A night have passed...

I went to school alone, I walked alone and attend class without talking with somebody.

After my 3rd class, I decided to cut class and go to a park to relax.

I was walking on the road side when I felt that someone is following me. I walked straight and turn left...

"Ouch!"

I grabbed his collar then let go when I saw his face.

"Why are you following me?"

"Did I scare you?"

"Do I look scared?"

"Oh well"

"Stop following me. Alright?" I raise an eyebrow and continue to walk.

He's still following me.

I stopped. He bumped me.

"Why did you stop?!"

"And why are you following me?"

I'm talking with him calmly. I don't want to get mad because today the weather is great.

"I'm not following you"

"You sure?"

"Of course"

"Okay, I will walk backward to see if you're not following me"

"You can do that?"

"Of course"

"Okay, okay. I'm following you"

"And then why?"

"For some reason"

"Can you tell me directly what you want?!" I started to get annoyed.

"Calm down~ I just want to talk with you"

"There's no reason to talk with you"

"Aniyo~"

"I don't have time with you. I still have my class"

"Don't have time? Then why did you cut your class?"

"You're so persistent!"

"I know your school schedule"

"So? I'll cut class whenever I want"

"Why don't you want to talk to me?"

"I just don't want to"

"You can't even call me with my name?"

"Because I don't know you!"

"I'm Baro"

"You're not"

"Then let me show you"

He looked around and---

"Sh*t!"

He kissed me. I pushed him.

"Are you out of your mind?! We're in public place!"

"Let's do it privately. Shall we?"

I raised my right hand to give him a blow but he stop it.

He stare at me.

"Why don't you show the real you to me GC?"

"This is the real"

"No, you're not"

"Why you said so?"

"You're afraid to show your true feelings. Are you scared to get hurt?"

"You don't know everything to me Baro, so don't  say anything like you know me"

"Then let me know everything about you"

I turned away.

"Its better if you don't know everything about me" I whispered and walk.

He stop following me. I just felt sad that he stopped. I don't know why but I want him to stop.

Am I going crazy?!

I? I don't even know myself. I can't say what I'm feeling right now.

...

When I was in the park, sitting on a bench, Amber show up.

I stand and walk towards her.

"Why---"

I kissed her on her lips for about a minute.

"Tell me what's going on"

I hugged her tight.

"Josephine"

"It's Amber"

"No, Josephine"

"Alright. Why?"

"Josephine, tell me where did I go wrong?"

"Huh?"

"I can't understad myself now"

"You know? That kiss will our 3rd kiss"

"Really?"

"1st when you're 7 and I'm 8. I kissed you GC. It was you're birthday and you're crying"

"The 2nd?"

"We're in America that time. I guess we're in high school that time. You kissed me because you were depressed"

"I remember. I fought with my mom that time"

"And now, why did you kissed me GC?"

"I don't know. Tell me Josephine"

"What?"

"Do you want to marry me?"

"Huh?" she pushed me.

"Is it really impossible for us to get married?"

"Really impossible GC"

We sat on the bench.

"We tried to be on a relationship but we ended up being a bestfriend to each other and you're like a brother to me"

"I know"

"It's too early GC. You can still find someone who deserves to be your WIFE?"

"Did I just heard you pointing in the word WIFE?" she laugh.

"No! I'm not"

"Stop kidding me. Of course I'll marry a---"

I stopped but I don't know why.

"Let's go home"

"Are you not mad at me?"

"Of course not. You just wanted to help him"

"I'm so happy to hear that!" She linked her arm on me like we're a couple walking at the park.

We walked to go home.

...

"Eomma, we're home"

There's no response.

"GC, did your mom told you that she's going out?"

"Aniyo~"

I looked at at kitchen. I saw a sticky note on the refrigerator.

"GC & Josephine, I just went out to buy some food and snacks. Baro volunteered to go with me. I can't wait you both so I go with him. Rest well - Mom"

"She's with Baro"

"Jinjja?!" she so excited hearing what I said.

"My mom? with Baro? She's not mad at all?"

"I guess she already forgive Baro"

"I guess so"

"And Baro"

"What about Baro?"

"He's trying to win you back GC"

"He have to work hard to me again"

"WHAT DID YOU JUST SAID?! AGAIN?!"

I covered my mouth and run upstair. Amber followed me.

I locked my door.

Oh my~ What did I say?!

"Gc-ya! Let me go in!"

"I'm tired!"

"No! Let me in!"

"Later!"

"Stop your excuses! I heard it very well!"

"I don't said anything!"

"Alright. I'll tell it to Baro"

What?! I stand and open the door.

"Are you trying to scared me?"

"Look! you're scared!"

I touch my face. When I let go the door she entered my room.

"GC, you can tell me anything and whenever you want"

"I don't have anything to say"

"Are you sure?"

"So sure~ I'll sleep. Talk'ya later~"

I lie on my bed and pretended to sleep.

...

What should I do now?

My mouth keep on saying words that don't suit me!