" jjongie look "

kibum happily pointed at a baby shoes , grinning widely , 

'' it's so cute ''

 he added proudly before holding the shoes in his hands observing it , the baby blue color made him feel  at ease , will his son's feet fit in there , it seems too small

he held his tummy lightly , warm feeling taking over him , a human being is actually forming inside of him , his own son , his and jonghyun's , it just made him smile automatically , will he like the color of the shoes thought , he wondered as he turned the thing around , getting the shock of his life when he saw the price tag 

jonghyun smiled before joining his boyfriend , looking at how he cutely frowned his eyebrows when he saw the price of the object , slightly gasping before putting it away , slowly raising his head to meet jonghyun's gaze , the younger smiled nervously before holding his lover's hand to get out of the shop 

" how can something so small cost that much ?! "

he nagged while crossing his arms pouting his lips adorably 

" what did you expect , children clothe are usually very expensive , aren't you going to let us spoil our first kid ?" 

jonghyun said annoying kibum even more

" it's not that i'm not going to spoil our kid jjong !! i'm just saying ... " 

he said huffing his cheeks , of course key was going to spoil his child , and buy him the most expensive things , that ever exist it , it's just that it didn't feel right for him that all he do was taking his parents money or using jonghyun's , after his father died , he left a fortune that would make him live his whole life at ease , but still , he wanted to provide his kid with things he buy from his own money , the money he's going to make after he graduate 

" yah  , stop pouting or i'm going to kiss you in public "

jonghyun whispered smirking into his ear while he pulled him closer to his body kibum's warm brown eyes winded as he heard his lover , quickly trying to hide his pouty lips with his small hands ,, but it was fruitless as jonghhyun's sweet lips soon met his , and they shared a quick innocent kiss , kibum's cheek soon turned red , and he looked away embarrassed 

" y..yah... don't do th..that in public ...bastard " 

kibum mumbled cutely before he quickly walked away , leaving his boyfriend behind , hearing his boyfriend calling after him made his cheeks even redder , finely reaching kibum , jonghyun held his petite warm hand and intertwined their fingers together , smiling like an idiot while looking at his lover , pouting a little when he only glared at him ,

" aww don't be mad "

he said as he pinched his noise lightly , kibum was even cuter for jonghyun's eyes when he acted mad , he knew kibum too much , and the kitten loved all the attention he was given, he actually always seek for the older attention even  thought he would never ever admit that 

" hyung !! stop it people are looking "

he whined annoyingly looking around ,hiding his face between his arms when few high school girls giggled at how cute they were , but it only got jonghyun to move him closer to his body , protectively , 

" i hate it when people look at you " 

he whispered dangerously in his ear , and kibum couldn't help but smile , jonghyun's protective yet dangerous words always had a way with him , he liked feeling like that , how small he was when it comes to his lover , how he needed him , he loved that he'd always need jonghyun , and that he'd always find him there , to protect him  

holding his hand , kibum dragged his boyfriend to the next shop  , it's already cold and the winter just started , so he decided to buy jonghyun a new coat even thought he had many 

stooping in track when he heard jonghyun say something 

" let's buy those " 

the younger turned around , eyes sparkling in excitement 

" really ? "

he asked slowly , not sure if the older really meant what he said , seeing the careless look on his face he grinned widely before squealing 

" i love you jjong !! " 

, kibum excitedly said hugging his boyfriend who just nodded and hugged him back ,

 jonghyun was never a fan of couple things , the young boy would spend hours and hours begging him to get couple shirts , aprons , scurf , but he would always deny saying how much he hated stupid stuff , and kibum would cry , the spoiled kid he was , eventually getting what he wants , and cry even more to convince jonghyun to wear them when they go out using taemin and minho as an excuse ,"why do they always wear those out , are you not proud of being my boyfriend " he'd always use that argument and finely win the bottle , but jonghyun proposing something like this was quit a surprise to him , jonghyun stood in the middle of the store seeing how kibum jumped from a place to another , trying to choose the right item that he should buy ,

ruffling his hair , jonghyun gaze wounded around , spotting an element he liked , he smirked holding the pink object between his hands 

the older walked slowly behind kibum , who gasped when he put the element on his head 

" omo !! " 

kibum's eyes widened and he turned around meeting jonghyun's smirking face 

" go away " 

he said weakly before pushing him away , looking questioningly as the smirk never left jonghyun's face ,

" what ... what did you do ? " 

he asked clueless , not noticing the new object that now decorated his head 

" you look like a kitten now bummie " 

jonghuyun said in a sing song voice before turning him around to look at himself in the mirror , kibum giggled cutely his long fingers now played with the pink fluffy cat ears  , he indeed liked being called a kitten 

" we'll use  those next time we want tp get in bed "

jonghyun said winking , earning a slap on his shoulder , and a cursing kibum

" stupid old men "

before kibum can get further , jonghyun stopped him and turned him around moving closer he took a cheery red scarf  locking their gaze together , kibum was totally lost in his boyfriend's intense stare , feeling his heart beats getting louder after every step jonghyun took , the older warped the scurf around his neck , his face only inches away from kibum's as he whispered slightly 

" i love you dummy " 

before locking their lips together in a sweet loving kiss , taking key by surprise , the younger struggled in his boyfriend hold , trying to get away , but gave up when he found that jonghyun wasn't going to let him go soon , his cheeks burned up in embarrassment , as he slowly kissed him back , lost in the moment , 

jonghyun moved away a little , his face was still close to kibum's , smirking , he picked his lips again , before dragging him out of the store 

" jerk " 

kibum said as he held his mouth with the back of his hand , glaring at his smiling boyfriend , his hand slowly reaching the red scurf , he loved the warmth of it 

" jjongie , you want to make it p for me ? buy me ice cream !! please  , i want it so badly "

key said whining , but jonghyun refused 

" no , you're still sick , and your stomach isn't fully recovered "

" pleaseeee , jongie  , i'm not feeling bad , honest !! " 

kibum's big round eyes stared at jonghyun , and the other could only sigh feeling defeated , 

" fi... " 

feeling his phone vibrate , jonghyun stopped talking  and took the phone call 

" yes .. okay i'm on my way "

kibum's eyebrow frowned , making a face he asked his boyfriend

" what's wrong ? "

jonghyun ruffled his hair , feeling a bit guilty , he smiled sadly before answering him 

" i got to go , they  need me at work .."

kibum wanted to cry , to say no and grab his lover with him to eat lunch together , but he couldn't , he just can't , it was work , jonghyun wouldn't leave him if it wasn't important , even thought jonghyun may seem careless to a lot of people , he really take care of his work and his company since his father made him take the responsibility , he sometimes even put his work before kibum , and it's wrong in kibum's eyes , he have to be jonghyun's first priority , he's pregnant for god sake 

" i will call the driver to take you home , and i will get taemin later okay ?"

kibum looked down , still holding the scarf between his fingers , he nodded slowly and they made their way to the cashier , buying jonghyun a couple red scurf and making their way out .

kibum didn't want to go home , he wasn't out in a while and he want to go around for a while , and he still want his ice cream 

" jonghyun ..."

key said in whisper voice after jonghyun finished calling the company chauffeur , 

" hmm " 

" err.... " kibum mumbled , trying to find the courage to ask his boyfriend , he looked at him and finely said 

" can i walk around for a while . i mean you can go to work , i will continue shopping for a bit and i will wait for you to pick me up ? ! " 

" no ."

no , that word that bring tears to kibum's beautiful eyes , he hate it when he simply said no , he wouldn't even explain himself , he'd just refuse , kibum is not a slave , he cannot be treated like that , feeling rage taking over him , kibum bit his lower lip , trying to keep himself from crying , and he actually had no idea why he got this emotional 

" why .." 

he asked after he stopped walking still looking down so he wouldn't let jonghyun see how he  was about to cry , but jonghyun knew it anyways , his shaky voice , how he was tightening his little fist , sighing , he walked closer to his boyfriend , taking his cold hand in his , and moving his other hand to his beautiful face , making him look at him 

" because , you was just discharged from the hospital , you still have to eat your medicine , and cover yourself with a warm blanket ,you're pregnant kibum , i cannot let you out by yourself when you can pass out in any moment " 

jonghyun said gently ,and kibum can only nod , cursing his handsome boyfriend for having a killer smile and a warm voice that made him relax even if he was so mad  

" now be a good boyfriend , and go home , cook yourself a good soup and sleep a bit okay , i will be home soon "

jonghyun added pointing to the company car that was waiting for jonghyun to finish talking 

" but my ice cream ... " 

'  i will bring you some on my way home okay ? now i'm really late bummie "

kibum nodded again kissing his lover's cheek and whispering a ' i love you' he entered the car and went home .

2.30

it was 2.30 and jonghyun wasn't home yet , kibum did everything he could to kill time as he was waiting for his beloved boyfriend , cleaning around cooking dinner , dancing a bit , taking a long - long shower , but his still wasn't there and it drove him mad , he didn't even call to say that he was going to be this late , 

lazily kibum turned the tv off and decided that he should just sleep since he was tired , kibum lied down on the bed , his hand smoothly rubbed his own tummy 

" baby ... your dad is really mean now , isn't he , leaving us on our own without even checking on us " 

kibum whispered pouting a little 

 , chuckling at his doing , the boy sighed a little before covering himself and turning the light off

" good night baby " 

it was 4 in the mourning when kibum woke up , cold sweat was hovering all his body , , his breathe getting uneven , opening his eyes slowly , he whimpered and changed his position and laid on his back , but the pain didn't go away , his shaky hands reached fir the spot next to him ,  to find it empty , his lover wasn't back , tears slowly were falling from his half closed eyes , he hardly reached for the bed stand and grabbed his phone, dialing jonghyun's phone number , cursing loudly when he was moved to the answering machine , throwing the phone away when the pain was getting unbearable , he moaned loudly in pain and held his stomach , the dizziness he felt the day before was slowly getting back , 

his feet quickly hit the ground when he felt the urge to vomit  , rapidly making his way to the bathroom not caring about how heavy headed he felt ,

throwing up everything he ate that day , the poor guy was left siting on the bathroom floor , heavy pants leaving his parted lips , while he held his stomach 

he felt like crying when he heard the front door open " jonghyun .." he said weakly and tried standing up but failed since he was till dizzy 

jonghyun heard kibum whimpers and rushed to the bathroom , almost having a heart attack when he saw his state 

" kibum " 

his voice cracked when he  said his boyfriend's name , feeling guilt eating him alive , his shaking hands made contact with key's forehead , sighing when he didn't find a fever 

" are you okay baby , please talk to me " 

" i'm fine jjong " 

key said panting , , jonghyun sighed in relieve when he heard his voice , he carried him to his bed , the boy nuzzled his face on jonghyun's neck , inhaling his smell , the smell he felt safe around , only to be parted when jonghyun put him in bed  he covered him up with thick blankets and was about to leave when kibum held his shirt tightly 

" don't ... don't leave ..." 

jonghyun smiled weakly and sat down , his hand brushed kibum's soft locks , 

" i was going to get you a glass of water "

" no need ... just .. just lay down next to me .."

kibum said blushing furiously at his own words , hating to admit how insecure and unsafe he felt without jonghyun by his side , how much he needed the other's presence , it was unhealthy , kibum know it , but that's how things go , he just rely so much on the older , jonghyun slowly has become his everything , 

jonghyun held the young boy closer , his strong arm held his waist while his other hand caressed his back to make him feel relaxed , he hummed a soft melody that made kibum's heart flutter , and his body relax 

" i'm sorry ... i'm sorry baby " 

kibum shook his head against jonghyun's chest mumbling a no need before he was sent to  the dream land , feeling much better with jonghyun's presence .