I love you and I’m always so thankful

So I
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Baby I just want to love you

You open up my heart

So I…

 

I know it just a dream

A sweet bitterness dream that never ever become true

Why?

Because we live in completely different world

You’re a big shiny extraordinary superstar

I’m just an ordinary silly girl

But it can’t be helped

I slowly helplessly fallen into you

 

알아요 믿어요 첫눈에 반한단 그말

arayo midoyo chodnune banhandan gu mal 

I know and I believe in love at first sight 

 

I’m not your fan from the start of your career

I didn’t know your debut song, your debut stage, your life before debut

I knew nothing about you until that day I saw your performance on TV

That was an epic performance I ever seen

You captured my eyes, blind them with your bright talent

Your face, your voice, your dance, your song

They captured my heart and opened it so wide for you

From that second I realized that I already fallen into you

I officially became your fan, maybe your biggest fan ever

 

아침에 눈을 뜨면 어젯밤 꿈속에그대

 achime nunul tumyon ojedbam kumsoge gude

When I open my eyes in the morning 

 

Last night I dream about you

That’s a great dream I ever had

That feels so real to me

I see you standing in front of me

Dancing with me, laughing with me

Humming my favorite song from your songs

Showing me a smile on your handsome face, my favorite smile

Hugging me so tight and lightly kissing my forehead

I can feel your warm touch, your faint perfume scent, your hot breath, your heartbeat

Your presence in that dream is so real for me

 

내게로와 입맞추던 그 느낌그대로

 negerowa ibmachudon gu nukkim gudero

I can feel the kiss that left me in dream last night  

 

I daydreaming every day and smiling like a fool

Imagine we spend our time together

Don’t you know that in this place there’s a girl that love you so badly

I know everything about you

Your birth date, your family, your habit, your hobby

What you like and what you dislike

Your favorite things like artist, brand, song, movie, food, color, book, etc

But the sad thing is you don’t ever know I’m exist

You know nothing about me

 

아직 남아 계속 남아 온종일 그대 생각에 웃죠

ajig nama gyesog nama onjongil gude senggage udjyo

That feeling is still there and I smile all day thinking about you

 

Five years passed and I still loving you

I still your hard-core-biggest fan

I love you more than love from a fan to an idol

I love you like a girl to a boy

Even you said that your fans are your friends but I won’t be your friend

I want to be your girlfriend, your lover

I know I’m so stupid but it can’t be helped

You’re the one and the only one for me

I love you so dearly

 

그때도 지금도 아직도 가슴뛰는말

 guttedo jigumdo ajigdo gasumtwinun mal

Then and now those words still make my heart race 

 

You love me because I’m your fan

You always see me as your fan or what you called your friend

Every time you see bunch of your fans, you always smiling and waving

Saying ‘I love you’ to your fans, members of your fan club

I wish you know that I deserve more than that

I want you say that sentence, three words, eight letters, to me personally someday

But I know that there’s no someday for that

I just your fan and you just my bias

 

You love me 기다리죠 허전한 이 마음 (달래서 그대곁으로)

 You love me gidarijyo hojonhan i maum (dalleso gude gyothuro)

You love me I wait but I’m afraid that (this feeling of emptiness)

 

I realize that I’m so selfish and so obsessed to you

I always stuck on you like your shadow

Stalking you directly and indirectly

I won’t share you with the others

You’re mine and always be mine

I know it’s wrong

I know others will think that I’m insane but I don’t care

As long as I can see you, I’m happy

Even I just see you from distance, directly a

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bloodberryjam
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@minime8: thanks :)
minime8 #2
it's so nice. :)