Yes, I hate it too. The 'Not an Update' is horrible. And it will continue to be horrible. I'm sorry.

This is as you have probably noticed not an update, and if you are still even following or keeping up with this story you have surely noticed it's been a while since my last update. I'm sincerely sorry about that.

I've been trying to continue this story for a while but I just can't write in the same style anymore and I even got suprised when I went back and read my last update. It was actually decent to read and it suprised me. I thought it would be crap. Honestly.

My point is that, I'm not sure i'm able to continue this story and not mess it up. But as I'm writing this I still feel like I want to give it a chance but then I get these thoughts that I have to finish it. And then I just get stressed and nothing gets done.

But who knows maybe I will scrap something together and finally get an ending to this story.

Ugh! I really wish I had written down my ideas and plans for this story and the coming chapters, then it would have been so much better! And now i have all these major tests coming up. The ones where you sit several hours. God. Help me.

Anyways, what I really wanted to say (if you've read this far) is that it's okay to unsubscribe if you feel like it. I'm not guaranteeing any updates even though i don't like that my story doesn't have an ending. I know how frustrating it is when people don't finish a story and really, it's okay to bash on me too. For you who doesn't unsubscribe I'm sincerely and forever thankful. Gomawo <3

See ya! :D