the first thing kibum wanted when he woke up in the mourning is to eat , waffles to be more specific , he wanted to eat those , no , carved for it's sweet chocolate full flavor , groaning in frustration , he opened his eyes and changed his position  , lying on his back , his  hand reached for the bed stand looking for his phone , frowning when he couldn't find it , he gave up and looked to the other side of the bed , to find his beloved lover sleeping soundlessly , hugging a pillow that kibum now envied , why was he hugging that pillow and not hugging him , he glared at the poor object before smiling to himself and jumping to be now siting on his lover , legs where in each side of jonghyun's chest ,pouting when jonghyun didn't notice anything and just kept sleeping , he  started jumping up and down , to wake him up 

" jjongieee !! wake up already i'm hungry !!" 

he whined childishly , pouting more when he got no response , he laid down on jonghyun and putted his head on his chest , feeling relaxed as he listened  jonghyun's steady heart beat , it made him feel at ease and smile like an idiot 

" jjongie ... wake up already ..." 
he mattered softly before sitting up again and huffing in frustration , he leaned down and kissed his boyfriend's half opened lips , again and again until he felt jonghyun tense under him , stopping he grinned when he got what you wanted 

" you're finely up ! "

jonghyun groaned and sat up making kibum fall on his chest , his strong arms were secured around kibum's west 

" mourning "

he whispered into his ear making the younger shiver a little , he hugged him back 

" mourning lazy head ! I've been trying to wake you up for a while "

he said huffing a bit making jonghyun laugh a little

" and why is that ?did you miss me ?" 

kibum smiled and shook his head against jonghyun's chest , giggling when jonghyun pinched his arm 

" yah ! that's mean you know " 

the stubborn puppy said hugging kibum tightly and enjoying  his sweet vanilla smell 

" i miss you when you're right next to me bummie you know "

kibum blushed a little before hitting his chest playfully 

" stop it you cheesy old men "

" i'm not that old  " 

jonghyun mattered whining a bit , playing with kibum's soft locks , loving it's new brown-ish color

" back to why i woke you up " 

jonghyun hummed softly waiting for the reason 

" well , jjongie do you remember when we first started dating ? "

receiving a nervous nod , kibum lifted his head to lock jonghyun's gaze , his doe like dazzling eyes 

" well you remember the cute coffee shop we used to meet at ? "

jonghyun nodded again , smiling at the memory 

" i want the waffles that that shop make ...  now ..." 

jonghyun blinked few times 

" what ? you woke me up to get you waffles ? " 

kibum just giggled and nodded shamelessly 

" i was working all night , i got home at like 3 am , and you're waking me up to go buy you some waffles ? "

jonghyun whined ruffling his hair in frustration , kibum pouted and looked at the clock eyes widening in shock 

" jonghyun , get up now will you , they only make waffles till 12 am ! you have 30 minutes to get ready and go get it "

key said standing up and holding jonghyun's arm trying to make him get up from the bed 

" are you being serious kibum ? "

jonghyun asked standing up , looking dumbly at his troublesome lover

" yes i'm dead serious , now hurry up and you can't get home without my waffles !" 

kibum said before returning to the bed and cover himself 

" i'm going to sleep now , i expect to find my waffles on the table when i wake up now go ! " 

jonghyun just stood there for a couple of moments , staring like a fool at his now sleeping boyfriend before actually realizing that he was being serious , looking at the time he cursed before making his way to the bathroom 

jonghyun stopped the car in front of the old but cozy looking shop , making his way toward the entrance he heard few girls chuckling as they passed by , he looked down to find himself still wearing his pajama , he forgot to take them off , cursing under his breath , he ruffled his hair frustrated " the things you make me do kim kibum " , he quickly went to order 

" sorry we don't make waffles anymore " 

his face dropped as he looked at the cushier girl , who blushed when he just kept staring at her , with a pleading look , jonghyun asked her again if they could make an exception

" i'm sorry .. i don't think so "

" did the cook change ? i mean that old ajjushi ? "

jonghyun asked 

" no it's still the same cook  ... but i don't think he would make those .."

the girl answered tiredly

jonghyun never pleaded , he just doesn't , but in this condition , and for kibum , he , for the first time , did 

" please just let me talk to him " 

" ..i ..don't think that would be appropriate .. but ... okay  "

after another 10 minutes arguing the cook , jnghyun finely made him cook him some waffles for 1000 yen , 

sighing jonghyun made his way back home , eyes tired from the lack of sleep , he couldn't even get enough sleep because of how kibum kept whimpering in his sleep  and waking up to throw up , no wonder he woke up hungry when he was finely home ; he was welcomed by an extra cheerful kibum running toward him , making him chuckle

" did you got it ? "

kibum asked with a little pout , and jonghyun nodded his head showing the younger the bag which was quickly removed from his hands 
kibum opened the bag quickly , looking through it , the smell of chocolate and waffles made him drool , he frowned a bit ,

" jjong.."

" humm " 

jonghyun answered as he removed his shoes 

" where i my strawberry ? "

he asked looking innocently at him , and jonghyun wanted to cry at that very moment 

" wha..."

" jjongie , you know i never eat waffles without strawberry .... or didn't you .. and here i thought you knew me more than anyone else "

his lover said sitting down on the floor , his bottom lip trembling as he glared at his dumbfounded boyfriend , who stupidly just stared back 

"I ... no .. i will get it ''

jonghyun sighed defeated before putting his shoes on and turning around to leave , still in his pajamas , it was  hard to find strawberry at this time of year , and jonghyun knew he wouldn't find any in the close by shops , so he had to take the car again , dealing his hyung number , jonghyun sighed as he heard the beeps , 
" jonghyun ? "

" hyung ! " 

jonghyun whined as soon as he heard his hyung's voice

" what the hell is wrong with kibum ? "

seunghyun chuckled lightly before he answer

" yeah , i forgot to tell you , he will get really emotional in the first month , and he will have a lot of carving .."

" yah ! why the didn't you tell me earlier hyung ? "

" well , i knew it'd be funny to hear you whine about it so i wanted you to discover this by yourself "

" you're an " 

jonghyun said before hanging up on his hyung 
the second time jonghyun entered the house , the place was too dark , and he didn't even hear any sound , assuming that kibum was sleeping again , he entered the kitchen to put the strawberry , huffing in anger when he found out that kibum ate the waffles anyways , 
he entered his room and collapsed next to his sleeping boyfriend , fighting the urge to wake him up and scream about how much of a bra he is 

the smell of meat and rice woke jonghyun up , he groaned when he felt how hungry he was , standing up , he went to the bathroom to wash the sleep out of his face before making his way to the kitchen , smiling lovingly when he saw kibum humming to himself while making the lunch , slowly , he rushed to his boyfriend and wrapped his arms around his waist , making the younger tense before relaxing in his grip

" you scared me "

he whispered while cutting the cucumbers , jonghyun smiled while nuzzling his face on kibum's neck , making him giggle a little 

"it's tingling "

jonghyun nodded before planting soft loving kisses on his collar bones 

"i'm sorry "

kibum said before turning around , pouting a little , his played with jonghyun's shirt not daring to look at him

" i was a bad boyfriend , sending you to buy me stuff when i knew you were tired ..."

jonghyun shook his head before kissing key's lips 

'' it's a pleasure serving you and your little kid over here your highness "

he said tickling kibum's side making the younger giggle

" yeah , my baby enjoyed the waffles so much , and felt sorry when he found the strawberry in the fridge , so he convinced me to make you your favorite dish "
jonghyun kneeled down to kibum's tummy level before lifting his baggy t-shirt before kissing the glowing milky skin making the younger blush a bit

"thank you baby , mummy was bad now wasn't he "

and it only made kibum blush even more , looking up , jonghyun met kibum's gaze and he smiled warmly making kibum smile , before leaning down to plant a heartwarming kiss on his lover's lips 

" go take a bath , the lunch will be ready in few minutes "

jinki stood at the kitchen door , holding a glass of dark coffee while staring at the beautiful guy in front of him , who was pretending to be busy eating his cereals 

" isn't it time for you to go home ? "

onew  asked out of the blue , making the little boy chock and cough violently , before grabbing a glass of water and drinking it 

" gosh .. yoou scared me " 

onew raised an eyebrow

" i was standing next to you the whole time" 

" i know , i just forgot you actually can talk "

he said chuckling at his own lame joke , pouting a bit when he saw how jinki's expressions didn't change 
standing up he took his dish to the sink and started washing it , before whipping it and putting it in it's place , turning around he sighed 

" well ... i was going to go to kibum's house yesterday , but when i called he told me they went on a date .. and i bet jonghyun wanted him at nigh  .. I've been disturbing them for a while now , so i thought that i have to give them some time alone "

jinki sat down and took another sip from his coffee

" what about me , you are disturbing me "

the red head cursed under his breath knowing that the old men would say something like that . heartless.

" you're being dramatic , why wouldn't you want a cute boy like me in you house humm ? "

ha said grinning before moving forward to him , with seductive smile 

" exactly , because you do this ."

taemin pouted before wrapping his arms around the men's neck 

" now , don't you think banging someone you don't want around for two times is too much ? "

onew just huffed before removing the red head hands harshly  making the young boy wincing after falling on his  

" you asked for it " 

he said before living the kitchen ,
" yah ! lee jinki you ! " 

he cried angrily but regretted his words when onew got back in the room , glaring at him , he putted his hand on his  
"

it hurt you bastard ! " 

he mattered pretending to cry a little , onew just sighed before kneeling a bit , carrying taemin up , who just yelped in surprise , he never thought , jinki would care about him , yet alone carry him , it made feel a little ... happy 

putting the red head on the bed , he looked at him sincerely 

" you can rest  a bit here , but , after that i will drive you to kibum's place "

" but ..."

" no buts .. kibum need you , he's pregnant "

" oh is that so "

taemin stared at jinki for few seconds 

" he's WHAT ??"

when jonghyun got out of the bathroom , he heard kibum talking to someone on the phone , walking to his lover , he sat down waiting for him to finish talking 

" okay , i will tell him , yeah thanks , buy "

kibum's voice made jonghyun frown a bit .. it was rather sad 

" who was it ''

kibum ignored his lover and sat down in front of him , looking at the food he made but didn't even want to taste 

" kibum what's wrong ? "

jonghyun added , with a concerned voice , looking at his boyfriend 

" jeajoong called .. he wanted you to know that he won't be able to go with you in the business trip next week "

kibum said looking at his lap , biting his lip a bit o prevent himself from breaking down in front of jonghyun "

"kibum..I.."

" don't " 

kibum said cutting him off , kibum wasn't angry , he was way beyond that , he was pissed off , why didn't he tell him , 

" was you going to tell me when you you're at the airport , or when you land there huh ? "

" don't talk to me like that ! " 

jonghyun argued back

" i only knew about it 4 days ago , and i didn't find the time to tell you , we only find out you were pregnant like 3 days ago , what do you expect "

" you're leaving after 2 days jonghyun ! for a 2 weeks ! don't you think that you need to tell me ? the time doesn't matter , just freaking tell me ''

kibum yelled in frustration , tears threatening to fall

'' don't you dare raise your voice kibum ! "

jonghyun said voice dangerously law and calm , making kibum shut up , while his tears fell down silently

" i was planning on telling you today , but you kept bossing me around all the mourning and i didn't even have time to sit down , i've been working my off all night ! and i don't need this crap right now ! at least now you know i'm going "

silence felt the room , as the y both stared at each other , kibum's tears were falling without stop , and jonghyun didn't have the power to even whip them off , he just stared at his boyfriend

" don't go .."
kibum knew it was selfish of him to say something like that , he knew he wasn't even making sense , this was work , jonghyun's work , he've been trying to make a name as fearful and respectful as his father's , to be know not as the heir of the kim's , but as kim jonghyun , the youngest business man in the industry , and it was unfair for him to say that , yet he said it , yet he didn't want to go to the doctor alone to hear his baby's first breath , he wanted him by  his side , it was just as unfair for him , doesn't he care about their child

" stop with the nonsense kim kibum ''

jonghyun answered tiredly , 

" i never knew you was this selfish "

kibum's heart shuttered hearing those words , no jonghyun was the selfish one , he was the  one leaving him for 2 weeks , he was the selfish one here not him

" unlike you , i have a responsibility of at least 2000 people who'd be homeless if i make a signal mistake in my job , and i have now a kid to worry about , so stop acting like a bra , because you really are disappointing me " 

it was the last things jonghyun said before heading out of their house , kibum only stared at the food he made , sobbing to himself as jonghyun's words kept repeating in his mind 

this was the first time jonghyun said something like that to him , and kibum didn't like the unbearable pain that he was feeling , how his chest tightened with every second that passed , and how he slept on the coach waiting for his lover to come back home .

hey guys

i'm so so sorry for not updating for what felt like years 
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