I am now waiting for Chaerin to arrive at the restaurant we’ve talked about…

After a few minutes she arrived… She’s smiling sweetly at me which made me more uneasy.

I stood up and pulled out a chair for her…

Then I sat down Infront of her…

“Chae..I need to talk to you…” I was saying when she suddenly interrupted me…

Let me talk first Jiyong…

I nodded…

“I know why you want to talk to me, but I won’t allow you to break up with me Jiyong, There was never a guy who dumped me.” She said then suddenly stopped what she was saying

It caught me of guard…

I did not think that Chaerin will react this way…

Why would she want to continue with our relationship when she knows that I want out already.

“Don’t think too much of yourself, don’t think that I will not let you go, I will not allow you to break up with me Jiyong…Because I will break up with you!!!” She unexpectedly said while looking at me like she wants to shred me into pieces

I was relieved with what she said…even though she is scaring me with the way she is looking at me now, I still have to apologize to her.

“I’m sorry if we have to end up this way Chae…I tried but I just can’t deny what I really feel…There’s too many people who hate me now, I even hate my self, I’ll understand if you’ll hate me too.” I told her with a defeated expression

“It’s still Dara?”  She asked

“Yes, I realized that it has always been Dara.” I honesty told her

“You’re too honest Ji, you didn’t even held back…don’t you realize that I still have feelings too.” Chaerin said

“I’m sorry, it seems like it’s my new specialty now…hurting people.” I answered back

“To be honest with you, I’ve always knew that you still loved Dara, I saw it as a challenge, I told to myself that I will make you love me more than you ever loved Dara, but I admit that I have lost fair and square, I doesn’t matter where I take you or what I say to you, you always see her even in the simplest things…like the way you looked at the butterflies at the museum or whenever you see flowers.” Chaerin admitted to me

“It doesn’t matter anymore…I have lost her forever, I was so stupid to let her go.” I told her

“Don’t talk too soon, you don’t know what the future might bring…I’ll leave you here Ji, still have to meet with the gang later, you wanna come.” Chaerin invited me

“I’ll stay here…you go ahead Chae, and I’m sorry for everything.” I apologized again

After I left the restaurant I found myself sitting on the same be