“Doctor Kim asked me to inform you that Dara’s condition is now stable…they just finished the operation a few minutes ago, but she need to stay in the ICU for the next few days until Doc. Kim is sure the She’s strong enough to be transferred to recovery room.”

I was so happy when I heard what the nurse had said…Knowing Dara will have a second chance in life even if I won’t be a part of it anymore gives me contentment and it’s more than enough for me. She will live her life in happiness with Donghae while I live my life in regrets…

Now that I am sure that Dara is out of danger…it’s time to leave, I know I am not needed here. Who would need a detestable person like me…then I heard Donghae called me

“Leave Dara alone…never show your face again to her, you’ve caused enough trouble already…I wont you hurt her again Jiyong.” Donghae exclaimed

“I don’t have any plans on showing up again Donghae, I know I Have messed up big-time and I know I don’t deserved Dara anymore…I will not ask you to take care of her,coz I know you would…Knowing that she is alive is more than enough for me, even if I die right here right now…I would die happily because she’s alive.” I honestly told him then left the hospital

Here I am now on my bed…

Mixed emotions in my heart…happiness because Dara is alive and sadness because I will never be mine anymore.

I have let go of someone I really loved the most, because of the insane thought that I have to experience life without knowing that life will not be complete without her, I thought that seeing different views would make me happy when in reality it’s only her smile that would surpass the beauty of all the places I have been.

I love you so much Dara…. I love you so much that I have to disappear from your life. I would only cause you pain.

At the hospital

Donghae’s POV

“Thank you so much Dr. Kim” I sincerely said to him

“I just did my job Donghae, and I know that Dara still have a lot to doing her life,,, but you must take good care of her, she needs to stay in the hospital for at least  a month and after that if her lab test comeback will good result she will be able to go home and start rehabilitation.” Doctor Kim said then he lest obviously exhausted from a six hours operation he did on Dara.

A sigh of relief…that was all I could do right now. I am so thankful that Dara will be given a second chance in life. I will do my best to make her happy all the time…although I may not be successful in making her forget Jiyong. I will make her happy in every possible way I can. 

The Next day Dara regained her consciousness

“Hi there princess…you didn’t think you’ll make it huh?” I said to Dara

I can’t explain how happy I am seeing her alive but I must control my emotions…I must not show extremes emotions to her like what the doctors have instructed me.

Good thing Jiyong is not showing himself or else it wouldn’t be good for Dara…           

“How long have I been sleeping?” she drowsily asked

“A little more that a day…you keep coming in and out of your consciousness, but the Doctors said it was normal.” I explained to her

Dara tried to sit