Chap 16
BAD GIRL
{BEAST's dorm}
"Ahhh~ Sunday, please come faster" Yoseob whined when BEAST arrived their dorm
"JunHyung, what's wrong with you back then?" Hyunseung asked when they were in kitchen
"Nothing" JunHyung tooked a coke and went to the livingroom as Hyunseung followed
There's noone there except them. Doojoon's having a shower. Dongwoon's searching the web. Kikwang's talking happily with Hyosung outside. Yoseob's still whining about Sunday when lying on his bed. JunSeung sit down on the sofa
"You still love HyunAh, don't you?" Hyunseung broke the silence
"I don't know" JunHyung staring at TV
"You still. So why you accepted Hara's feelings?"
"I don't know"
"Why you don't know? Seriously, it's your feeling"
"I don't know. I don't know what wrong with me in my birthday being Hara's boyfriend. I don't know why I kept worrying about HyunAh. I just know that I got jealous and mad when seeing them intimate or when she was sick, I was not the one take care of her like before" JunHyung suddenly stood up shouting
"It's okay. Calm down...But you have to choose. Being friend with Hara or being her boyfriend. If the first one, you can do whatever you want or take care of HyunAh. But if you choose the second one, you MUST forget all about HyunAh or you'll hurt Hara"
"I don't know what to choose. I have feelings for Hara too but they're totally different when we were kids" JunHyung sighed
"There're two ways. One - because you have been seperated for a long time so you need time for feelings comeback. Two - all your love feelings for Hara before has moved to HyunAh"
"So what should I choose?"
"I can't choose for you. It depends on you...Ah, my turn take bath" Hyunseung went to bathroom after Doojoon left while JunHyung drank all the coke in one ship
{At Cube}
G.na, HyunAh and JunHyung're preparing for recording 'A Bitter Day'
"Unnie, have you ever felt lonely when you're a solo singer? You have to do everything alone" HyunAh asked while waiting JunHyung discuss with a staff
"Yes, sometime I even want to be a member of 4minute" G.Na answered smiling
"Us? Really? What if...What if one day Mr.Hong accept you being a solo singer and 4minute's member at the same time, will you be happy?"
"Why you asked all of sudden? Yes, I'll be VERY happy if that happen" G.Na joked
"So, one is done" HyunAh thought sadly
"Okay, done. Let's go, ladies" JunHyung opened the door for them and glanced at HyunAh when she passed him
"She looks pale. Is she sick again?" in his mind
They start recording the song. G.Na's standing betweem JunHyung and HyunAh. HyunAh concentrates on the song while JunHyung's looking at her all the time. He almost miss his turn if G.Na didn't hit his back lightly. He uses all his soul for his rap, expresses all his feelings to the song
---A Bitter Day - English Translation---
No matter what I say, it will sound like an excuse
Even if I say that all of this was for you
Because you were too good for me
Because I was uncomfortable as if I were wearing clothes that didn’t match me
You’re beautiful, but you withered away from me
How do you think I felt while looking at that?
We should have just never started
I shouldn’t have looked into your eyes that first time
I thought I would be carefree once I let you go, but that wasn’t the case
My mind understands that we’ve separated
But my heart doesn’t want to accept it
Missing you and trying to erase you, it repeats every day
I’ll be the one to take all the pain
I’d like it if you were just happy
So that the choice I make now doesn’t go to waste
So that I don’t regret it
I’ll always pray for you
---End---
"Well done guys. You can take a rest now" the staff annouced
"Oppa, you're so good at composing and rapping. I'm addicted to the song already. Unnie, too. Your voice's so amazing" HyunAh said happily
"Thanks. I like the way you rap" G.Na smiled to her little sister
"Uhm...I don't have schedule until noon. Do you two want to drink some coffee?" JunHyung suggested
"It's fine with me. What about you, HyunAh? We haven't hung out for a long time" G.Na nodded and turned to HyunAh
"Uhm...Okay" HyunAh pouted and they head to the shop near Cube
"HyunAh, you have to take care of yourself. Don't practice too hard. You'll comeback with 4minute and your solo album. Remember that, okay? That day you fainted made me scared" G.Na drank a sip of coffee
"I know, unnie. I'll be careful next time" HyunAh gave them a smile
"Yah! Yong JunHyung, how much money you want to earn? And why you are so talented? You work like a machine. Aren't you tired?" G.Na suddenly turned to JunHyung and hit him
"Noona~ It's hurt. That's life. There're someone talented like me and the others not like you" he joked
"Yah!! You want to die" G.Na hit him harder while HyunAh brusted into laugh
"Yah! Your oppa's being hit and you still can laugh? So cruel" he complained
"How can't I? You first. You're so silly oppa. If you can't fight back, why you ?" HyunAh said while laughing
"Yah!...Noona, we'll fight later. Let me due with HyunAh first" JunHyung stood up
"Op..Oppa. What're you...Oppa, stop!!" she tried to stop him pinching her cheeks
"What did you just call me?" he smirked
"Not...Nothing...Please stop...It's painful"
"You called me silly. I'll teach you some manners today" he turned to tickle her
"Oppa!!!...Stop!!...Mianhae...My phone...Stop!!" G.Na laughed looking at her friends while HyunAh took out her phone
HyunAh's eyes widen when hearing the voice comes out. She doesn't say a word and hang up
"I...I have to go back to Cube. See you guys later" she quickly took her bag
"Me too. It's time for practice. What about you noona?" JunHyung was worried about HyunAh's attitude
"I have to practice singing. Let's go back then" G.Na grabbed her bag and they left
On the way, HyunAh's quiet. She's afraid of meeting the caller. He never calls her except forcing her to withdraw. She's looking at the road blankly and JunHyung's glancing at her worriedly. G.Na's walking behind them just shaking her head
"They love each other but why they date another?" she thought
"Huh, who's that?" she realized a car parking in front of Cube as JunHyung and HyunAh looked up
The driver suddenly walks out and opens a door for someone but there's no one else near the car except them. While JunHyung and G.Na don't know what's going on, HyunAh suddenly waves at them and runs to the car. The driver bows to her and she gets in the car. It makes G.Na and JunHyung shocked
"Who is he? Why HyunAh knows him?" JunHyung mumbled seeing a man sitting next to HyunAh
"Who owns that car is defintely very rich" G.Na commented
"Why did you say so?" he was curious
"Duh, it's Maybach Landaulet. Its price's $1.405 million. It's a fortune, Junnie. Enough, let's go in" she went in and he followed
{At MusicBank}
"Finish~ Today's Friday. 2 more days and I can go with Gayoonie" Yoseob whined leaning his back to the sofa in BEAST's room after they perform
JunHyung's phone vibrates
[From: Hyun "Oppa, can we meet? I have something to tell you"]
He answers the message immediately
[To: Hyun "Okay, I'll take you. I'll be there in 30minutes"]
{At the park}
"Uhm...I hae thought all day and I think...We should break up" Hara started lowing her head
"Why?" JunHyung didn't care much
"From what happened yesterday, I can see you still love HyunAh so I think we can't be together...And...Oppa, I give it back to you" she head up all of sudden and gave him a ring
"What's it? Why you give me?"
"You gave me your earing when we were kids, don't you remember? I change it into a ring so I can wear it all day. I guess I'm only one remember it" she sighed
"What?" he looked at the ring and her
"We're just be friends after all" Hara smiled but tears started falling
"I...I..." JunHyung felt hurt now
The memory with the ring and the feelings in it come back. He loved her so much back then. He has waited until she comes back. Now she does, and what he has done to her - make her cry.
"Hyun, please don't cry. I'm sorry. Sorry for hurting you. Give me a second chance, I'll forget her, okay?" he pulled her for a hug
"I don't know...Oppa"
"I promise. I won't hurt you again. Please give me a second chance"
"Really? You wont' hurt me?"
"Yes. There won't have. Let's get back, okay?"
"Okay, oppa" she smiled lighty
"Thanks, Hyun. Thanks for forgiving me. Now let's take you back to dorm. It's cold here"
"But...I want to be with you"
"Next time, Hyun. Oppa have schedules. Breathe's promotions, remember? I'll go out with you after we finish" JunHyung gave her a smile
"Pinkie swear?"
"Pinkie swear" he patted her head
They reach KARA's dorm. They walk out the car
"Oppa, I want to see you leave"
"Alright, as your wish. Good night, Hyun" he kissed her forehead
"Good night, oppa" she kissed his cheek and her eyes were teary again
"Yah! Why're you crying again?"
"I'm just happy. Now go home. You have to practice tomorrow. See you again. Have a sweet dream" she pushed him back to the car and waved at him smiling
"Tears. Always work" her smile turned to a smirk and she wiped her tears walking back to her dorm
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