~JaeJoong~

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Having Yuki in my arms was giving me a strange feeling, sort of Deja vu and it was scary because I really liked having her in my arms

As I heard her cry, My heart was crying but I was trying to not cry since I knew she needed my support

"It's not because of you.. .. Uljima" I whispered softly and looked at her

I took out my handkerchief and wiped away her tears. I then smiled at her

"You know.. girls aren't suppose to cry.. unless they're getting married" I smirked

She then burst out laughing and hit my on my arm and wiped away her tears

I took her over to the couch and we sat down

"Here"

Junsu handed her a glass of water and bended down

"Gwenchana?" He asked

Yuki nodded

"I'm fine.. Go and look after Yunho. I'll be there in a minute" Yuki said

"You're sure?" I asked

She nodded

"He needs.. me.."

"How come?" I asked suspicious

She looked at me

"Since.. he.. talked to me.." Yuki said slowly, as if she was watching what she was saying

Junsu nodded in agreement

"Seems like you're the only one who.. can talk to him.." Junsu said

I looked at Yuki and for some reason, I was wondering.. why she was the only one who could talk to him. I mean.. I've known him for so long.. and so did the other members but.. he's just.. I don't know..

Junsu went back inside to Yunho to see if he was any better

"Hey Yuki.. You're sure you can handle this?" I asked

She nodded slowly

"I have to.."

Have to?

"No .. you don't.. I mean.. you're probably tired.. and you.."

"Aniyo.. I'm fine.."

She then stood up and looked at me. I got up as well and we walked back into Yunho's bedroom
Yunho instantly looked up as he saw Yuki

"Yuki.. You're.."

"I'm right here.." Yuki said and walked over to him

Changmin and Junsu moved away and Yuki sat down next to him

All three of us waited for any response as Yuki were looking at him

"What have you done to yourself?"

Yunho chuckled tiredly

"Uhm.. I've.. Nothing.." Yunho said

Yunho then looked behind Yuki and then at us

"Hey.. guys.. did .. you get something for her to eat?"

All three of us froze and became paralyzed

"Did he just talk to us?" Junsu whispered

"YAH!!" YUnho shouted

I looked at Junsu

"I think so."

"Is this really happening?" Changmin whispered

"Why aren't you answering?" Yunho asked

"Uhm.. Sure .. We were just.." I stuttered

All three of us wobbled our way out of his room and into the kitchen

"YAH! Did you guys see what I just.." Changmin started

I nodded and so did Junsu

"This is really.. scary man.." Junsu mumbled

I scratched the back of my head

"Anyway, we have to make something for Yunho to eat. We have to take advantage of this since he hasn't been eating for the past few days.."

"But I think it's really.. something going on.. Don't you think?" Junsu asked

He then walked out of the room and probably back to Yunho's bedroom

"Hyung.. Why does it feel like we have a ghost in the house?" Changmin suddenly said

I looked at him as he was leaning onto the counter looking at me

"What do you mean?"

"Don't you think it's strange? I mean.. "

"What?" I asked

Changmin the chuckled and shook his head

"nevermind"

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~Yunho~

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The sudden change in me, I couldn't do anything about it. My mouth started to talk by itself and my heart.. it felt more alive as she entered.

AWkward isn't it? I used to feel this way only when Selina was around.

But not even now I could look at Yuki in the eyes, because of what had happened a few days ago.. but I instantly changed as soon as she entered my room..

My heart.. started to feel more at ease.. and my mind settled down..and my worries.. and sadness kind of disappeared..

Seriously, I could sometimes think that I've gone crazy

Yuki looked at me as I was avoiding her eyes

"What did you do to yourself Yunho?" She asked

"Nothing.." I mumbled

"You really shouldn't do this to yourself"

"But I didn't do anything.."

Yuki sighed

"Look around you. I heard you didn't talk to the guys, didn't eat or drink for the past few days.. are you trying to starve yourself to death?" She asked

I sighed

"I can't explain it ok..? It just.."

"Just what?" She asked

I stood up and walked away from her since I started to get emotional, afraid of her touching me

"Just what?" She asked again

"I can't explain it.." I mumbled

Yuki didn't say anything as I looked around in my room. She was right. My room was a big mess.. and I could see the big mess that I had caused

It was as if..my eyes was clearer now.. than before and I saw what I hadn't seen before

"Yunho.. How about you go and take a shower.. and I clean this mess up for you?"

"Mwoh?"

"Just go.. I think the guys are preparing dinner"

"But I can.."

"No don't help. Take care of yourself for once.." Yuki said

"But I.."

"Please.. just listen to me.." Yuki said sadly

The tone couldn't be avoided and I knew that I got defeated, so I obeyed her as I entered the bathroom
She started to clean my bedroom, putting everything neatly together and opened the window to get some fresh air inside

I watched her from the small gap at the bathroom door..

I then closed the door, locked it and leaned myself onto the door. I slided down with the back against the door and closed my eyes..

It's just that.. Soul.. just disappears.. and my body become lifeless.. when I can't feel her aura around me..

"And you Yuki.. for some reason.. your aura.. makes my soul feel alive..." I whispered