The Last Entry
Description
the days are always bright,
the sun is perfectly and proudly saluting the earth,
the flowers blooming with the bees surround them,
but no matter how bright the scorching sun is and how pretty world is,
my days will always be black dull and solemn without you.
Foreword
A brain tumor, or tumour, is an intracranial solid neoplasm, a tumor (defined as an abnormal growth of cells) within the brain or the central spinal canal.
Brain tumors include all tumors inside the cranium or in the central spinal canal. They are created by an abnormal and uncontrolled cell division, usually in the brain itself, but also in lymphatic tissue, in blood vessels, in the cranial nerves, in the brain envelopes (meninges), skull, pituitary gland, or pineal gland. Within the brain itself, the involved cells may be neurons or glial cells (which include astrocytes, oligodendrocytes, and ependymal cells). Brain tumors may also spread from cancers primarily located in other organs (metastatic tumors).
Any brain tumor is inherently serious and life-threatening because of its invasive and infiltrative character in the limited space of the intracranial cavity. However, brain tumors (even malignant ones) are not invariably fatal, especially lipomas which are inherently benign. Brain tumors or intracranial neoplasms can be cancerous (malignant) or non-cancerous (benign); however, the definitions of malignant or benign neoplasms differs from those commonly used in other types of cancerous or non-cancerous neoplasms in the body. Its threat level depends on the combination of factors like the type of tumor, its location, its size and its state of development. Because the brain is well protected by the skull, the early detection of a brain tumor occurs only when diagnostic tools are directed at the intracranial cavity. Usually detection occurs in advanced stages when the presence of the tumor has caused unexplained symptoms.
Primary (true) brain tumors are commonly located in the posterior cranial fossa in children and in the anterior two-thirds of the cerebral hemispheres inadults, although they can affect any part of the brain.
If follow to the research by the doctors, yixing supposed to die last two years because of the chronic and incurable brain cancer. But all the research is just a trash when Wu yifan appear in yixing’s life. He works at the same hospital as yixing. Both of the males has fall in love to each other. Yixing was an aloof before that, the present of wufan in his life is like making him to give a chance to himself to keep alive again though he know someday the cancer cell might kill him. Wufan is yixing’s miracle. The reason why yixing is alive today is because of wufan. His life change briskly like just in a blink of eyes. The cancer cell has stopped growing.
Their days full with laughter and all the sweet moments they shared. Yixing will wait for wufan to back from work with the sweetest smile on his face. If wufan is free they will walk at the park together, with arm linking to each other or hands tangle together. Peoples who always went to the park will know them, a couple match made in heaven, they called. All of them really happy to see them. They care, fondle, love and snuggle with each other’s warmness almost for every second.
Yixing’s smile, laughter and beauty is the definition of perfectness in wufan. He just love to see and hear that and he will never get boring of it. he will do everything for yixing. that’s is his promise to yixing’s mother when he asked the permission to take yixing and live with him.
Since moving into wufan’s house, yixing wrote every moment of his life in his diary. His little diary. He started to have diary since he knew about the disease. Since that he started to appreciated more his life and he will wrote everything, every single things. He also will take a picture and glued it in the diary. Basically, yixing will buy a diary with a pale colour, the not so bright one, but he changes that since he met with wufan. He will buy the one with a cherry colour.
However are they really will be together till the end ? will their love will last long till the end ? what will happen when wufan’s love towards yixing start to diminish. Will the miracles that wufan gave to yixing’s life also will disappear too ? will yixing manage to face it all by himself ?
hye to my new little diary. hope i can share my heart with you ><
well im lonely now cause no one is here with me.
know what you are different from my previous diary.
you are black and plain, even the papers inside you is just plain white. nothing is beautiful about you.
but maybe you will be my last diary. haha. i dont know. but im sure my last entry will be in you :)
first of all let me introduce myself to you, your owner
my name is zhang yixing and im 23 y.o.
i will die soon.
p/s: hye this alice 1234...this is my 2nd ff after beautiful disaster...i hope u will like it.. i made this this during my one hour break..so it has a lot of mistakes..do leave some comments and subscribe if u love it :D
Credits to Summer breeze request shop and the lovely designer summerswirlies for the poster <3
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