No one pov

It is 2 am and Hyunseung couldn’t sleep. He was sitting on living room couch while staring into space. He was tired. Still he couldn’t sleep. There was too much going on in his head.

First of all Bang Yongguk. Hyunseung really didn’t expected him to be this…scary. He never saw him like this. Yongguk’s grip was so strong Hyunseung could still feel it. Those eyes weren’t the eyes he remembered. They weren’t calm nor strong. It looked like they were afraid. Afraid of something Hyunseung couldn’t figure out. Even though he was still angry at Yongguk he was worried about him. He was not only worried about him but also about Dongwoon. How he reacted this afternoon scared Hyunseung. Even though he doesn’t know Dongwoon very long he knows he is a happy person who doesn’t get angry easily. His action surprised him. He didn’t saw it coming. And then you have Junhyung. What to do with him? Every time Junhyung is close to him Hyunseungs body gets warm. Little butterflies fly around in his stomach. He wants to be close to the rapper but knows it’s impossible. The fact that he loves him doesn’t mean Junhyung loves him back. Speaking of him, Junhyung noticed Hyunseung’s bed was empty and went out looking for him. When he saw him sitting all by himself his lips formed into a slight smile.

“You can’t sleep?” Hyunseung woke up from his thought as he hears Junhyung’s voice. He  nods shyly.

 “You want something to drink?” Junhyung says when he leans over the coach. Looking at Hyunseung who couldn’t do anything else than nod. Junhyung smiles and walks to the kitchen.  He saw the bags with the groceries they bought this afternoon and looked for something to drink. Then he saw this little bottle with red liquid in it. It looked very tasty and it smelted like strawberry. He decided to gave it to Hyunseung since he wasn’t that thirsty.

“Here you go,” Junhyung says when he settles down next to red haired boy.

“Thank you,” Hyunseung says and takes a sip. Looking at his face Junhyung knew he liked it.

“So you are nervous for your first broadcast? Is that why you can’t sleep?” The broadcast. He couldn’t even think of it right now. It only makes him feel more nervous.

“Uhu. I’m worrying so much. I never been filmed before. I have no idea what to do tomorrow. I’m afraid I will screw it up and disappoint you all.” To comfort the red haired boy Junhyung puts his hand on Hyunseung’s leg.

“Just be your silly self. People like you for you. If you remember that everything is gonna be alright. Besides we are there to support you. There is no change you will disappoint us.” Junhyung’s words made Hyunseung blush. The little touch of Junhyung’s hand on his leg combined with his smile drove Hyunseung crazy. He swallowed while looking at the rappers heart shaped lips. They are perfect. How bad he want to kiss them. To taste his sweetness and be held by those strong arms. When Hyunseung realized he was staring he looked away shyly and stood up.

“I think I go back and try to catch some sleep. Thank you for the drink.” He says, leaving Junhyung behind. Arrived in his room he felt his heart beating incredibly fast. His feelings are getting worse.  Every time he looks at the rapper the need of wanting him is getting stronger and stronger. Hyunseung didn’t know how long he could hide his feeling for him anymore.

The next morning the six boys woke up early to get ready for the broadcast of Weekly Idol. They all were very nervous because it would be the first time with the six of them. In the van everyone was notable quite. Sometimes one of the boys said something but it quickly went back in a silent. Everyone noticed the tension, even the driver. When they arrived at the studio the boys loosen up a little bit. Mostly because they saw Hyunseung lighting up. Yoseob grabbed Hyunseung’s hand and lead him into the building to get ready for the shooting. 

Meanwhile three young boys are looking around suspicious.

“Are you sure this is a good idea Hyung?” Jungkook asks when he sees Rap Monster climbing over a wall.

“Of course. All of them went out to film a broadcast. There is no one home. This is our time to get the bottle back.”

“But Hyung what if they come back or there is someone in the house we don’t know he is.” Jin puts a hand on his little dongsaeng who looks very scared.

“ Jungkookie don’t worry. We planned this out. There is nothing to worry about. We will get the bottle back just like our boss told us to do. “ Before Jungkook could say something back Jin pulled him up and helped him to climb over the wall. Soon they were all over the wall and ready to break into BEAST’s dorm.

“Jin do you brought the equipment with you?” The eldest nod and gives the bag to Rap Monster.

“This will take some time.” Rap Monster focuses on the keyhole and tries to open it.  Sadly it was harder than he thought it would be. Jungkook was to nervous and couldn’t hold back anymore he started to yell at his brother.

“Hurry up Hyung! You are going to slow!” Quickly Jin covers Jungkook’s mouth.

“Sttt. Don’t yell. Someone could hear you.” He whispers. But it was too late.

“Yah! What are you boys doing there?!” They shock from the yelling of an older man who was coming their way.

“! We have to go. Fast!” Jin cursed and pulled his little dongsaeng’s with him. They climbed over the wall but while doing this Rap Monster sunglasses fell off.

“My sunglasses!”

“No time. We have to go!” Jin yelled and pulled Rap Monster with him who tried to grab his sunglasses. The three boys run like they never run before. When they were sure the man wasn’t behind them they stopped to catch their breath. They failed again. Jin felt so stupid. He really though this plan would work but it didn’t. Jungkook was shaking of fear in Rap Monsters arms who looked scared too. What did he do? He is the oldest. He has to protect his little dongsaeng’s but instead of that he let them be involved it things they should never be in. He didn’t only feel that he failed in this command but also as a brother. Jin took Rap Monster’s and Jungkook’s hand and smiles faintly. They had to go back to their boss. To tell him the bad news.

The six boys were all dressed and ready for the recording. They did a final check up and then it started.

“Hello and this is Weekly Idol with your favorite hosts Donni and Connie!” started Hyungdon enthusiastic. 

“Today’s guests are not five but six handsome young boys. You have any idea who they are Connie?”

“No shoot.” Hyungdon looks in the direction of the six boys and smiles.

“It’s no other than BEAST!” With applause the boys enter the set. They greeted with a 90 degree bow.

“So Beast! Annyeonghaseyo BEAST Imida.” They say. They all settled down in the chairs and Hyungdon and Daejun started talking and asking questions. They had a lot of fun. They laughed at the jokes that are made and when it was Hyunseung’s turn to answer question he didn’t feel nervous anymore. Until he asked the wrong question.

“I read here you are a former member of BigBang. You have trained with them for almost a year.” It was still difficult for Hyunseung to talk about the time he trained with BigBang. They were his best friends, his family and then it suddenly all disappeared.

“Yes that is right. I had this great opportunity to train with them but unfortunate I didn’t make it.” The other five saw that Hyunseung held himself strong and calm but they knew he was crying from the inside.

“What happened?” Daejun asked further. Doojoon saw Hyunseung started to feel uncomfortable what he didn’t find strange at all. So he decided to cut this conversation and changed it into another.

“It doesn’t matter. Hyunseung is a part of BEAST now and we are glad he joined us. He is funny, sings like an angel and he can dance like no other. When there is music he has to dance.” Doojoon laughed. Hyunseung smiles and mimics a ‘thank you’ to Doojoon.

“Well if you are such a good dancer, why don’t you show some of your moves.” Hyungdon says and the music. As soon as Hyunseung hears the music his feet moves along with it. He stood up and lost himself in the music. Dance moves were made Hyungdon and Daejun never saw before and when Hyunseung was finished they looked at him open mouthed.

“That was incredible!” Daejun yelled.

“Yes! It went like this and then you go like that.” Hyungdon said and tried to copy the moves Hyunseung did. All of them burst out laughing because it was so bad. Then suddenly Hyunseung felt a huge pain in his stomach followed by a pain in his head.

“Are you okay?” asks Kikwang who noticed Hyunseung was in pain.

“Yes, I’m fine. I’m just a little bit dizzy. I think I didn’t eat enough this morning.”

“Well then you have lucky because it is time to eat.” Says Daejun who heard their conversation and pointed at the table full of delicious meat that was brought on the set. The food smells so good the boys wanted to attack it right away but Hyundon stopped them.

“For the ones who win the rope skipping game.” He finished Daejun sentence. The two hosts couldn’t hold their laugh when they saw how shocked they six boys were when they heard they had to rope skipping. The teams where already made. Kikwang would go with Dongwoon, Doojoon with Yoseob and Hyunseung with Junhyung. But not everyone agreed with those teams.

“I don’t think those are the right teams.”

“I agree with it. I prefer to go with someone else. I want to win you know.” Dongwoon agreed with Yoseob. The two hosts looked at each other surprised but they did what they wanted and changed the teams. Doojoon would go with Dongwoon, Yoseob with Kikwang and Hyunseung was still with Junhyung. Hyunseung didn’t really know if he had to be happy or  not that he got paired up with Junhyung. He wanted nothing more than to be close to Junhyung but he’s afraid he can’t handle his feelings.

The first couple to go was Doowoon. They both are very competitive and wanted to win. Especially Doojoon. The two were playing the game this serious they got 15 jumps together. They high fived and somehow it looked like Dongwoon glared to Kikwang. Kikwang ignored it and pulls Yoseob close to him and starts jumping. The two had so much fun. They couldn’t stop laughing what caused them not to get more than 5 jumps. It was Junseung’s turn to jump. Junhyung wanted to win. Hyunseung could see the fighting spirit coming from him. It made him even more nervous. Every step Junhyung got closer, how hotter Hyunseung became. Junhyung smiles when Hyunseung places his hands on his  shoulders. When Daejun gave the start single they started to jump. While jumping Hyunseung got closer to Junhyung’s body he could hear Junhyung breathing. Just when things went very well and they almost got over the 15 jumps Hyunseung felt the same pain as before but worse.