“The words. The words making me feeling selfish, impatient and clumsy. I'm always what I want, I'm always making the people around me hurting, also with my love. The one that trully cares about, she always there for me but right now she is gone just like a paper who flew away from its place. Nothing can change that, She always there beside me but what about me? I'm just a pupil who always had the farthest ego. The ego crashed my life, my love and also my family. I regret about it. 

I regret the words that I had came out in my mouth.”