If I could wish only one thing, I would wish you to stay by my side forever.

You have no idea about how many times I dreamt about you and me together. I cry myself to sleep every night because it's just too painful not having you here. Its too much to me. I can't handle it alone. All you let me was memories. I despite them.

You came and left.

You're selfish.

You have always been, do you remember that time when you wanted to go to his restaurant?

I said no. But you said: "I'll go alone, you can go back to the dorm." You went and you never came back.

That was painful. You always were like a butterfly, too hard to catch, and when you think you have it between your fingers, you get curious, you want to see how pretty it is, what are the colors like, and you open your hands, it stares at you for a second or two and fly away.

You can see it, you can appreciate it, but you can't touch. Because it wasn't meant to be yours. It was made to freedom, even it hurts, it will never stay in your hands.