I told them that my name was called Park Chanyoon, and I’m the only kid in the family, I just came back from London not too long ago and currently doing NOTHING! So I decided to give auditions a try. And hopefully they would be able to look after me, since I was the youngest in the group. I couldn’t bring myself to tell the girls that my brother is actually Park ChanYeol from EXO! They would think that it was because of Yeol than I was able to get into the company. I always wanted to be independent. But sometimes, being Yeol’ sister is getting in the way and destroying the things that I wanna do in my life! I promised myself that I would tell them the truth if we were able to make it for the mission the staff gave us just now. After the introduction, we quickly head to bed, as it would be the beginning of our tough life in the company. It wasn’t like I didn’t know how the trainers would ask you to repeat dancing til she/he is satisfied with the dance routine. The next day, just as I expected. We repeat the dance routine for 5 hours straight til we get a nod from the trainer telling us that he was satisfied with what he just saw! It was tough training, but we endured it together as a team. I was the group’s vitamin (like Yeol). I would keep reminding the girls, not to give up and tell them that we have to fulfil our dream to debut together as a team. And that we must not lose to the other teams that we’re up against. After the dance, we only had like 20mins lunch break. The lunch was horrible, it only consist of some steam chicken meat, cabbage, soup, kimchi and super little brown rice. I bet three girls were not used to the food they’re given, cause I was not able to eat that little amount of food. There goes the life of eating like nobody cares, and to eat till we’re up to our throats. Chances of meeting the members became more often, cause apparently the management allowed us to seek help from the ‘Sunbae-nims’. Well, of course for dancing, I looked for Kai, Luhan and Super Junior’s Eunhyuk and Donghae oppas. The other three girls in my group were all surprised and amazed that I wasn’t shy/awkward in front of the Hallyu Wave SUPERSTARS!! In my heart I was thinking, why must I be shy/awkward when I see them almost every single time we have a family dinner together with the SM family. There were some , btmoments when I wanted to call the members out loud, but I had to keep it to myself. So whenever I see members at the hallway, I have to pretend to be polite and greet them by calling them Sunbae-nim.  I wasn’t use to calling them that, so were the SM artiste. Sometimes, I would actually meet Baek and Yeol outside or at home, but it always have to be a super quick one. Making sure that no one is behind our backs. They were also aware that they have to be careful of their surroundings and had to be very careful when they talk about me in the company.

I didn’t get to go home during that one month training I had with the group. It seemed pretty obvious that the dancer trainers were bias towards me, it was super obvious for the three other girls that they liked me better than them. Every single time when the dance trainers need assistance, they would call me up without hesitation. Which made the girls felt like they were there for nothing. They also put me in the centre for every dance the choreographed!  It was stressful cause all of the company staff members have super high expectations of me in the group. So I wasn’t able to afford making mistake in everything that I was asked to do. Cause I would think that it’s my responsibility for me to work hard and to not throw Yeol’s face away in front of so many staff members. So no matter how tired/hungry I was, I would keep practising till I master the moves or am satisfied with the progress I made. Great expectations that people have in me, is a motivation point for myself to work even harder for them. That was one of my principal in my goal in this entertainment area.

Soon, a month passed really quickly! One day, while the four of us are still practising in the studio, a staff member told us to get ourselves prepared and that we would be performing in front of some of the seniors in SM Entertainment, as its part of the whole process. Me thinking that EXO members would not be there cause of their busy schedule was super happy! Although I would meet the rest of the Seniors in the company, it was much better performing in front of my brother and boyfriend... But the moment I stepped into the studio, my face totally changed. Never did I expect that the EXO members would be there as well. Aside from the EXO members, Super Junior's, HeeChul, Donghae, Eunhyuk and Shindong. Girls' Generation's Taeyeon, Yoona, Tiffany, Jessica and Yuri. SHINee's Jonghyun and Taemin. F(x)'s Krystal and Amber. 

I was soo super happy to see Krystal and Amber again, cause I was close to them, and would often have food together outside, as they speaks English as well. So, whenever the both of them visit me in London, I would always bring them out for good food. Krystal and I would gossip about the latest entertainment stuff like that. I wanted to run over and hug all of the seniors, since I've yet to see them after being back in Korea. As, some of the seniors are busy with their own schedules. 

After all the other groups finished performing, it was my group's turn to perform. The seniors were cheering soo loudly for me, that the other groups were a little jealous, I was able to see that from their faces. If I had known that the EXO members together with Yeol would come for the performance, I wouldn't have added in some y moves and would've told the trainer to not put me in the centre. It was soooo embarressing performing like that in front of my older brother and my boyfriend!!!! At that moment, I realled wished that there was a hole for me to hide my head inside. But I just had to it up and performed what I learned. Thank GOD the dance was short and could finish it quickly. After we finish performing, we went out of the studio to wait for the results. 

I had the urge to tell my members the truth about my identity. So I told them, 'Guys, if we succeed in this time round's final audition, I will tell you guys something that you should know about me, So let's hope that we succeed, cause I don't wanna decieve you all any longer.' 

They were surprise by my random and sudden behaviour. 

Just than, the staff came out and told us to go back in, the result and winner has already been decided. When we step in, all of the seniors smiled at me. I too knew that I was going to be in, but what about my three new besties? Will we be able to be in the same group again? OR will we be in a different group.Finally it was being announced..... Everyone was shocked to hear the decision the seniors had made...... 

Sorry guys, really busy with work lately, but i'll try to update as soon as I can!!! Do pass this down to the other EXO/ SMTOWN fans. In the next few chapters, there will be other SM Artiste in the story as well!! Thank You to the subscribers that subscribed to the story, really appreciate it!!!! <3 <3 <3