Why would you try and take it out on me?

What have I don't to you?

 

Just because our favorite person has left the group, you're going to blame me?

It's the sasaengs fault! I had nothing to do with it!

Just because he left, doesn't mean you can take it out on me

I have feelings, did you not know?

 

You selfish fans

You "fans" take no consideration in how he must feel

How I must feel

How EXO-M must feel

How all of EXO feels

 

You only care about yourselves and how you guys feels

You don't realize that I'm hurting...

You don't realize that we ALL are hurting!

 

Did you know, Jiaheng aka Kris was my lover?

Yes, I loved him, he loved me

I feel horrible at the fact that I can't wake up next to him anymore

I can't feel anything until he decides to return to the dorms

I would love for him to hold me

To tell me he loves me

To care for me

But now he can't!

 

Why?

Because of you sasaengs! Because of your obsessiveness

 

We never did anything to you

We basically sold our LIVES to please you.

But did you know, we actually dislike you guys? We don't like sasaengs.

But we tolerate it just because we have too

 

When you tell me to go die

Or that it's my fault for Jiaheng leaving

I feel like screaming, crying and leaving the group myself

 

You guys will drive all of us into insanity sooner or later

 

I try my best to give some of you guys what you want

And in return, I'm hated

Stuff is thrown at me, I'm yelled at, stalked and beaten, and not cared for as a person

 

What's the true purpose behind everything?

What must you hate ME?

Jiaheng told you the reason why he left

But in the end, you still blame ME

I never once asked for Jiaheng to leave

I never once told him that he was a useless leader

I was the one that held him when he cried

I was the one that decided to comfort him

I was the one who helped in when he was sick

Risking my own health for his

Before you start accusing people who you don't know about

Look at everything

Read up on everything

Ask for our side of the story

You're not cute

You're not funny

You're awful

You're disgusting

You're pitiful

You're rude

You're annoying

You're spending your time and money

Trying to get rid of someone you don't even know

You're the one who has to spend money just to boo me at a concert or music show

You're the one who has to spend money just to make "die" posters

You're the one getting stressed out because I'm making money

That's really sad

I don't understand you guys

And right now? I don't want too.

All I want is Jiaheng

I want him here

I want him now

I don't want to deal with you guys

I want to be able to cry and scream to Jiaheng

I want to be able to express myself in front of Jiaheng

What's the point of hating someone you don't even know?