I don't know why I wrote this. I should continue the other one><

Anyway, enjoy this one<3

Inspired from Kim Bum Soo - Last Love. Jongkook oppa favourite one

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“Let’s break up, Oppa”

 

“Jihyo? Are you sick? Why did you say that? Did I do something that perhaps, you were really angry then—“

 

“Oppa, please stop. It’s not like that”

 

“Then?”

 

“I’m.. I’m engaged, I’m sorry”

 

Don’t say anything, I know how you feel

I’m holding all my tears, so don’t make me cry

 

 

---Flashback---

 

“Oppa hurry! The fireworks is about to start! Hurry!!”

 

“I know! But you don’t have to yell since you were on my back! Yah!”

 

“Hehe, I’m sorry! You can put me down then. We are almost there”

 

“You were barefooted and the ground seems not that stable.. you know?”

 

“Aaw, you are really a kind man. I love you!”

 

The fireworks is starting to explode, lots of people are enjoying the view ahead. This kind of festive only held every two years—seoul night of twilight

 

“Let’s make a wish”

 

Jihyo smiled and starting to close her eyes, I wish I can spend all of my life with him

 

“Are you done? Hurry!”

 

“Yah! Why need to hurry if—“

 

He kissed me. He hugged me. So I do the same

 

“I love you, Jihyo. And I will always be”

 

“Me too, Oppa.” Can we really make it?

 

One thing that cannot be changed from now on

You are my love, forever

 

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Day 09

 

It’s been a while that I choosed to end it like this. Engaged? Pft, my

 

“Jihyo, are you sure he accept your decision?”

 

“Yes. He really is a good man with a big heart. I almost teared up but glad that I can hold it”

 

There was a long silence between me and my mom. I just smiled.

 

But she started to hug me. Tight. Really tight that I think I can’t escape from it.

 

“Omma I can’t breath”

 

“Seung Im, I’m sorry. I can’t protect you from those jerks”

 

“Nevermind”

 

“I’m sorry, please forgive me. If only I didn’t had a contract with them”

 

Then I started to cry. I can’t hold it anymore. The engaged is not real. I lied to him, my love. I’m sorry

 

If you did something wrong like me

Would it have been easier to stay?

 

 

Day 30

 

“Hyung wake up. It almost 10 in the morning”

 

“I already woke up. Don’t worry”

 

I stared at the ceiling, blankly

 

“Hyung please, just move on okay? She is already forget you”

 

“You don’t know anything”

 

“I’m sorry. It’s just weird that you two was madly in love then—“

 

“I’m leaving now”

 

“Hyung! I didn’t mean to—aish!”

 

I’m hurt, Jihyo ah. How can you do this to me?

 

It almost a month and you didn’t even speak up again. Is this really over?

 

Because the leaving one is

Supposed to be more hurt

 

 

Day 50

 

“11..12..13..14..15”

 

“Jihyo? Are you insane? Stop doing that damn sit up. Since when you started working out?”

 

“Just shut up. I’m not in a good mood so, stay away”

 

“I wonder if you’re being like this because of him”

 

“20..21..22..23”

 

“Just say the truth if you can’t lose him, stupid!”

 

“28..29..30”

 

“And cure your sickness. Take the medicine in order”

 

“Get lost”

 

Break-ups make the time stop

It takes away everything but memories

 

 

Day 60

 

I want to hear her voice so badly. Will she answer it today?

 

“Hello, Jihyo?”

 

“Yes, what happen? Op..Oppa”

 

“It’s glad that finally you answer my phone”

 

“I’m sorry”

 

“Let’s come to Kwangsoo’s wedding tomorrow”

 

“I will”

 

“I mean, with me, Jihyo”

 

“Oh”

 

“Will you?”

 

“..Okay. I will”

 

“Thank you. Thank you, Jihyo”

 

“Yes..”

 

“I love you..”

 

I don’t think I can fall in love again

Unless, it was you

 

 

4 hours to go

 

“What will I wear for tonight, Omma?”

 

“You look good with anything you wear”

 

“Thanks, he said that too”

 

I take the black dress and a pair of heels inside the dresser

 

“If you want to go to the funeral, then wear it”

 

“You said I look good in everything”

 

I look at myself and realize how terrible it looks

 

Since when my face turned into this deep and sad looking?

 

 

An hour to go

 

“Hello, Oppa? I’m already in front of my house”

 

“Wait a second. I’ll hang it”

 

I scroll up and down my phone and start to getting pissed

 

Where is he?

 

“I’m sorry I’m late”

 

He handed me a bucket of flowers. A roses and a mix of lily. I love it

 

“A flower? Are you serious? We are not the same anymore, Oppa”

 

“I know. Just accept it. I can’t stop the habbit for getting you any kind of flowers”

 

“Can I ask you something?”

 

“Ofcourse. Let’s come in the car first”

 

I sit beside him and adjust my seatbelt. I miss these scent of his car

 

“Do you..hate me?”

 

“No I don’t. why?”

 

“But I dumped you. How can you still—“

 

“Because I love you”

 

“Oppa.. I’m being serious”

 

“Me too. And it seems that you can’t stop calling me as oppa too. Why make it hard to stay?”

 

“I told you I’m engaged with—“

 

“No you don’t. It’s just a contract afterall”

 

“You’re too good for me”

 

“It’s because I love you, just like I said”

 

When you said, You’re too good to me

I didn’t take it seriously

 

People start to staring at us, I don’t like it

 

Don’t give me a damn fake smile. I know I don’t deserve him, too!

 

“Are you okay? You look annoyed”

 

“A little. But I can managed it. Easy”

 

“Oh? That’s Kwangsoo. Let’s go there”

 

Oh please don’t let my guard down. I don’t want to hurt you anymore. Please let go of my hand, Oppa..

 

“Hy..Hyung? You? Nuna? Eh?”

 

“Congrats of your wedding, Girin” I said

 

“Yeah, congrats Kwangsoo ah”

 

“Aah.. yes.. thank you. I don’t know what to say, Hyung, Nuna”

 

Then we take some photos with the groom and the bride, with Dong hoon Oppa, too. Also Dream and Byul unnie

 

“Hyung, please sing in my wedding”

 

“I didn’t prepare any song”

 

“Just go with your favourite one! That Kim Bum Soo”

 

He left me to the stage. I drink a champagne a little and start to enjoy him sing a song, “It’s our favourite one”

 

How much pain are you in? When I’m this much pain

Because the leaving one is supposed to be more hurt

 

Don’t say anything, I know how you feel

I’m holding all my tears, so don’t make me cry

 

Break-ups make the time stop

It takes away everything but memories

Even if I try so hard to smile

I’ll probably cry even when I eat

 

You, only you

My first love, my last love

One thing that cannot be changed from now on

You are my love, forever

 

“Aish. My eyes can’t hold it anymore”

 

.....

I don’t think I can fall in love again

Unless, it was you

 

“...Yes, Oppa, please don’t fall in love with other woman”

 

“What did you say?”

 

“Gosh you scare me!”

 

“What did you say, Jihyo ah?”

 

“How fast you turned from the stage? I didn’t realize it”

 

“Just answer me”

 

He stared at me. His eyes is full of hope that we will be back together again. I hope so, too. If you dont know it, Oppa..

 

“Let’s go outside”

 

This time, it’s me who grab his hand and lead him to the backyard of the building

 

“I’m really sorry, Oppa. Yes I lied to you. The whole engagment is a lie”

 

“I know it”

 

“I have to serve those jerks. I have to live as a hoe. I can’t leave the job. My mom is at risk”

 

“Jihyo, I love you. Please don’t leave me”

 

He cried and hugged me. I lost at his embrace. I don’t want to lose him, too.

 

So I kissed him, carefully

 

He kissed me back. I can feel his heartbeat, it’s weird. I just kissed him like there is no tomorrow

 

After a while he stopped the kiss. How bad

 

“See, Jihyo? You still want me, too. Please come back sweety. I’ll do anything to help you”

 

It’s me who cried this time. I don’t know why

 

“I love you, Oppa. Please help me. I’m scared”

 

“Thank you love. I love you. You’re my last love”

 

“You also my first and my last. Thank you, I love you”

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From a far the Runningman members only smiled to the lovely bird. They start to talking about their marriage in the future while Kwangsoo is left behind at his own wedding

 

“Yah! Rent another place for your wedding! Aish”