(Hani)

I went to the doctor and he said I was just being stressed out but he’ll look into it more since when I started to reduce the stress the pain in my head still stayed.

I called Jinki about it and he panicked big time… he went home because of this and I am now on 24/7 surveillance.

Though I think he’s overreacting.

“you said you’re not doing anything unnecessary…” Minho said and I nodded. Jinki, Minho and Taemin are here at home. Minho studies medicine so Jinki told him about my condition.

“have you been eating properly?” he asked

“yes… well… uhm…” I said and Jinki frowned

“Hani…” Jinki said and eyed me

“well I reduced my eating for a bit but I swear!!! It’s not that big!! I still eat a lot.” I said

“ARE YOU NUTS!?! YOU SHOULD ALWAYS EAT!!! IT’S FUEL FOR THE MIND AND BODY!!!” he yelled

“I eat!! Not that much anymore but I do eat!!” I defended

“I swear Hani if you----” he was cut off my Minho though.

“did you lessen your eating slowly or by force?” he asked and I gave him an I-don’t-get-it look.

“did you just started to not eat that much in a flash, meaning you didn’t lessen your appetite one by one… for example, you eat two slices of bread a day. The next day you don’t eat one at all.” He explained

“oh.. then not really.” I replied. When I started to lessen my eating I took it step by step. For example, I eat at least two servings of rice every day, I started with one and a half, then one. Then… a half.

“well then that’s good. It’s bad to force it all of a sudden.” Minho said and Jinki sighed.

“do you exercise?” Minho asked and I nodded

“what time do you usually sleep?” he asked again

“well, last week I kept sleeping at around 3AM because I was studying for exams and with this pain in my head studying was kinda hard.” I admitted

“that could be the problem… you sleep too late.” Minho said

“HANI!!!” Jinki scolded

“but Hani said that after the exams she started to sleep at 9 again…” Taemin butted in.

“sleep deprivation has after effects.” Minho said

“alright Hani… you’re sleeping at 9. No more no less… you got it??” Jinki said and I just gave a nod.

Although I feel like I won’t be doing such.

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“so Honeybee! Can I sleep at your place tonight??” Chen asked and I gave him a look.

“why?” I asked

“AISH!!! Did you forget?!? The banner and cake!! I can’t make that on my own so you have to help me!” he whined and I sighed

I don’t like hearing too much noise… it hurts my head.

“alright alright stop shouting.” I said and pinched the bridge of my nose.

“are you alright Honeybee?? You seem to be always … I don’t know… in a tired state?” he asked

“ani. I’m fine.” I said

“hey… you tell me if you’re having problems okay? I’m still your best friend aren’t I?” he asked and I saw the sincere look in his eyes.

I felt light. I felt warm. I felt happy at what he said.

“thanks.” I smiled

I’m just glad to know he still cares.

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“EXCUSE ME!?” Luhan shouted and I held on my head.

Luhan please stop shouting…. You’re hurting my head.

“Lu can you not shout?” I asked

“HOW CAN YOU NOT ASK ME TO SHOUT WHEN YOU HAVE TOLD ME THIS?!?” he yelled again and the pain in my head worsened.

“Luhan stop shouting.” Sehun warned and thank goodness… at least someone can make the place quiet.

“I’m sorry but Hani are you serious!?” Luhan still yelled but kept his voice low.

“I already said yes. Besides what’s the harm in that?” I deadpanned

“are you dumb?? Do you want me to enumerate what’s wrong with your actions?!” he said and I sighed

“I’d rather not hear it. Luhan please, leave it already. It was my choice.” I said and rested my head on the table.

“Hani are you okay?” Sehun asked

“yeah… Just feeling a little dizzy.” I said and in a flash Luhan was right next to me. He held on my forehead.

“you don’t have a fever though…” he said

“I’m fine. Just need to rest for a bit. This happens all the time.” I admitted

“what?! Since when!?” Luhan asked

“since I think a week or two weeks ago.” I admitted

“did you go to the doctor???” he asked

“yeah. He said it was just because of stress and I just need to rest.” I said

“Hani you really should stop stressing yourself.” He said

“I’m not stressing myself.” I said and scrunched my eyebrows, the pain in my head irks me.

“oh really now? And helping your best friend, the man you are in love with do something sweet for the one he loves therefore showing your relationship status is not stressful.” Luhan deadpanned and I sighed.

He was right.

But I don’t go back on my word. So I’ll still help Chen with his little escapade. Even if it’s stressful.

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“I know you’re doing this to help him but please don’t stay up too late.” Jinki said and I sighed

“yeah okay… I’ll be fine.” I said and it was his turn to sigh before he walked up to his room.

“what’s wrong with sunbae?” Chen asked

“nothing. Let’s get this done okay?” I smiled at Chen and started to roll out the papers to make the banner for him and Yura.

This should be fun -________-

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We were done by 11PM and I swear my brain hurt more than ever!!

It was like someone was pinching it and putting needles at every single space. And when I stood up to throw the trash my vision became blurry and I just lost balance.

Chen panicked and caught me but I reasoned that I was just sleepy. He was hesitant but he let it go.

Now here I am on my sleeping bag, trying my best to sleep.

You know when you get a fever and all you do is sleep and the next day it’ll go away?

I figured it will be just like that.

But how can I sleep when my brain is killing me and Chen is sleeping right in front of my face?!?!?!

UGGGGGGGH!! TURN AROUND AND FACE THE OTHER WAY DAMN IT!!!!

Oh… wait…

I should be the one to turn around… -________-

Okay… dumb Hani…

I turned around to face the wall and then started to feel sleep take over me…

That is until I felt and arm drape over my waist….

I froze… my heart started to beat frantically I felt like he’ll wake up because it was too loud and too fast.

What the hell!?!

I tried to remove his arm but he’d put it back again so I gave up.

My heart skipped a beat and I swear it was beating a thousand beats per second. >/////<

KIM JONGDAE!!!!

Then I felt him pull me closer and squeeze me in a tight hug.. UGH!!!! DAMN IT!!!

“Yura-shii…” he then mumbled and hugged me even tighter…

And that’s when my eyes started to produce waterfalls.

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