chapter four
unexpected ...
"j..jong "
yelped key as jonghyun hold his hand tightly before shoving him around so he was now behind him , he glared at dongwoon who just smiled back standing up
" hey jonghyun , good to see you "
said dongwoon shoving his hand for a hand shake which was rejected by the other who just nodded back
" when did you get back "
hissed jonghyun still glaring at him
" well , yesterday , i met with kibum by coincidence , and we were catching up before you came "
he said smirking before holding kibum's other hand
" right kibum "
he added smiling warmly
kibum didn't know how to react , i mean really they were just catching up , he was his childhood friend for god sake , why does his boyfriend always act so cold toward the other , they were good friends when they first met , but everything changed all of a sudden , he know something must have happened but he didn't dare to ask what was it
" was that before or after trying to kiss my boyfriend ? "
said jonghyun while removing dogwoon's hand not too gently ,
dongwoon chuckled in respond , he looked at kibum and waved
" bye kibummie , we'll meet later when your jealous boyfriend is not here "
kibum just looked all confused , was dongwoon really trying to kiss him , does that mean that dongwoon actually liked him , what was that all about , kibum felt himself getting shoved behind his furious boyfriend , and he couldn't even breathe , he know jonghyun , and when jonghyun is mad , you better not even say a word .
the ride home was silent , key kept looking down at his lap while playing with his fingers nervously , every now and then he'd look at jonghyun's face , which was so scary , when they get home , jonghyun headed inside without a word and kibum followed him , head low , still confused of what happened , what he have done wrong , he gathered his courage , holding his boyfriends hand when they ware inside the house
" jjong ... what .... i mean .... why are you mad ? "
key didn't even dare look at him in his eyes knowing that it will only scare him more
" why am i mad kibum ? you're ing asking me that question ! "
yelled jonghyun , he was so furious , what the was wrong with his boyfriend , how can he be this slow , without realizing he pushed key toward the door , key winced when his back met the cold metal behind him , jonghyun pinning him , he couldn't breathe he was scared from jonghyun's coldness , he hated when he was this cold toward him , he would always treat him like that when he was jealous
jalousy that annoying feeling jonghyun was feeling right now
it made him sick , so sick
it made his muscles tense , and his heart beat like crazy
" jjong ....... why do you act like this , why are you ... why are you jealous of dongwoon , he's just a friend..."
"just a friend ? kibum !! that's why i hate it when you go around by yourself , you understand no , and it drive me crazy , dongwoon love you kibum have always did , but you're too slow to realize it , you never get anything "
yelled jonghyun feeling so furious , so angry ,
kibum's eyes were soon fall with tears , he felt so hurt by jonghyun's words
" well excuse me for being slow , after all this years together , i think you have to understand who i'am ! i'm slow it's true , but ... that's who i'm , I've been rised by nannies jonghyun , i wasn't even allowed to go around before you come to my life , and you know that quit well "
tears were now falling from his beautiful eyes , jonghyun lost his grip on him , getting angry with himself for yelling at kibum , it wasn't his fault after all , he didn't even know dongwon's feelings
" just leave me alone for now " said jonghyun before leaving his boyfriend standing in there
taemin opened their apartment door , feeling so exhausted , he throw himself on their shared bed , hugging minho's pillow closer to himself feeling his lover's scent he loved so much , moving his hands around the bed , he felt something odd , raising his hand , his heart stopped for a second , expression painted in utter horror
the strands of hair which clearly belonged to a women , taemin's hands gripped on the sheets underneath him , he felt broke
that was it , that was what his heart waiting for an evidence , a clear evidence that he wasn't welcomed anymore that he was long forgotten in minho's heart , that he wasn't what the other carved for anymore
jealousy , is what he felt , muscles tense , heart beating like crazy , tears falling without stopping , feeling defeated , weak , low , for staying with someone who made it clear that he didn't want him anymore , for loving that someone
he heard minho entering by the front door , gathering his courage , he walked to him , all dressed , dragging a suitcase behind him , his eyes met minho's , he stared for what felt like forever , wanting to remember every thing about him
"tae....." started minho
" you ... promised minho " he said heart beating fast when he said his name , that precious name he loved " you said you wouldn't hurt me ... that's why you made it clear right ? that's why you made everything clear , i get it , sorry it took me too long "
he added walking to the door , without even looking a second look at him , opening the door he added for last time
" i ... i can forgive you for everything ... but this .... sleeping with her in our bed .... where i gave you my everything ... i can't .... goodbye minho ..."
teamin whipped his tears away , sighing , everything was over , he felt relieved for the first time in days , his mind was now clear , he now is sure that he can go through this , because he did his best to stay with him , he tried hard , he won't be questioning him self what ifs later , and that's what made his mind clear
kibum went to the kitchen to have some water , looking at the living room he saw his boyfriends watching the news , key pouted , he've been ignoring him for what felt like ever , and he hated it
he walked closer to his lover and stood in front of the tv , pouting while only wearing his boyfriends shirt , which was too big for him, and he knew he looked so cute , but it only made jonghyun groan and look away , and made key want him more , he moved closer and jumped on his lap
" jongieeee stop it already .... i mean you're the one who hurt me and here i'm begging for your attention "
sighing jonghyun looked at him locking their gaze
" i know i said stupid things , but i was jealous , dongwoon love you , and i thought you lied at me when you said you were going to the mall , so ... "
" apology accepted " said key grinning from ear to ear , he hugged jonghyun closer to him and jonghyun did the same ,
" you want to watch something ? " asked jonghyun
" no .... i was thinking about doing something else " he whispered in his ear , and jonghyun haven't been happier
" naughty , naughty kibummie " he said before crushing his lips on his
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yo !
i know it's a boring chapter
but well ....
anyways , i hope you stick with me and my boring story
saranghaeyeo
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