~Yunho~

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The house.. was.. so quiet.. for some reason..

I sat up on my bed and looked around.. Death silence. I saw that my desk lamp were still on and I got out of bed and walked over to the desk.

I knew that JaeJoong entered earlier and he probably.. thought that I was kind of.. studying.. but to tell you the truth.. I didn't.. I was having the books open.. but what I actually did was.. writing down all my feelings into my diary..

I had to get it out somewhere and this diary of mine.. no one knew that it existed.. and if someone ever would read it, I'd probably be dead already

I grabbed the diary and hid it on it's usual place and went outside, down the hall and into the livingroom. It was quiet there too, except for the soft background music, the piano playing as Yoochun and Junsu were snoring their heads off, probably tired after school..

I went down the hall again and grabbed the blankets and went back to the livingroom and tucked them in again so that they wouldn't be cold..

Afterwards I walked into the kitchen and peeled an orange and sat down at the dining table as I started to eat it slowly, chewing it carefully while thinking ..

It just felt.. so dark.. right now.. Life.. everything.. The sadness.. was bigger than I thought and her death had made such an impact on me that I lost the will to do anything.. I don't even feel like eating..

After eating half of the orange I couldn't eat anymore so I just left it there on the diningtable, grabbed a glass of water and went back into my bedroom and lied down. I just stared up at the ceiling as I was listening to the silence, hearing the cars passing by outside the window, kids playing around..

I then looked to the side, seeing the spot right next to me empty..
I guess I was kind of imagining having Selina here with me.. like the old days but of course, it's.. not even possible when she's not presence.. when she's not here..

"Selina.. what are you doing right now?" I whispered as I was still staring blankly at the empty spot right next to me on my bed

"Are you happy?" I whispered

"Oppa.. is not feeling well.. Do you mind.. coming.. over here.. and take care of me?" I whispered

Of course there was still no answer..
I longed for her voice.. her touch.. anything that has to do with her..

I closed my eyes for a brief moment and out of nowhere Yuki suddenly appeared inside my head

I flew up on the bed and my eyes were wide open

"NO!! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" I shouted

I closed my eyes desperately and started to hit myself on my head. Selina's the one for me. NOT YUKI!

WHAT IS SHE DOING INSIDE MY HEAD?!?!

"GET AWAY FROM ME!!" I shouted frustrated

"HYUNG!!"

Yoochun and Junsu entered my room and they stopped me from hitting myself

"She's inside my head and she's taking Selina's place!!" I shouted

"WHO!!" Junsu shouted

"SHE'S TAKING OVER SHE's! NOOOOOO!" I shouted

After 20 minutes, They managed to calm me down and I lied down on the bed.

Junsu handed me some kind of pill and a glass of water and before i knew it, I started to feel sleepy

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~JaeJoong~

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"She.. cannot .. possibly...be alive.. I mean.. I.." I stuttered

"Believe Ahjussi" He chuckled

I stared at him

Even though I knew it wasn't true.. IT CAN'T BE TRUE! It's.. NO! Not human.. It doesn't exist.. not stuff like this.. how could he.. I MEAN MY EYES WORKS?!

"Describe her!" I said desperately

"Aish.. " Ahjussi said

"About.. 165 cm?" I asked

He nodded

"Nae~~ and skin.. pale as a ghost.. beautiful hands.. well mannered.. AIGOO~~! I don't even have to explain. She knows Wooli.. that's all the information you know"

Yuki instantly popped up and the Ahjussi looked at me

"Go and get her SON!" He smiled

I did as he told me, i ran out to the car and speeded up. I didn't stop, I didn't breathe, I was so.. confused, amazed.. shocked.. I DON'T KNOW! But she's ALIVE!

Yuki's Selina?

"Impossible!"

I got out of the car and ran to building 18 but as I got closer to her door as a familiar guy standing there, breathing heavily

"What are you doing here?!" Both of us chorused at the same time

He was breathing heavily like I was, an expression that couldn't be described as he was staring at me..

"Why do I have the feeling that you're here because of the same reason as me?" Both of us chorused again

"You go first" I said

He shook his head

"No you go" he said

"Same.." I said

"1.. 2..3"

Both of us counted. We then opened our mouths and chorused:

"YUKI IS SELINA!"

I stared at him as he stared back at me

"Changmin ah~~ Did you really.." I whispered as I walked closer to him

He looked at me and nodded

"You too?" He asked

I nodded

"How did you.." I started

"I was reading the book.. Hyung.. seriously.. this is really.. scary.. I've never believed.. in super natural things.. this is.. like impossible stuff.. that are not suppose to happen on this earth.. in this human life" CHangmin said

"I found out.. cause.. through.. an old man.. he.. It's a long story.. but I.."

Both of us quieten

"Do you think it's.. true?" Changmin whispered

"She acts like Selina.." I mumbled

"She eats like Selina.."

"She knows.. our weaknesses" Changmin said

"She always gives us a spooky feeling whenever she's around us.."

"Feels like she has known us for ages.." Changmin said

"Just like Selina.. And she knows Wooli" I said

"Who's Wooli?" He asked

I shook my head

"Long story"

Changmin stared at me and at the same time, we turned our faces to the door .

"Do you dare?" Changmin asked

"I don't know"

"What if she thinks we're crazy?" Changmin asked

"I don't think she will.. I think it's really her.."

"Oh my god.. You really.. think Selina's Yuki.. I mean.. Selina's soul are inside YUki's body?" Changmin gulped

I nodded

I was shaking, due to excitement, fear.. and anxiety

Both of us didn't know what to expect

"I don't understand.. how is this possible?" Changmin asked

I looked at him

I rang the doorbell and took a deep breath

"We have to find out"

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~Selina~

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As I heard the doorbell ring, I lowered the volume on the music stereo and I put my cup of tea on the table as I walked towards the door

The doorbell rang again and I sensed that something must be terribly wrong if the person couldn't stay patient and wait for me to open

I unlocked the door, as I sensed that something was going on and as I opened it slowly, I came face to face with a sweaty Changmin, eyes wide as.. I don't know and JaeJoong, pale as a ghost, trembling lips and he was shaking as well

I watched them for awhile and I didn't dare to speak since they were silent themselves. I had a fight with Changmin so it surprised me that he was here but JaeJoong.. something must have happened..

"Is.. something.. wrong?" I asked slowly, breaking the silence

Both of them stepped inside, forcing me to back into the livingroom. My heart started to beat faster and I could hear Changmin closing the door

"what are you doing?" I stuttered

Their eyes were sharp, staring at me.. a facial expression mixed with confusion and .. fear

"What are you doing?" I asked again, hearing my own voice shake due to the situation

They didn't say anything

"You're scaring me.." I mumbled

JaeJoong looked at Changmin who looked back at him

"We have.. to .. ask you something" Changmin started

I looked at them

"Not something.. some stuff" JaeJoong said

This doesn't sound good, but I stayed quiet..

"Just answer them truthfully and no lies.. ok?" Changmin said

"Do not lie and answer them honestly.. We don't care about anything except the answers araso?" JaeJoong said

I nodded slowly

I grabbed my cup of tea, just to hold anything, ready to throw it at them if they were going to attack me or anything. I've known them for a long time but I've never been this scared before..

"When's my birthday?" JaeJoong said

I looked at him..

"These kind of questions?" I stuttered, astonished by his question

"Just answer please.. it's important" JaeJoong said

"January 26th" I said

"When's my birthday?" Changmin asked

"February 18th" I said

They exchanged a glance and looked back at me

"How many sisters do I have?" Changmin asked

Shocked by his question, I kind of remained quiet. What are they trying to do ? With these answers?

"2.." I said

"What about me?" JaeJoong said

"You don't have any brothers.. You were adopted.. and you have.. 9 sisters.. I think?" I mumbled

Their eyes widened even more

"What do I want from a girl on a Valentine's day...?" Changmin whispered, barely heard

Wait a minute.. Why are they asking questions.. that I knew.. SELINA knew.. but not Yuki?
I remember they haven't told me anything of these stuff when I was Yuki

"Home..made.. chocolate.." I whispered

I sensed.. that something.. they've.. found out something.. Another glance was being exchanged with them and when I faced JaeJoong this time, he had tears in his eyes..

Could they have.. possibly.. found out?

"First time.. we .. met?" JaeJoong whispered

I dropped my cup of tea onto the carpet and I could feel the tea was allover the carpet.. I covered my face as I started to cry

"Airplane.. from Japan.." I whispered

Nothing more had to be said..

JaeJoong and Changmin ran towards me, and embraced me tightly

"It's really you" I heard both of them sob

"It's.. You.."