Flashback
 
It's been almost 3 months I looked at him . In this place . See him everyday . Seeing him makes me happy . Although I always thrown up my guts whenever I see him eat that  Jjajangmyeon . I would definitely go back again to this place . To looked at him . To enjoy the precious moments . Because only in this place . In the cafeteria here I can find him . Because me and him not in the same class . If He had a same class with me . I could saw him as much as I want . Eo! . I glanced at my watch . Break time is almost done . I do not see him there . Only a few friends sit there . Where is he? .
" Minrin -a " Hyeokjae patted me on the shoulder . I looked at a glance . I turned my eyes back for his existence .
" Wae? what  happen Minrin -a ? " Hyeok asked back .
" Ah . Hyeok - a. He isn’t there " I said quietly . Hyeokjae trying to figure it .
" Maja . Where is he? . Unlike the usual " he murmured
" I thought it was weird, Hyeok -a "
" Maybe he's sick," said Hyeokjae trying to calm me down
" Hyeok - a. Jebal . Please ask his friends . Emm " I said with a pleading voice .
" Na ? " he pointed his finger at his face . I re-issued my gaze miserably . " Araseo " Hyeokjae said finally . He can not stand to see my face like this . Hyeokjae running . The steps halted . He returned to me .
"His name . Whom? " he asked, " Nan molla " I said wrinkling my forehead. His index finger landed on my forehead .
" APEO " I groaned .
" Yah . How long have you liked him without know what his name is? . You're really stupid,uh! . " Hyeokjae yelled . I just replied with a smile . " Ah " Hyeokjae scratching his head in frustration . Hyeokjae walked over to some guy who used to eat with him .
Hyeokjae back shortly . Telling all the information he got. I stood limp . Not a single word spoken . I ambled over . I heard from a few people grumbled through. I hit accidently. I do not know . My body and soul is not in line this time . I keep on and keep on walking . I sat on the bench where I vent my feelings. Old bench under a shady tree . I bowed . My eyes are sore . My eyes are watery . I held my chest is congested . Slowly tears wetting my school skirt . My eyes are no longer able to block it . He's gone . Already gone . I could not even recognize his name . Could not express my feelings . I do not have the courage . All this time I just call him ‘jjajangmyeon’ . I at it . Even I did not call him with special name . Again, the tears flowed freely .
 
Flashback end
 
" Chukhahae " I said to Hyeokjae .
" Neo do " he replied .
Today is our graduation day . The day when all eyes are crying happyly . Graduate after serving for 3 years. I and Hyeokjae enjoying the last day at the school . I see there are busy doodling clothes one another . There is the romantic expressed  his love. There is singing in front of the class . I just smiled . I looked at Hyeokjae . The face will always be remembered. I said to myself . I get up from my seat . Stepped my foot out of the classroom . I don’t allow Hyeokjae to follow me . I told him to meet his girlfriend . I walked step by step down the school corridor . I go down the stairs one by one . I headed for the school ‘s canteen . Empty . Of course these days the cafeteria is closed . Sitting on my favorite bench . I touched the bench to keep in mind . I put my head on the desk . I breathe the air . I closed my eyes . All the memory crossed. Wonderful memories that happened in this place . I smiled . I open my eyes again . Stood up and stepped into the right corner of the cafeteria . I gently the table . I sat where he usually sat . I closed my eyes . His face flashed in my mind . His voice ringing in my ears . His laughter.  His smile . And all about him .
" Jjajangmyeon , bogosipda " I muttered . I moved from that place . Once again I turn my head to remember .
I walk down the corridor . Until finally arriving at the back of the school building . I face a deep the old bench and a tree beside it. This place is a silent witness of me during the school period . This is where I pour out all my feelings . Joy of flavor . Sense of woe . It was here that makes me calm . Gave me a sense of comfort . I swung my feet I feel the wind caressing my cheek . So fresh . I raised my legs up sprawled on the bench . I lay down my body on the tree trunk . Slowly I closed my eyes . I want to take a nap here . For the latter .