~Selina~

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As I was sitting at home with a cup of coffee on the couch, the silence in the house was spookily silent, which caused me to have goosebumps

I don't know but I didn't feel like watching a movie, listen to music or go outside.

I just.. wanted to stay inside today..

Mostly because I had done something wrong to Changmin but I passed his room and I was just thinking of closing it but then I saw my letter on the floor..

Probably he had dropped it or something but seeing it on the floor, felt like I didn't mean anything to him..

"Aish.."

And also, yesterday when JaeJoong brought Wooli, I couldn't be happier..

I smiled at the thought of Wooli..

It was just a coincidence for me and JaeJoong when we met Wooli. We just went inside that Ahjussis shop and there he was, a small and tiny little puppy and I couldn't take my eyes of him

The Ahjussi said that he had no name and that he was pretty newborn so he decided to let me and JaeJoong decide the name
We decided to take from JaeJoong's real name Youngwoong, and my name which became Woo from Woong and li from Selina

Suddenly I felt an extremely hard desire to see the cute puppy so I decided to change clothes and visit Wooli

About 30 minutes later I was standing outside the shop, hesitating whether I should enter or not.. I didn't want to make the Ahjussi suspicious but.. I really wanted to see the puppy.. cause it felt like.. The puppy was the only thing that was kind of letting me and JaeJoong stay connected

I took out my diary from my purse and browsed it. I saw the small picture of me and JaeJoong when we first met Wooli and I couldn't help but smile widely

I put it back into the diary and went inside the shop

The same scent and the same music

"Annyeong haseo!"

I recognized the Ahjussi except that he had become much older.. He had more white hair now than before and he was wearing glasses but the happiness was still there

"Annyeong haseo Ahjussi!" I bowed

He smiled

"What can I do for you?"

I walked towards the desk, and wondered if I really could ask to see Wooli since.. he might know that I was dead.. and that it was my and JaeJoong's secret. No one else knew about our puppy

"Seems like.. something is bothering you dear" Ahjussi said kindly

I looked up and laughed nervously

"Well. . not really"

"Please please.. I've been living and taking care of this shop for so many years, seeing students.. kids.. adults coming in and out. As time passes you'll learn how to read them just by looking at them. And you dear, I can tell that you're going through hardships right now" He said

I smiled at him

"I wish I could.. read people like that too"

He chuckled

"Well .. Sometimes it's not good to.. read people like that.." I mumbled

THe Ahjussi quieten and looked at me

"Why do I feel like I know you?"

"Nae?"

"I have a very strange feeling that I know you.."

"What.. do you mean?" I mumbled

"You remind me of someone.. very similar and very.. much alike" He said and looked at me

I looked straight into his eyes. I knew that his left eye was blind but his right eye, at least he could see with that one and not be completely blind

"Selina?"

My heart stopped as he said my name

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~JAeJoong~

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As I got home from school, just like any other day, it was quiet, except the soft piano sound from Yoochun's room
Changmin were probably studying as Junsu were taking music classes.. and Yunho?

I don't know

I threw the bag on the couch in the livingroom and walked down the hall and knocked on Yunho's door

No answer

I opened it slightly and sneak peeked inside as I saw him sitting by his desk

"Yunho?"

I then saw him listening to his mp3 player and he couldn't hear me

I walked inside and put my hand on his shoulder and he looked up at me confused

"Something wrong?" He asked

I shook my head

"You're.. studying?" I asked surprised

he nodded

"Yuki... kind of.. brainwashed me" He shrugged

I nodded slowly

I went outside as he continued to study and I have to say, I was overly happy to see that he was finally studying again. Finally..

I knocked on Yoochun's door and he shouted that I could come in and I entered

"Have you seen him?" I asked

"seen who?"

"yunho" I said

"Aniyo..Wae? Something happened?"

I shook my head

"he's studying.. he's.. preparing for his exam.." I mumbled

"He is?"

I nodded

"Well at least he's studying.. but you never know.. right..Maybe he really is studying.. and preparing for the final exams" I said

Yoochun smiled

"I hope he is" Yoochun said

I went outside and into the kitchen and made myself a sandwhich.

After an hour or so, I decided to go back into Yunho's room just to check up on him. This time I found him sleeping on the bed ..

I went outside and into my bedroom and grabbed my jacket. I maybe should go and say thank you to Yuki for her effort.. right?
As soon as I got into the car I suddenly started to think about Wooli

"Maybe I should get Wooli.. Yuki was extremely happy when she saw him.."

I made a U-turn and decided to get Wooli at first before I was going over to her place. As I was driving I started once again, think about the mysteries with Yuki

I mean.. of course, she's a nice girl.. but it's just that.. everytime she's with us, she just give all of the members this spooky feeling about her being connected to Selina in a way.. right?
Like.. Wooli, he's my and Selina's secret.. our secret puppy but she knew that and I knew that Wooli hasn't met anyone except me and Selina

And Changmin, I think he could also sense that something was wrong.. since she even entered his room and read a letter that Selina had written to him.. If she's not a stalker.. and if She's able to make Yunho feel better..

Doesn't that give us the conclusion that she's Selina in a way?

But that's impossible.. Cause Selina died right in front of our eyes.. and also, we even went to her funeral.
Then again, the foreign movie popped up inside my head and also the book that Changmin had mention.. it's.. not even possible on earth, in this human life that something SUPERNATURAL is even able to happen..

Everyone knows that those kind of stuff are just made up things.. right?

"Why am I even thinking about stuff like this?"

Maybe it all is just a coincidence.. I mean.. maybe they hung out so much, Selina and Yuki that both of the are so similar to each other, like.. both of them are ONE. Selina's dead and Yuki's alive..

Yuki's Yuki and Selina is Selina

The end..

I parked my car outside the shop and got out of the car and entered the shop

It was quiet as always not a single customer at this hour and the familiar scent and music was on

"Do I sense a flower boy in here?" I heard Ahjussi laugh

I laughed as well as I walked over to the counter

"Ahjussi!" I smiled

"JaeJoong ah~~! How are you? You must be really in good mood since you're even paying me a visit today" He laughed

I smiled widely

"Well.."

"And last time.. you didn't even bring Selina with you" He said

I looked up at him and I then remembered that he didn't know that Selina was dead

"Uhm.. Ahjussi.."

"Nae~~"

"I have something to tell you.." I mumbled and looked at him

"Aigoo~~ I sense this is very bad news Son" He said

I nodded

"Unfortunately.. Selina.. passed away a few weeks ago"

"Mwoh?"

"Nae~~ Selina.. passed away.. in.. a car accident.." I whispered quietly

"But that's.. impossible.."

I nodded

"I know .. but that's the truth.. All of the members, and Yunho.. we've been struggling to face the truth but now.. we're getting used to it.. and it's been hard on us"

"But JaeJoong~~ssi.. this is impossible" He said again

"I know it might sound wrong in your eyes.. but it's the truth.. She passed away.. She's not here with us anymore"

"No no.. JaeJoong listen.."

"Aniya~~ Ahjussi.. She's really gone.. she's not here anymore.. and she's.."

"NO JAEJOONG LISTEN TO ME!"

His confused tone forced me to look at him as he was watching me

"What's wrong ?" I asked

He took a deep breath and looked at me

"You cannot possibly be standing here and tell me that Selina Park died a FEW WEEKS AGO?" He asked

I nodded

"That's exactly what I'm saying Sir.."

"But.. you're wrong"

"Mwoh? Aniyo.. I saw it with my own eyes" I protested

Why is he being so stubborn with me? Why would I ever lie about such a thing? This is serious stuff..

"But I'm not lying.. I can even show you.. her graveyard and I.."

"No. You've must seen the wrong person. I just met her" He said bluntly

My heart stopped and my blood circulation turned into ice as I stared at him

"What?" I whispered, barely heard

"Yes.. You've must have got it mixed up with someone else" He said

"WHAT? How can I possibly mix it up? Ahjussi! I'm telling the truth. Selina's dead!"

"No JaeJoong. That's impossible"

"How can it be impossible?" I asked

"Because I just saw her. She was here an hour ago"

My whole body became paralyzed as I stared at him

"What.. did .. you say?" I whispered

Ahjussi took a deep breath and looked me in the eyes

"I just met Selina Park. An hour ago! She was seeing Wooli"

My throat was dry, my body paralyzed, my head empty.. my blood circulation had stopped as I heard my heart beating

Selina.. alive?