It’s been weeks since Jiyeon’s gone.

Myungsoo couldn’t do anything and he felt damn helpless and restless.

He dreamt of her every night and imagined she’s right beside him but that’s not the reality. Her scent in his room was slowly disappearing and he didn’t like that.

s went through everything with him and encouraged him to move on but he didn’t listen at all. He continued his schedules but with a solemn attitude. How could he continue his life when he doesn’t have his energy with him?

What he wanted was to have his Jiyeon back to his side.

He wanted her back. But how could he go to heaven? Does he have to die just to meet his beloved in heaven?

Die.

That must be the only solution.

*That must be it. I have to die to meet her! I will go to heaven right? That’s right. Jiyeon-ah, wait for me. I’m coming, baby.*

The Infinite members didn’t know that was his thoughts all along.

And he finally got the courage to die. He wanted to see her badly and that was the only solution he could think of.

He took a last look round his room where he held the most precious memories of his life before closing the door softly. It was late at night and he was sure s were either at schedules or sleeping like a log.

“Thanks so much, my brothers.”

He whispered into the air in the living room as he held the group photo frame in his hands. That was the latest photo taken with Ji