Chap 11
BAD GIRL
{BEAST's dorm}
When the members're playing videos games, JunHyung's lying on bed, closing his eyes and listening to music
"Are you really okay?" Hyunseung walked in and closed the door
"What do you mean?" JunHyung didn't open his eyes
"You know what I mean. You're hurt, aren't you? You can smile but inside it's painfull, am I right?" Hyunseung sat on the chair
"No, I'm not, I..." JunHyung sat up
"You can't hide it from me. I'm 4D prince of BEAST. I know something the others don't know"
"Fine. I'm sad. Happy. Now leave me alone" JunHyung lied down on bed
"Have you confessed to her? She rejected?"
"No. I haven't. I'm slower than Minho. She falls for him"
"You still can confess now"
"For what?" JunHyung was annoyed
"I don't know. For not regreting? At least you try your best. It's less painful than doing nothing. Think clearly" Hyunseung said and went out
JunHyung sighs. He hates when Hyunseung's right. He's staring at his iPhone's background. Old memories're back in his mind
{Flashback}
Unlike the others Change's promotions, JunHyung pulls HyunAh closer and gives a sweet smile when her arms cross his neck. He knows she was suprised but she continues her performance afterall. After finishing his part, JunHyung goes back to change clothes and waits HyunAh in their van
"Oppa!!" HyunAh shouted seeing JunHyung was listening to music
"What's wrong?" he pretened nothing happend
"You did it on purpose, didn't you?" she sat next to him
"Did what?" he held his laugh
"You...Aish, nevermind" she pouted
"Are you hungry? Want to go somewhere to eat?" he smiled evily
"Not quite. I want to sleep than" HyunAh yawned
"But you haven't eaten yet. It's not good for your health. Go with me, please"
"I don't want...I want to sleep...You can go with manager oppas" she whined
"JunHyung's right. You should eat first. We can't go. Mr.Hong wants to see us" her manager looked back at them
"See. Hyung, take us to Cube too. I'll drive my car" JunHyung said to the driver
"Oppas always bully me. Fine. Do whatever you want" HyunAh leaned her head to the window to see the view
When they arrive Cube, HyunAh has already felt asleep
"Aish, this girl sleeped so easily" her manager complained
"She's tired. Hyung, you go first. I'll take her to dorm" JunHyung carried HyunAh bridal style
"Okay. Drive safe" the managers left
"Why you're so light, Kim HyunAh?" he went to his car and put her sit next to the driver's seat
After reaching 4minute's dorm, he continues carry her to her room because the other members aren't at home. He puts her on bed and uses blanket to cover her body
"Should I go home now? No. She hasn't eaten anything. Should I cook for her and she'll eat when she awakes? No. She may get up tomorrow and until that, food's become cold. Maybe I just cook now and wake her up after finishing? Yes. That's it" in JunHyung's mind
He goes to the kitchen and opens the fridge. There're few things left. "Is this girl's dorm or boy's dorm?" he mumbled. Using what they have, JunHyung decides to fry an egg, cook rice and kimchi soup. It's simple but healthy
"My cooking skill's not bad" JunHyung tasted thee food and prepared something special for HyunAh before waking her up
For him, waking her up's the hardest part. He has never ever waked up a girl even his mother. JunHyung lightly touches HyunAh's arm and removes his hand immediately
"HyunAh, wake up, HyunAh~" he tried to shake her but she wasn't affected
He does many ways as possible but she doesn't wake up.
"You're that tired, huh?" he sighed defeatedly
"Yah! Kim HyunAh, wake up or I'll drink your capuchino" he tried the last time
"What? NO! Where's my capuchino?" HyunAh suddenly sat up as JunHyung was suprised
"Oppa! Where's my capuchino?" she asked while he was still in shock zone
"You're kidding me right? Why you can respond so fast with coffee?" he raised his eyebrows
"I don't know. Where's my capuchino, oppa?~" she whined
"In the kithcen, but eat your dinner first, I cooked it"
"Am I wrong or you just said you cooked?" she looked at him weirdly
"No, you're right and that's normal thing. You don't need to act like that. Now come on. Sit!" he pulled her to the kitchen and forced her to sit
"You prepared all this? Thanks oppa" HyunAh smiled widely
"You're welcome. Eat fast. It may get cold" he sat beside her
When she enjoys her food, they're chatting happily about random things. That night, they get closer to each other
{End}
"Maybe I should confess to her afterall. So I can take care of Hyun with all my heart" JunHyung closed his eyes feeling the music
There're 2 weeks left before JunHyung's birthday. BEAST's practicing their new songs. Thanks To, Let It Snow, When The Door Closed. 4minute's helping their oppa except HyunAh has to learn new dance for her album while Jiyoon visits INFINITE. DooHyun and SoWoon're playing pianos when the others're in dancing room with HyunAh. Even JunHyung raps his part but his eyes still focus on HyunAh. Same with Yoseob. He' singing his part but he always takes a quick look at Gayoon who's helping Kikwang. He tries to ask her out many times but something suddenly happened such as managers cut off their conversation, his or her phone rang,...It's harder than he thought
"HyunAh, JunHyung, Mr.Hong wants to see you two" 4minute's manager suddenly appeared
HyunAh and JunHyung look at each other and walk to the office together
"Oppa, do you know why he wants to see us?" HyunAh asked
"No. Did you do something wrong again?" JunHyung teased
"Uhm...No. Definitely not" she tried to remember as he just laughed
"Hi, sir" they bowed
"Please have a seat. Like you all know that HyunAh'll have solo album in June. The songs'll be in promotions are Bubble Pop and Attention. Right?" Mr.Hong said as they nodded
"HyunAh, JunHyung just gave me a new song he composed. It's really good and I want to put it in your album. Do you agree, JunHyung? HyunAh?" he continued
"Anything you want, sir. But who'll sing that? There's ballad part and rap part in that song" JunHyung answered
"I know. I thought about that and I think you should put more rap part in. One for HyunAh and one for you. The ballad part for G.Na" - Mr.Hong
"One for me?" - JunHyung
"Yes. It's 'A Bitter Day' right? You want to express the broken love right? So you need to have 2 sides, 1 for the girl and 1 for the boy"
"Oh I see. I'll put it in"
"Okay. One's done. Another one I want to announce's for HyunAh's promotion. After promoting Bubble Pop, you'll promote Just Follow, HyunAh" - Mr.Hong
"That song? But who I'll sing or record with? We haven't decided that?" HyunAh and JunHyung turned to look at each other
"Really? Maybe I forgot to tell you. Because you'll rap 'A Bitter Day' with JunHyung and G.Na so you can't perform with JunHyung. It'll make the audiences bored. So I have decided that you'll pair with Zico" Mr.Hong smiled when JunHyung felt a little bit sad
"Zico? Block.B? Yay!" HyunAh clapped excitedly
"JunHyung finishes the song quickly. You two should practice from then to January. HyunAh'll go to Japan to filming Bubble Pop MV in January. Are you clear? You can go now." - Mr.Hong
HyunAh and JunHyung get out and close the door walking back to the practice room
"You seem happy pairing with Zico. Don't you like sing with me?" JunHyung was hurt
"Yep. I like the younger boy" HyunAh joked
"Remember what you said. I'll tell Minho" he smirked
"Tell him. It's okay. He won't get jealous. He knows it" she giggled
"You...Poor my little brother" he shooked his head
"Oppa, your face look funny" she laughed
"Ah...HyunAh...I...Are you free in 12th December?"
"12th? Yes. Just practicing. Why?"
"Go somewhere with me, is it okay?...Just for my birthday" JunHyung scratched his head
"Your birthday? Do you need me to ask the others for you?" HyunAh didn't understand
"No, no...Just you and me...Go somewhere" he looked away shyly
"Uhm...Okay then...For your birthday" she smiled as they arrive the practice room and continued their work
{12th December}
"HyunAh!" JunHyung called the girl who concentrated dancing too much
"Oppa, you're here" HyunAh stopped and turned to him
"Shall we go now?" he gave a bottle of water
"Go? Oh right. Wait. I get change first" she took a ship and went to the bathroom
"Done. Let's go" she gave him a smile
"Where you take me oppa?" HyunAh was curious when they were in the car
"You'll find out soon" he drove out the parking lot
"Oppa, your phone" she pointed at his pocket
"Thanks. Hyun, what's wrong? Now. I can't.Huh? No. Yes. I'll come. Jun oppa's for Hyun, right? Yep. Okay. Bye" he hung up
"Jun oppa? Hyun? It can't be" HyunAh's eyes were widen hearing that
"Uhm...Oppa...Who's the caller?" she made sure about her thoughts
"You mean Hyun?...Ah, you know her. She's Hara. Hyun's the nickname I called her since we were kids. She hasn't told you?" JunHyung still focused on driving
"Uhm...No. Where you guys first met?...I mean...When you were kid?" she couldn't believe it
"We met in a camp. Music camp, you know. I always went to it every summer until I joined XING. She and I didn't keep in touch for a long time because she suddenly disappear when I was 11. We just found out few months ago. HyunAh, are you okay?" he was worried to her because she looked pale
"Wh...I'm fine...But who's Jun oppa?" she tried not to cry
"Ah, it's me. Right, Minho's Hara's childhood friend with Hara too. She called him Min oppa...We arrived"
HyunAh gets out the car like a robot not knowing what she's doing. She follows JunHyung automatically. She's in deep thoughts now, "So unnie wants me to tell childhood stories lately because of this? Why she did this?...Ah, unnie loves oppa. The one I missed all the time's JunHyung oppa? How can I tell him now? He'll think I'm crazy. Unnie'll hate me? Why I just realize that he looks like Jun oppa now? Why I didn't earlier? What should I do? What am I going to do now?..."
"HyunAh, Kim HyunAh!!" a voice cut off her thoughts
"What's wrong, oppa?" HyunAh slowly looked up
"Order the food. The waiter's waiting. Are you sick? You look pale"
"Huh? No, no. I'm fine. Order what you want. I don't know what to choose. I have to go" she excused herself to go to the toilet
HyunAh uses water to cool her down. She stares at the mirrors. "What am I supposed to do? If Jun oppa was another man, the one I didn't know, I would be happy hugging him. But he's JunHyung oppa, I can't do that. I can't hurt him. He's my bestfriend, my brother. He takes care of me all the time, always beside me when I need...Support Hara unnie. This's the only way. They'll never find out if I don't tell. That's it, Kim HyunAh. For unnie and for oppas". She cleans her face before going back
"Are you okay?" JunHyung asked again
"I'm fine. A little bit tired of practicing...So what you ordered?" HyunAh smiled
"Beef. It's good for your strength. Ah, here it comes" he smiled back when the waiter brought out the food
"The view's beautiful, right?" he suddenly asked while eating
"Yes, this's amazing" she just noticed that they were sitting in a garden full of flowers with lights around
"It's more beautiful when you go inside. We can take a walk after this" he smiled
"Okay...Oppa, how do you think about Hara unnie?" she tried to help unnie
"Normal. She's a good friend. Why?"
"No. I mean special feelings...Between a girl and a boy. Not that"
"Uhm...A little"
"Yay! You like her don't you?"
"Maybe"
"That's true. You like her. You should confess to her" HyunAh was jumping on the chair happily
"Stop! Today we don't talk about her or Minho, okay? Just about us. Eat fast. We take a walk" JunHyung cleaned his mouth as she felt something would happen
"I love you, Kim HyunAh" he suddenly forced her to look at him when they were in the center of the garden
"It's not brother - sister love. It's the love of a boy to girl. I love you since the day you bumped into me, since I saw you smile. I love the way you whine, the way you pouted. I love everything about you. I want to see you every second in a day. You don't know how much I want time stop to hold the moment I touch you in Change promotion. You don't know how much I'm jealous when you said Joon's your ideal type. You don't know how much I regret when knowing you and Minho in relationship. But I still love you. What's about you, HyunAh?" he confessed
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