I always wanted to be inlove and to have love and

to pretend they were one and the same thing. 

I was like everybody else, I suppose,

and I thought I was different. I

had to find that one girl who was so different,

so perfect- who would accept me just

the way I was. 

I’m such a liar. I lie to myself constantly.

The truth is I didn’t know what I

wanted back then. But when I saw her,

I began to get inkling.

I understand a lot of things. Life was a .

Life . My insight into all

matters of personal relationships was

vast and unerring. I was a goddamn

philosophical genius. It was amazing how

intense my disappointment was. I couldn’t

believe it. I hardly know her. I kept telling

myself, I was never going to know her.

So near yet so far, she’s been my classmate

since grade school and yet we didn’t

have any decent or serious kind of conversation.

Cause I’m head over heels for her

and its kinda funny how a feeling starts so small

and starts to grow. Okay...Stop with that

cheesy thing, let me introduce myself first,

I’m Seunghyun or you can call me TOP,

im serious type of person I really do everything just to get what I want but the

girl that I want... I don't know, its not easy.

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