Another day another story 

did the writer forget to mention you that i'm 20 this year ?

yes i'm going 20 this year 

i'm going to tell you about my sickness 

it's called epilepsy , so every time this ill strike i'll be like knoting my body to the floor , my eyes will be white because the black goes up 

and you should know it's true that human have like billion or zillion cell in their brain but everytime this ill strike i'll lose like million cell , so the more this ill strike the more i'll lose my capability , the more my brain will be damage and i'll end up being like an idiot , and i wish not !! i'd rather die than seing my self being an idiot , being stupid , useless , i can't face my dad by being like this , i'll just embarassed him in front of all of his colleague 

everytime this illness strike it'll like my most deprest time , this illness happen once a year , well i can thank God for this , i mean i don't want it to happen very often because i don't want to worry my dad and i don't to be an idiot very soon!!

that's a little bit of my sickness

now to tell you about my love story 

yes!! i ever loved  a boy , well it's when i'm 3rd grade before transfering into homeschooling , he's a cute boy have a big eyes ,i wonder how he's right now , we never talked each other but i seems to have crush on him , well he looks like Li Fan 

now talking about Li Fan , i remember about his brother , what his name again ? it is luhan ? yeah , luhan

"what is he talking about , fate ? what kind of fate will meet us again" i scoff remembering his words 

"but then , it's kinda fun to meet them again" i mumble to my self , not realizing that i am smiling all day long

"knock knock , princess may i come?" a manly yet gentle voice come from my door , then i realized that my dad was at the door frame , then i awake from my daydreaming 

"yes dad come" i beamed at him , pretty obvoius that i'm really happy that he is home at this such hour , knowing that he might be really busy at office

"what are you daydreaming hmm ?" my dad smiled and my hat , patting it a little then kiss the top of my head , it'skinda his habit to pet me like this  hahahah

"nothing dad , hmm why are you here ? don't say you ditch your work ?" i playfully asked him

"no way! i'm a responsible dad and boss , but i'm giving my employee to go home fast since tomorrow will be a national holiday , so tell me , where are you planning to go tomorrow ?" my dad answering , explaining , and asking on the same time , sigh le dad -.-

"hmm i have no plan , since i forget about the holiday , what about dad surprise me tomorrow eh ?" i raised my brow at him , we allways like this , teasing , making fun each other , quirrel like teenagers it's kinda fun to have a father like him , he can be my dad , mom , and bestfriend too

"okay, then i'll go change first" he then go out from my room 

but then i realized that he frowning while closing the door , i wonder why , then i try to check the callendar , it's 13th June today , ohh it's the day when my mother leave , now i know why he's frowning like that 

i hurried open my door and chased for my father , he's in front of his door , then i run and back hug him , he's so surprise to my event , then he turn and give me a look 

"don't be sad anymore , you're not alone dad , i love you" then i kissed his forehead

we hug for 5 more minutes then i felt the clothes on my shoulder are damped , i look up and see my father's eyes , they're swelling and red

"i'm sorry hyemi aa if you see me like this , but ...." my dad pause

"i know , you miss her right ? but dad lifes must go on , we've been through this for almost 15 years , another years won't hurt right ? we're strong dad , because we had each other , don't be sad okay"

my dad can only kiss my forehead while i can feel his tears running from his eyes to chin abouve my head then his tears running from my forehead to my chin , actually i cried to , not because i saw my father break down but i miss her too , it's been so long

i wonder how she is right now

i've update guys ^^ 

about the sickness , some fact is true but i made up some things but if you guys wanna know about this sickness you can search in wikipedia 

sorry for no luhan this day , and there's no other cast at this day because i want to show you guys about hyemi and his father life

thank you every one , byee :*