A Sense of Loss
Description
"It is in a small cafe in Seoul, South Korea, that Seo Joohyun sees them together."
Foreword
This is a brief one-shot I wrote out of the blue one day after experiencing a bit of heartache of my own. Well, maybe the word "heartache" is a bit of an exaggeration. I guess I let myself believe that something was there when it really wasn't. That, and I totally messed up my chances with a certain someone I was interested in. So I guess this heartache (if you can call it that) is self-inflicted.
Anyway, these feelings and the fact that I was watching some random Yongseo vids on YouTube led to this. Fair warning: this is a bittersweet story, with a less than optimistic ending. I also wanted to portray a more realistic take on things (although my goguma heart still wishes they were happily seeing each other on the downlow and are secretly in love and will one day get married and have many cute little goguma babies and they will own a two story white house with a yellow couch in the living room where Yonghwa and Seohyun will teach their little goguma babies how to play guitar and...).
Note also that this is far from my best work - I pretty much banged this out in a couple of hours and didn't really give it the same attention/revision that I gave my other fic. I just wanted to work out some of my feelings via the writing (writing is therapy for me!) and some of the kind comments on my other fic wanted to see more from me, so I decided to post it.
There likely won't be any sort of follow-up to this - I wrote it really just to work out some of the feelings I was feeling at the time. If you'd like a happier ending for our favorite couple (shameless plug warning), go read my other fic. :)
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