Chapter 4 - NO more fear again
Fated To BeSandara POV
"She dissapeared ? It's almost showtime ! Everyone! spread out and search !"
*Hiks*
What should I do ? It's impossible !
I....I even can talk normally to others how can I just act in front of the entire school ?!?
"Noona what are you doing here ?!"
"Y...Youngbae ! w..what are you doing here ?!?"
Why is he here ? Panting,Covered in sweat,and extremely exhausted?
"Emm....Are you okay ?"
" *pant* I'm *pant* okay...I heard that you will be Chaerin substitute *pant* what *pant* are you doing here ?"
Did he came for me ?
*badumpp* *badummp*
I dont know what is happening to me I'm happy and sad and afraid and ....
Confused......
* hiks * Ughhh I'am crying right now.....
"I think I can't bring ,myself to do it...I just end up to be a laughing stock and ruined the whole play....I just cant do it Youngbae...*hiks* I just cant !" , Suddenly from no where Youngbae hands reach mine and grabed them tightly , his eyes slowly locked to mine
He suddenly pulled me to his embrace....I can feel me and Youngbae heart racing right now....I dont what to do know my heart is beating too fast now and few seconds later I started to panic,Omo omo ! why is he hugging me ?!,
"Eh ! eh!"
"Calm down noona and listen to me....If you really dont want to do this then I will take you to escape this place, BUT if you want to act here even a little bit , then you should do it ! Its a pity if your talent gets burieded without everyone knowing it, remember on the first day of school when we met? I suddenly become your fan ! It really doesn't really matter if you fail or make a mistake !"
*badump* *badump*
"I will not laugh you !"
*badump**badump**badump*
"I will not hate you !"
*badump**badump**badump**badump**badump**badump*
"Because I....BECAUSE I ....I ",He slowly let me out of his embrace and looks at me genuinely
"Because I really like Dara Noona...."
Eh? what did he say ?
*badump**badump**badump**badump**badump**badump*
"I....Me -"
"Sandara !! I finally found you !"
Uwaa !! We both suddenly let go off each other
"Please you are our last hope....",Mr Doon Wook pleaded
My hands are shaking anymore
I smilled and said
" I....I WILL PARTICIPATE !!"
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Okay....Today is the day...I cant believe I'am not afraid now !
"I like really like Dara noona"
*blush*
I cant believe Young bae said he like me,but like, he can mean that "like" as a friend like ?, But even it just "like" as a friend.....
I am still happy
When I was young I hate my shy and easily to be scarred personality and i think nobody will like me...but this the first ti,e that i feel this warm feeling..even if I make a mistake there is still someone who accept me....
"Emm....Dara noona....the play will start for a few minutes...."
*badump**badump**badump**badump**badump**badump*
Thank you Young bae.....Thank you very much....
I give him the biggest and widest smile
He started to blush
Teehee...Thank you...
An unbelievable feeling has filled my heart....,this must be the "courage" that you provided to me....
I really like acting...and you Youngbae
"Okay ! places everyone !"
Always supporting and protecting me right from the start.....I never seen such a nice person like you....i dont know how to repay you, but I will show you bae....I will make you proud....Even though you will not laugh at me when i make a mistake,I want To see you smile proudly to me , telling me that i did a good job.But I need to act this play really well !
I like to act, when I was little I like to act hundreds no....Thousands of characters on the TV and the character I neeed to act right now is"Alice" a cheerful girl , mischivious and curios girl.
"And now you will be watching the play from claas 4-C named "Alice's glass shoes and the seven rabits"
Okay.....,Act like Alice...... !
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