'I'm sorry, I think I can't love you as I used to...'     My heart dropped into an abyss while staring at the message on my phone.   "That's it... My karma come over me..."  My heart feel tightened. I closed my eyes tightly, clinched my fist hardly to prevent that stupid water fall from my eyes.   I cannot cry, and I have no right to cry on that after all. I have no right to claim the broken of my heart.     'I love you, but not that kind of love...'     Is the air be more lesser...? Why I rarely can breath?   I heard Taeng barked at me. Yeah, I need to do my work. Need to move.   I stand up from the sit. But my lungs yelled for pain. Someone clutched my chest tightly.   "Breath Jessi... Breath... " I keep remaining myself.   I took a step approach to Taeng.... A small step, but why I felt I had use all my strength?     'I in love with other guy...'   The world crash? I can't feel my feets... Is Taeng yelling on my name? So far, her voice...   The world is spinning... Someone there took away all my strength...   I'm drowning... Drowning...  Drowning alone...       That's my retribution...                           I feeling my head aching and dazing... The pain telling me that I still alive...   "Where am I?" The first thing I ask myself mentally, I felt I'm lying flat as my eyes still closing. Can't help but frown due to the pain of my head. I want to lift up my arm to my head. Failure, I can't felt any strength.   "What the hell!" I cursed inside.    Right after I cursed myself, I felt a soft hand smoothing my creased eyebrows.   That warmth... That familiar gentle care... That's my angel's hand. I know...   I'm not alone...   My heart aching immediately after I recognised that warm hand. The guilty feeling eating me now.   "I'm sorry..." I heart yelling on that.   Sorry for the mistake I did.   Without noticed, the tear escaped from my closed eyes. That warmest hand stop caring me already. And took away from me.   No! Don't leave me!    At the moment, I realised, everyone can leave me, I can endure on that... But not you, my angel, my Tiffy.   I can't feel the warm hand caring me, that made me feel Iike I'm dying alone. I used all my strength to grab the warmth. I fear on lost her.   "Jessi,