Messed Up

Unbelievable Situation

The next morning, we woke up early to get our hair and make up done in the salon, before heading to the broadcasting station. 

In the car, while we were resting because all of us lacked of sleep due to the hectic schedule that we had, my phone suddenly buzzed. It was none other than my bestie in Korea, MinKeol. We met since we were young and kept in contact till now, even when I was in London, I would make it a point to contact her occasionally. 

"YAH!!!!!!!! Do you know that your Baekhyun and SNSD's Taeyeon unnie are together! Don't you know?'

'What?! How can that be?! We're in a relationship now, how can this be real? Where did you get the news from?!'

'It was from the net! You're company have also come foward and confirm that this is true. He lied to you the whole time. He don't even love you, the person he love is actually Taeyeon unnie not you! Don't be stupid.'

After finishing what she had to say, she hung up. My heart completely collapsed and my world was like falling into pieces. What am I suppose to do? Do i confront Baek or do I just pretend that I don't know anything. And just keep quiet. 

I switched off my phone, so that I won't be getting any messages or phone calls from people that have seen the news. 

When we reach the broadcast station, everywhere was fans asking about my relationship with Baekhyun, whether or not it's going strong or have we broken up long  ago. I didn't know what to say. I just looked down and walked really quickly into the building. Every person I was in the building would ask me the same question, whether or not things are going strong between Baek and I. 

While in the waiting room, I thought alot, maybe it was time I end the relationship with Baek and move on with my own busy life. But how was I going to do that, I needed help, but I can't find any. The only person that came into my mind was V. I felt that he was the only one that could help me get out of this situation. Thus, I went out and looked for him in BTS's waiting room. The atmosphere was awkward, but I didn't have the choice. 

'Oppa, I have something to discuss with you, do you mind coming out for awhile?..... Please?...'

V was shocked, but he came out with me anyways. We went to the staircase area and I told him everything he needed to know. Asking if he could help me settle the situation. Even if he knew that he was going to get into trouble with his company, he eventually promised me and agree to act with me. Pretending to be a couple wasn't easy, plus the fact that we are both celebrities, the mission was even harder. Before I left for my waiting room, V grabbed my hand and said, 

'I'm doing this because I love you, I have a crush on you. That's why agree on doing this with and for you. Through this period, I hope that you would develop feelings for me, and we can get together FOR REAL.' 

It was touching but I knew it would never happen, V and I? We are like humans from two different world. I thanked him and quickly run for the waiting room. When I switched on my phone, I had like hundreds of Kakao Talk notification, hundreds of phone call from different people and almost a thousand text messages. Those came from people like my mum, dad, Yeol, Amber, Yoona, Krystal, my sis, Taeyeon and Baek as well. 

Messages like, Are you okay? What is going to happen between the both of you? If you need a shoulder, you can call me, I'll be there for you. etc.

Baekhyun's message was the bomb. 

'Hey, I'm sorry, I know I need to tell you first, but the media got the information so quickly, I could not even let you know before the reporters let the words out. I know you're upset, but I didn't want to affect your performance yesterday, that was why I couldn't tell you about it. I hope that you move on and let's just stay as friends alright? You will always be my little sister. ALWAYS'

So was that a break up text? It was the most unsincere and worst break up text in the history. Oh well, I've moved on already anyway, so Baek's text was nothing. I replied him these, 'Tks, have fun with your new relationship with unnie. I've gotten someone else too, I wanted to tell you earlier, but I could not due to the hectic schedule that I had. Let's just remain as friends too. I agree on that' 

After our performance on the music programme, there was a award presentation everytime, so I took the opportunity and tried to get close to V, as close as I could, hoping that the camera of those fancams got record us both in it. And make some noise with it. I tried to have many skinship opportunities with him, and he did the same. As if we were really dating. After that, we got each other number and tried to see if he could go on a date together somewhere near our dorm. Since it was near. 

We texted each other 24/7 like what real couples do, we were able to sneak out for one or two dates in remoted areas like the carpark or at the park in the middle of the night we clothes and hat to cover up. After a period of time, my feelings for V developed. I found out that he is actually very sweet and romantic. He would send me flowers and presents, during special ocassions. And I would post it up on social media, I would post with captions, but I did not make it too obvious that was V who bought it for me. The members knew about what I was doing with V, Min Na said she was cool with it, since her bias in the group was Jimin and J-Hope. Everything went accordingly and was going on smoothly. But things have been awkward lately. Whenever I see Baek and Taeyeon tgt, I cannot help it but my heart still have this needle poking feeling. I always bowed to them and talk to them, pretending like nothing has happen. I have this poker face  where people can't tell if I am happy or sad. That is one advantage to this situation. And I loved it alot, the only thing is that, only Yeol and my older sister can tell the difference between my poker face. 

Just a summary, my life was totally messed up. Sometimes I really don't know what was I doing with my life. I could have enjoy life in London and be happy together with Louis, enjoying life with him at least his fans loved me too. But honestly, V was not a bad choice anyway. I continue to talk to V and it was a 24/7 thing as I mentioned earlier. I have no idea why we have so many things in common, talking to him was like talking to a friend that I've known for ages. Everything we talk about was so in sync, we were very comfortable to each other, sometimes to the extend of telling dirty jokes to each other. I definately cannot do that with Baek. There was somehow a barrier between us, I felt uncomfortable telling dirty jokes to him. But to V, I was totally comfortable. 

V suggested that we go out for a drive. He borrowed the car from his manager and he picked me up from my dorm's carpark. As the Van's window was really tinted, people from outside totally cannot see what was inside. While he was driving, I kept looking at him, he lips seems soft, his body was almost perfect, he wasn't as thin as a stick, he had some muscle. He looked really fine. We parked the Van at a carpark, and went to the back seat.

Yup! You all guessed it right..... I don't know where we got the courage and the dare-devil in us to actually make out in the back seat. Although we were afraid that we would get caught by fans, we made sure that the doors were locked and carefully went to the back seat. We started off by kissing, just a normal kiss. Not french kissing no nothing. Just pure kissing, After awhile when we got comfortable, we took the tongue in, it was simply amazing, it was like he did it before. I obviously had done it more than once, so much that I lost count how many times I made out with Louis and other guys at clubs in London. I was a crazy girl when I was in London, I literally let my hair down, as people don't know that I was some Korean Idol's sister. I could feel that V meant to make out. He was leading great. His lips were so soft, there was no way I could get enough of those soft tasty lips of his. My hands slowly felt him, from his chest slowly going down his body while we kissed. He hands were all over me as well. Having an education in London, I was very open like the other british teens. I let him touch where ever he wanted. I didn't have to lead him. I could tell that this wasn't his first time doing this. He must have done this a few times, hence being so familiar. 

My hand were at his crotch. slowly going near where his balls were. My hands was outside the pants, not inside. Just to make this clear. His both hands were busy too. Both touching the two different private parts. It was seriously hella of the time. It was so much fun. We just made out for like an hour or so. Than suddenly someone knocked on the driver seat's window. It broke the fun time. At that point of time, my bra was unhooked, and his shirt was off as well. I quickly put on a jacket that I could find and hid at the back seat area where I can't be seen in the dark. V quickly put on his shirt and went to the driver seat. Making sure I was hidden before whining down the window. 

The person he saw was..................................

 

 

Hey guys! IM SOOOO SORRY FOR THE SUPER LATE UPDATE OF THE STORY, WAS BUSY WITH BOTH SCHOOL AND WORK... AND I HAD PROBLEMS WITH MY LAPTOP, THUS THE SLOW IN UPDATING THE STORY. I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKED THIS EPISODE. PARDON ME FOR THESCENARIO... IF YOU GUYS FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE, DO COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW^^ 

 

LAST BUT NOT LEAST~~~ MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! <3 

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Lee_Gi_Ni #1
Hello!
I would like to translate your fanfic into Russian. Will you let me do this?
earbestfriend
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Chapter 9: Omo !! I love your story-authornim .. Please update as soon as possible .. Im excited ! :D