A guy is sitting inside his office, writing something.

"I once had a lover. We were together for almost 4yrs. I was really happy at that time..." The guy starts

-Flashback-

The guy is standing outside a house holding roses. He is straightening his shirt, making sure he looks good. He presses the doorbell and waits patiently. Soon the door opens.

-End of flashback-

"We spent sweet moments together. Exchanging cheesy lines and looking at each other lovingly" The guy continues writing

-Flashback-

The guy is holding another person's hand and saying sweet words

"You look so nice today. I hope we can be like this forever" The guy says still holding the hand

-End of flashback-
 

"My lover cooked very well. The best food ever.  I just loved watching my lover cook. It was the best view for me." The guy continues.

-Flashback-

The guy is sitting in the kitchen, looking in front of him. He is smiling like a madman. Soon, he stands up and walks towards where he is looking at.

He reached the person who is cooking and he slowly wraps his arms around that person's waist. The guy rests his chin on the other person's right shoulder.

"Is it done? It smells delicious. I want to taste it already!" The guy whines.

-End of flashback-

"I was so in love at that time. I was willing to give up everything just for our relationship."


 

-Flashback-

"Yunho, break up with your so called lover. You can't be together. You know that from the start." The mom of the guy named Yunho demands with a stern voice.

"No. We'll be together whether you like it or not!" Yunho shouts.

"How dare you speak to your mom like that! I want you to break up with your lover!" Yunho's dad yells.

"Why do you have to interfere with our relationship? It's not you who's in the relationship. You can't decide for us." Yunho defends his relationship with angry eyes.

-End of flashback-

"I never wanted to break our relationship even if the world was against us. As long as we're together, I'm the happiest person alive." Yunho continues, still writing.

-Flashback-

Yunho plants a soft kiss on the other person's hand

"I don't care if they are against us. What matters most is that we're together." Yunho says to the other person with a sweet smile,

-End of flashback-

"We fought for our relationship. My lover told me that soon everything would be okay but as I looked into those eyes, it showed uncertainty, it showed tiredness. It pained me seeing those eyes. Seeing my lover's expression, my heart hurt. At that time I thought maybe I was too selfish. Maybe I just had to let go. Maybe I just had to give up, to see those eyes shine again." Yunho continues

-Flashback-

Yunho is walking in the park, thinking what he shall do. He looks around and sees a lot of couples walking hand-in-hand.

"Why can't we be like them? Why can't other people leave us alone? Why can't we behave as a couple without anybody going against us?" Yunho mumbles to himself, sitting on a nearby bench

-End of flashback-
 

"I made a stupid decision back then. I decided to leave. I decided to leave without telling my lover. Honestly, I didn't want to say goodbye that's why I just left without a word. I knew I told my lover that as long as we're together I’m the happiest person alive and that our relationship was what mattered most to me. But how could I say that again when every time I look at my lover's eyes, it showed pain. I could also see sadness in my lover's smile. How could I still continue when I see my lover was hurting." Yunho continues

-Flashback-

Yunho is standing, carrying a backpack and a duffel bag on his left hand, waiting for the train to arrive, staring at nothing in particular.

"I love you. I will never forget you. I can never do that." Yunho mumbles to himself

Soon, the whistle of the train can be heard.

With that, Yunho shakes his head to wake up from his trance

He stares at the approaching train

"I just think that this is the only way for you to get your joyful smile and shining eyes back again." Yunho says to himself while waiting for the train to stop

When the train stops, Yunho and the other passengers enters.

"I'll do anything to make you happy again..." Yunho says.

Yunho, then, spots a seat and he walks towards it.

The train whistle can be heard again to signal that it will be departing soon. Yunho quickly yet carefully places his things down

Again, the train whistle can be heard and after a few seconds the train starts to move

Yunho sighs, sitting down and he looks outside the window

"... Even if it breaks my heart.." Yunho mumbles with tears starting to form in his eyes

-End of flashback-
 

"After a year I came back. I was excited and nervous at that time." Yunho continues writing.

-Flashback-

Yunho is back at their place. He is standing outside their door, waiting.

The door opens and his mom greets him with a hug 

"Welcome back, Yunho"

"Thanks, mom. I missed you" Yunho hugs his mom back

They both enter the house and walk straight to the living room only to see his dad sitting

"Welcome back, Yunho" Yunho's dad greetswith a smile

"Thanks, dad" Yunho returns the smile

Suddenly, his dad's facial expression changes to a serious one

"Yunho, listen to me. Your ex-lover found someone else. I hope you will also find someone else" Yunho's dad breaks the news

Yunho is speechless, but, hurt and disappointment can be seen clearly on his face

-End of flashback-
 

"I knew it has already been a year but I still hadn’t forgotten about my lover. My heart shattered into pieces when I heard my father's news. Later that day, it was proven. I saw my ex-lover with someone else. Seemed like they were having a good time because they were laughing and goofing around and they were walking hand in hand." Yunho continues

-Flashback-

Yunho is looking out the window from his room

"They’re happy. I guess this is the best for us." Yunho mumbles to himself with a sad smile

-End of flashback-
 

"Maybe, I can say that I’m happy now. Because even if I can only see it from afar…" Yunho continues writing but then he stops,

Yunho places his pen down and stood up. He slowly walks away revealing a framed photo on his office table of him and another guy holding hands and smiling lovingly.

"…at least, I can see your shining eyes and joyful smile again, Jaejoong." Yunho mumbles to himself walking away.