CONFUSION!
He Only Learned Bad Things~At the school...
I was walking at the corridor when I met my friends and they're with Suzy.
"Morning GC"
"Morning"
Suzy didn't greet me.
"Is it true?"
"What?"
"That you slept with Baro last night"
Then Baro came. He heard everything...
"It's true"
"WHAT?!"
"And we heard that you even chose Baro rather than Suzy"
"Give me a break bro"
"Yea. I chose Baro. Its better to slept with a BOY than with a GIRL"
I gazed at Suzy. She even look back at me.
"Let's go Baro"
We walked...
"Remember Baro, I'm a girl and you're just a boy"
"There's no wrong for being a boy" Baro said.
We part.
...
"Are you okay Suzy?"
"I'm fine. Leave me"
"But..."
"Don't you hear me?! LEAVE!" she shout.
"Okay. Let's go guys"
...
I let Baro go to his class and forget what happened.
I went to the garden to sit and relax.
"GC"
Here they are. I stand and tried to avoid them.
"Where are you going?"
"I want to be alone"
"You're being like that just because of Baro?"
"Who's Baro to you guys? And who's Suzy to you?"
"Baro is our friend and Suzy is..."
"We've just met Suzy and don't act that you already know more about her"
we kept silent. I sit again.
"Alright! Let's move on guys. We're not like this before so chill" CNU said.
"Tell me GC, did you do THAT with Baro last night?" JinYoung asked.
"What the hell I'm doing such thing with him!"
They look at me.
"C'mon. See, you're blushing"
I touch my face
"No guys. Don't kid on me" I bow.
"We just want to tease you"
Suddenly I thought, why I'm being so good to Baro and I always defend him. I'm really confused.
I'm a boy, I must choose a girl but I chose a BOY?!
What's happening in me? What's this strange feeling coming out of me?
...
Lunch...
I'm going to cafeteria. I saw Baro. I don't know but I walk backward.
I'm not in my mind that time. I really lost my mind.
I just feel like I want to be alone for this time.
...
On the way home, decided to spend my time on a club.
So I went.
When I got there, I remember this is the place where I met Suzy. I'm hoping that she'll not go here today but I'm HOPELESS, she's here.
She came to me.
"Any problem again?"
"Nothing"
I never faced her. I want to go out but my body don't want to go.
"Nothing? or it just you don't want to discuss it with me?"
She's so unstoppable in talking.
"Let me ask about Baro---"
I closed my eyes and kissed her to shut .
When I open my eyes (still kissing) I saw Baro standing and watching us.
I tried to let go of Suzy but she hold me tight.
I let go with all my strength. The kiss' broke.
"I forgot to tell you, I went here with Baro" Suzy said.
I can't face Baro. I don't know why.
Baro walked out. I want to follow him but Suzy hold my arms.
"What does it mean? Following him? Stay here GC, please?"
"I'm sorry" I said.
I removed her hand on me and follow Baro.
...
When I'm out, I can't see Baro anywhere.
I walked around but still no Baro everywhere.
I feel so guilty. I hope he'll go straight to home. I was worried all of a sudden.
I tried to contact him but no answer. I don't know what to do.
It's raining hard, he don't have umbrella with him. I decided to go at Baro's house.
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