190 days. It’s been 190 days since she last saw him.

190 days ago, she thought it will be the start of another new year of their relationship. But she was wrong. It was indeed the end of their story.

She remembered how she was crying that day. She begged him; she doesn’t want to lose him. She doesn’t understand why he wanted to end it. His answer was hard to bear; she was a burden to him. Reality slapped her, he wasn’t the same Sunggyu she knew back then.

She opens the window of her apartment. She looks at the scenery outside. She loves it. She chose to stay there four month ago because of the scenery outside of the building. The park can be clearly seen, and she loves that. She loves to see the happy face of the people who visit the park.

She turns around and she saw the picture of him on her table. She never forgets him. Even after he hurt her, her love for him never changed. She tried before but she can’t.

He was her first love. He had so much charms and she can’t help but fall in love with him. He treated her with much love when she accepted his love. He even told her he will never leave her, and she’ll always be the one for him. It changed after three years. He used to say his love for her was bigger than her, but that day, he said it was a burden. Tears fall again today.

“Sunggyu-ah, why did you change?”