its already a week after krystal knew that sehun's class beside hers. and also she already tell sulli. they like meet their bias with the short distance. gosh! sehun is so hot , they thought.

 

now krystal walking toward sulli's class, it's quite far from her class. " is there sulli? " krystal asked

 

 

" yeah.. i'm here... what happen? "

 

"hoooo.. you don't miss me??" krystal asked

 

"since when this cold girl miss me as well?? of couursseee babe.. i miss you sooo mucchh" sulli acted like a kid

 

" hahaha... " they laugh together in the morning

 

" crazy..lesbian " said one of sulli's classmate.

 

" what??" krystal said angrily. 

 

BLAM

 

sulli then hit him with her pencil case.

 

" it hurts you fool.... " he complained

 

" haha you more..." sulli said. "lets get outta here.." she continued 

 

" lets go to my class..." krystal said

 

and when they walking towards krystal's classroom,, sehun's classmates are walking together as bring their bags.

 

" what happened ?" krystal and sulli asked each other 

 

" i don't know.. lets ask..." krystal said

 

" hey suzy... what happen?" sulli asked

 

" oh, hey sulli... eum we will move ... " suzy explained

 

" what? move class??" krystal asked

 

" yep... ah, see you again... " suzy said as she leave

 

" thanks.." sulli screamed and suzy waved her hand

 

 

 

" it means, that i can't see sehun in the close distance again?! what the...." krystal complained

 

" ah.. be patient stal... of course you can see him.. but not often, i guess.." sulli said

 

" ah.. it's okay... see from the far distance will be great!" krystal said

 

its already a month after sehun and his classmates moved class, it makes krystal always thinking about sehun.

 

" lose hope!!! i'm ruined " krystal complained

 

" hya, don't you look so frustrated.. just moved on..." said jiyoung, krystal's new classmate

 

" it's not easy as you said, jiyoung-ah.. if you in this situation, what will you do?! please don't you just saying without knowing.." krystal's cold words reappear.

 

" tch... whatever.." jiyoung walk outside the class

 

" insane..." krystal complained as she laying her head beside the window.

 

" i need an enlightenment!!" krystal said

 

" hahaha... who's that? i mean, who's your crush?! i'm curious.. like what the hell is he? until you blind at him? " jiyeon asked politely

 

" haha not your own business..." krystal walking outside

 

after 30 minutes krystal left her class, also ignoring jiyeon, she come back again to her class and give a bottle of water to jiyeon.

 

" hey jiyeon-ah..." krystal called

 

" yup? whatsapp?" soyeon asked

 

" here...." krystal give the drink to her. jiyeon looks confused. " i'm apologizes about a few minutes ago..." krystal explained

 

" ah... that... never mind.. i don't mad at you.." jiyeon said as she drink the water. " by the way, thanks for give this.. i'm very thirsty anyways hahaha" jiyeon said

" yep.. so...." krystal paused. sehun walk passing them charmingly. and her eyes widen.

 

" so...what?" jiyeon asked

 

" s..so..so... he's my crush!! " krystal said

 

" oh sehun?" jiyeon asked

 

" yeaa... wait.. do you know him?" krystal asked

 

" yeah of course.. he's popular, right?" jiyeon guessed

 

" yeah.. maybe..." krystal answered

 

"soo... since when do you like him? " jiyeon asked

 

" emmm.. i don't know.. i thought, i have been liking him since a years ago...." krystal said

 

" it's too long, stal. does he notice you?" jiyeon asked

 

" that's the problem... i don't have a nerve to get closer..." krystal said

 

" ahhhahahaa... it will not be the problem if you get closer to him... believe me.. you can do it.." jiyeon cheering

 

' she's a good girl...' krystal thought

 

" huh.. i don't know when i will do that things.. but actually i'm not planning to get closer.." krystal said

 

" what? then how can he know you? " jiyeon asked 

 

" hohoho.. slow down babe.. hahaah... i need a time... to confess it.." krystal said. "lets go home" krystal said as she wait for jiyeon to stand up

 

i think the one who can understand me is only sulli in my school. but i thought, jiyeon did it too. she's a good girl and i think... she can understand me as well as sulli. i hope, we can be a best friend!

 

 

 

i tried to typing a lot of words on my computer, i'm planning to make a novel that is tells about this situation, i mean... telling about my feelings at my crush. it's already a half of the story. i hope, the novel can release soon, fighting!!

 

i'm typing until in the middle of the night, my sister yelled at me to go to sleep. actually, my head is already in pain. ugh. it's really hurt. well, i wanna go to sleep to omit this headache.

 

 

 

 

 

nowadays, me and jiyeon is going better. i always tell her about sehun or anything. i thought, jiyeon is very beautiful girl and she's flawless,charming, smart. ugh. hell this girl is kind of perfection.

 

 

 

" krystal-ah.." called someone.

 

" yeah? oh, you.. sulli-ah.." i said as i gonna hug her

 

" stop it. don't you realize?? you didn't come to my class frequently. what's wrong?"sulli asked

 

" krystal-ah... let's go to the cafeteria" unexpectedly jiyeon come to this situation. sulli staring at her angrily.

 

" sulli-ah..lets go to the cafeteria together.." i try to calming her down

 

" now i know, the reason you avoid me nowadays.. see you" sulli walked out, left me and jiyeon in frozen

 

 

 

" what's wrong with her actually, stal?" jiyeon asked

 

" nothing.. jiyeon-ah.. you can go to the cafeteria first without me.. I will pursuing Sulli.. see you!!" i said

 

" sulli-ah.." i said as i try to normalize my breath. she didn't answer me.

 

" sulli-ah.. i'm sorry..." i apologized

 

" get outta me..." she said harshly as she released my hand

 

" sulli-ah.. i'm not meant that i wanna avoid you.. seriously, your class is quite far from mine, so i need friend closer..." i said. she glared at me. apparently, I was wrong to speak. " i mean, i don't mean that i wanna avoid you, if i wanna tell you something, i need to go to your class, it's quite far for me... " i explained

 

" whatever you want... just don't you think I'm your friend anymore! " she yelled at me. gosh, this girl is so childish.

 

" sulli-ah.. listen. do you ever come to my class? seldom, i thought. or never...?? please, don't be so childish... you know. i don't like that" i complained. really, i'm mad!

 

"if you don't like my childishness, so, don't get closer to me.. forget me, its easy,..," she yelled

 

" well, if i want, i could... but, i don't expect to forget you! whatever you want, i'm still thinking you're my only truly bestfriend... it's all up to you.. " i yelled back

 

" why are you angry? it's should me to angry... " sulli asked

 

" up to you! i thought that you're the one who can understand me... but... i'm hopeless... i'm leaving.." i left her alone. i wanna cry. i wanna screaming a lot. i hope that she will following me, but no. sulli-ah.. what's wrong with you? please understand.... jiyeon is not the one that make me to avoid you.. i'm not avoiding you.

 

 

 

 

 

i see jiyeon stand in front of me. i hug her immediately and crying as much as i can in her embrace.

 

" just cry as much as you want..as much as you can..." she comforting me

 

" she didn't understand that i'm not avoiding her....jiyeon-ah.... what should i do?" i asked

 

" calm yourself first... she'll be okay and dont worry... she just in upset... trust me.." she said.

 

" thank you jiyeon-ah... thanks for being with me.. " i said.