#1

Mood: Sombre

Word Count: 193 words

Theme/Prompt: Happiness

Sometimes, in a world where people expect so much of you, you cannot help but feel like you have to change. Change yourself to meet their needs. You have to become who they want you to be. After all, this was the life I chose. And I have to live up to the expectations. Don’t I? I mean, do I really have a choice? I’m an idol. I have to sing, dance, entertain the audience. I have to put up a pretty front, smile even when I’m down, act like nothing in this world affects me. But the truth is, I’ve been holding it in for so long. It’s almost 6 years now, that we’ve been in the spotlight. We’ve had so many happy moments, so many triumphs. But really, do all these matter, now that I’m here, as a 25 year old lady? Will this help me? Sure, I’ve achieved my dreams but the thrill has worn down and the feeling of loss and misery and loneliness has set in. And sometimes, giving it all up seems like the most viable option.

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