I took my IPad and smiled to myself, I mean I am trainee about to debut in a month! Life has been great with me

"I can't believe this is happening to me" I said to myself

"Congratulations" A voice called

I turned around to see who was it

"Wah! Who...who are you?" I said while holding my IPad against my chest

"Sorry to scare you I am Kim Hyung-Soo or K.Will, nice to meet you young lady" He said with a smile

"Sorry I am ________ the new trainee" I said with a bow

"Umm I see Mr.Kim told me about a trainee who was going to debut I see it's you _______" He said looking at me

"Yes I am going to debut in a month so I am getting ready" I said while I stepped out of the room and closed it

"Well if that's the case you should come with me to the "Practice Studio" and get you tried" K.Will said as we went down the stairs

"Okay I hope to do my best" I said as I looked around

"Yes you have to give your best"

"They are finally gone" I said thinking aloud

"Huh?" K.Will asked as we stepped out of the house

"Um, nothing is okay" I said as I went out of my thoughts

"Ha, I see Boyfriend teased you when you arrived and especially Youngmin I bet" He said laughing

"Yah, they took my Pikachu, wandered into my room and Youngmin always call me Yeppeo and that really bothers me" I said with a sigh

"They are always like that, and Youngmin always teases like that girls on the first days so don't worry" He said with a smile

"But they are nice guys and Youngmin doesn't seems like a bad person" I said with a cheerful smile

"Yes they are"

We walked a little farther and we arrived to the "Practice Studio" It was kind of big  and there were some people over there

"Hi K.Will nice to see you here and who do you brought today with you?" A woman asked

"Hi Park, This is _______ she is the new trainee Mr.Kim told us" He said introducing me

"Hi ______ I am Kwon Park" She said as she greeted me

"Hi I am _____ the new trainee" I said looking at the room

"Well let's start, which song suits you best" Park said as she moved to a stand and a kind of recording microphone and handed me a pair of beats especially for recording or something like that

"Umm I don't know what to do or either what to sing" I said pretty surprised

"Don't worry we are going to see which type of voice do you have" K.Will

"But I am not sure about this what if I go out of note?" I said really nervous

"Don't worry it's just to practice you can pick any song" Park said as she fixed everything

"Okay" I said trying to calm myself

"So which song are you going to perform?" K.Will asked me as Park sat next to him

"Well I will try to sing Closer by Taeyeon" I said as my face light up

"Are you sure?" Park asked me

"100% percent" I said eagerly waiting

"That's been set, So don't worry, if you hear a sound or the door opens don't worry it's people of the SE so don't stop singing and don't lose the atmosphere" K.Will told me as he put the music

I took a deep breath I could interpret ballads very well but this song was special it was like something I felt deep inside my heart like a feeling I wanted. I closed my eyes and started to sing (I recommend to hear the song)

Hajimotan mari nomu manayo
Hanbondo dangshineun deutji motetjiman
Ne ape boyojin nugun garamuna
Saranghal geuron sarameun anieyo

Sesange geu maneun saramdeulsoge
Negen ojik geudega boyojyotgie

Geudeman bomyo soinneun gollyo
I sarang huen nan jal moreugessoyo
Aju orin aiga hangsang geurohadeushi
Jigeum isun gan ttaseuhi anajulleyo

Onjen gan natson ireumi dweyodo
Ne gaseumi geu chuogi da giokhal tenikka
Hoksirado apeun ibyori ondedo
Oneureun geuron senggageun haji mayo

Isesang geu maneun saramdeulsoge
Negen ojik geudega boyojyotgie

Geudeman bomyo soinneun gollyo
I sarang huen nan jal moreugessoyo
Aju orin aiga hangsang geurohadeushi
Do gakkai do ttaseuhi anajulleyo

Ije nan honjaga anin gojyo
Geu jarieso oneul naege on geude mani

(What's this pressure in my chest I felt strange somehow and I like this feeling)

Geudeman naye jonbuin gollyo
I sarang huen nan jal moreugessoyo
Aju orin aiga hangsang geurohadeushi
Do gakkai do ttaseuhi anajulleyo

Do gakkai
Do ttaseuhi
Anajulleyo

"..............................................................." I duck my head I felt like I didn't wanted to see anything but I opened my eyes, that feeling was strange and I couldn't explained

"________ are you okay?" Park asked

"..............Yes........" I said still with my head ducked

"If you are curious you just felt the song in an incredible and singular way that we rarely see" K,Will told me

"...........I see........" I said looking at the ground

"Go to your room and practice And One by Taeyeon I want to discuss something with Park" K.Will said

"I will" I lifted up my face and the guys were there, they were smiling at me but I just didn't felt anything at all, I took my IPad and went out of the studio.

 

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After_______ went to look for her IPad we took our way to the "Dance Room" but there was no one there so we decided to go to the "Practice Studio" to kill time and sing silly songs but when we were near the studio we could hear music and we carefully opened the door a bit but we didn't got in it wasn't our business after all

"Who is singing?" I asked Donghyun who was in front of all

"You are not going to believe who is singing" Donghyun said speechless

"Who is it? she sings really awesome lets go and see" Hyunseong said and we got in

"___________!" We all said really shocked

"Make silence" K.Will said as he had a kind of strange look towards ________

"Her voice is kind of sweet but strong enough to reach high notes" Jeongmin said

"But the way she sings it it's kind of different" Youngmin said

"She sings awesome" Minwoo said cheerfully

"Yes the way she sings is like......" I paused to think

It's like kind of weird to explain but I think K.Will told me about this it's like when someone is connected to a song, you don't care about the other things and you even feel out of breath but you continue to sing, it's really rare to see someone with this qualities not since........

"What did you said Kwangmin" Jeongmin asked

"No nothing, I was thinking" I said as I looked to K.Will who was still looking at ________ who ended to sing and was speechless

I am right is the same thing

K.Will told her something and she lifted her face to look at us, we jus smiled but her expression and the look in her eyes weren't showing any expression not even shyness or something and it was strange. She just nodded at what K.Will told her, took her IPad and went out of the studio without saying a word or even looking at someone. I saw K.Will which had a deep thought expression

"I want everyone to leave I need to talk with Park alone" K.Will said turning around to face where __________ was singing

"Do you think we should follow ______?" Hyunseong asked in a whisper

"I think we should get out of here" Donghyun said and we nodded and got out

"Her face was with a.....no not even a plain expression, she didn't showed anything" I said to Boyfriend as we followed _______

"She sang at such a unique way I wonder why did she react that way" Minwoo asked

"She was speechless, and now just look at her just walking in silence looking at the screen of her IPad without showing anything" Jeongmin said as we stopped because she stopped

 

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I could hear the boys voices from behind me so I stopped

"What do you need?" I asked coldly

"N..Nothing" Kwangmin answered

"If that's set, than there's no reason to be here wasting time" I said as I looked at them over my shoulder

"You are right" Donghyun said puzzled

I walked to the house now I wasn't' looking to my IPad I was just looking forward with a plain expression and I knew they were still following me but I just didn't care about that I was feeling well not even that I wasn't feeling anything in that moment. I entered the house and went to my room I felt as the door crackled a bit but I didn't care  if they were there I just sat on my bed and placed my IPad on my lap. I unlocked it and saw the song of Closer on the playlist. I bowed my head and slightly  touched the play button.......I then started to sing again the miserable song was in my head and only if I sang it I would take it off my head. Anajulleyo.....I said the last line of the song and a tear slipped through my cheek. I got up and looked to the window. I slowly clear away the tear with my finger and saw the guys reflection that they were looking through the door

"Is everything okay?" I asked coldly

"That's what we want to ask" Kwangmin said as the 6 of them entered the room

"I don't know it's kind of strange" I said as I felt as feelings returned to me

"Your face seems normal again" Minwoo said with a big smile

"Oh thanks Minwoo" I said with a smile

"You are smiling yay!" Hyunseong said as he made a little jump

"Hahaha you guys are so nice friends" I said as I felt happiness again

"Yup we are great friends" Jeongmin said with a smile

"Aww I feel so happy to be here, you awesome guys" I said as I gave them a group hug

"You are nice person with a nice fashion taste" Donghyun said

"Hahaha are you okay Donghyun?" I asked laughing

"He is just having a moment" Kwangmin said as everyone gave a weird look to Donghyun

At a moment the door opened and everyone turned to see who was it

"Guyssss!!!!" some girls said as they entered MY room and hugged Boyfriend

"Hi girls" The 6 of them answered

The girls were busy hugging them but suddenly one noticed me

"Hey who are you and what are you doing here?" One girl asked as they gave me a kind of weird and despicable look

"Umm I am......."

 

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It seems like ________ is finally getting well with the guys but who are those girls? maybe the guys girlfriends or something?

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