I looked back.

I should have turned away.
And now I regret it.
I regret letting Kevin go.

I saw him earlier today, and he seemed happy.
That's good. It's just what I wanted. Him to be happy.
I wanted his girlfriend to take good care of him.
I just can't help but feel his happiness...
Makes me upset.

I feel empty. Incomplete.
I miss how he used to call me before going to bed.
Just to wish me goodnight.
The greetings he'd send the very next morning.
I shouldn't have looked back.
I should've looked forward.

How foolish of me.