My eyes are still opened,still distressed,still broken-hearted..I cannot sleep.I cannot smile and I cannot laugh any more.It is like a life in a monochrome world.No colours,no excitement,no laughter..It is all silent,moodless,expressionless..It is a dull boring feeling you get at this times.As I lie myself on my bed,staring at the dimly lighted ceiling,watching the fan turn,counting how many times it slowly swirls..

I find no meaning in life anymore.

As my head goes counting on..my suppressed feelings for him ravaged out bringing out those mournful tears pouring out from my distressed soul.In my hands,I hold a white medicine bottle that would leave my life in a silent death.

I take a glimpse through these young memories of mine that have brought me here..