You are not that strong, Donghae. 

I know. I know that I am not. But how could I be strong? How could I smile like nothing happened? It's been years and still it hurts so much

I know you miss him.

That, I do. More than you can even imagine. I see his face in my dreams every night. And I see him when I'm awake

I know you do.

I know that. But I'm tired, tired of seeing his face and hearing his voice; I'm terrified.

Scream. Scream as loud as you can, Donghae.

Will he come back then? Can you promise me that?

No, it won't bring him back.

Then what's the point?

I'm sorry.

That, you should be.

You need to move forward, it's in the past.

Maybe I want to stay behind. Maybe I want to stay with you. And for that I am terrified beyond anything; I'm terrified of wanting something I can't get.

What are you talking about?

I'm not stupid Hyukjae. 

No, no you are not.

Why are you here?

You know why, I'm always with you aren't I?

Stop playing games.

I am not.

It's been years. I want to be free finally.

Free from what? Don't go, I will change myself.

I am not going. But you have to.

What?

Hyukjae, this world isn't for you anymore. I want to be free from you.

What are you saying, Donghae?

You are dead, Hyukjae. You need to accept that.

How can I be; we are talking now.

It's all in my head. Just an echo of what you used to be.

You're lying.

Why would I?

There's no way it's true. 

Have you forgotten? 

What?

That accident seven years ago

Nothing happened...

You can't deny it forever, Hyukjae. 

There's nothing to deny in the first place.

Please, remember. And then go - I will come after you some day.

I don't want to.

So you do remember.

...Yes, I do.

Then go.

No.

Hyukjae...

No.

You have to. Go and wait for me.

...

Please.

Do I really have to? Can't I wait for you here?

You can't. Go.

Hey Donghae?

Yes Hyukjae?

I really hate you.

Farewell, Hyukjae

Good bye.

...

Hey Hyukjae... It was a lie. Please, don't go.

Hyukjae?

Hyukjae?

Come back.

I really hate you too.

Just a quick and short one shot~