlfriends number. sigh. While Sehun and Kai wasn’t our classmate, but we met on a computer shop during high school. We became friends because i saw them doing something online. A secret that wasn’t meant to be known and told, it was something dark and bad that you don’t even want to look at them after you knew the secret,